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Oct 2015 · 419
Crumble;
harlee kae Oct 2015
I don't know what to say
to make things seem okay.

Because they aren't.
I know they're not.
Now that you're cheater,
he got caught.

It makes me angry
and real mad
because I know
you must be sad.

I know what it's like
in your situation.
How lonely you feel.
Full of desperation.

But don't give up the fight.
You're too beautiful for that.
Don't give up your sight.
Of where your poems are at.

You're an artist,
yes a hurt one,
but an artist all the same.
You've been hurt before,
but still stand tall,
just look up at your name.
This might not make sense to most of you, but that's okay.  This poem is written specifically for someone I follow who is going through something I recently went through.  I love you Kayla, <3
Oct 2015 · 1.0k
I wanna change the world.
harlee kae Oct 2015
There's two kinds of people existing,
you see.
There's people like you
and there's people like me.

Yeah, I might make others happy
because I do just what I'm told.
While you drive others crazy,
because you're strong-willed and you're bold.

But the world doesn't need a good worker,
a girl who gets the job done.
The world needs you, who questions the law,
and always makes everything fun.
Oct 2015 · 660
Anxiety
harlee kae Oct 2015
okay so here I sit all alone
in a very crowded room
and I hate myself again
for being this way
concerts
are
supposed
to
be
fun
but the crowd pressed against me
way too tight
I couldn't breath
so many strangers
from every direction
I had to get out
I had to leave you
and I'm sorry
I really wish I wasn't this way
now I want to go back
I'm lonely
but there's too many people
Sep 2015 · 2.1k
not a cheetah girl anymore
harlee kae Sep 2015
I used to love a cheetah.
She was fast and wild and free,
and I believed her when she said
she'd always do the best by me.

But our relationship it ended,
and not how I thought it would;
     with mutual respect
     as a mutual decision
     we'd go our separate ways
     fine with the division.

Well I should have seen it coming,
it was right there in her name,
my cheetah cheated on me
and I admit, I went insane.

I was at the point of no return.
I didn't want to live.
I thought my life was over,
and I had nothing left to give.

But then one night I met a swan
he was filled with beauty and grace.
five months later he said I love you,
as he gently held my face.

He's musical and funny.
He never gives me any strife.
And the best thing about my new love
is that swans, they mate for life.
Aug 2015 · 629
Trevor lee,
harlee kae Aug 2015
when i think of you
i think of seventh grade
we met and you were funny and cool
and i was probably shy and afraid

i think of swimming at memaws pool
you called me amish when you saw my room
that year is when i started to love you
and our friendship began to bloom

i think of letters i think of notes
of watching breaking bad from your bed
and how you were always on my side
no matter what other people said

i think of blueberry toaster strudels
and late night ihop talks
of crazy times at coleman park
while taking random walks

when i think of you i think of home
i think of warmth and i think of joy
yes i'm very blessed that you're my friend
you're an extraordinary boy
a poem written for one of my great friends on his birthday. friendship is a beautiful gift that shouldn't be taken for granted.
Aug 2015 · 524
words ft. myrka marie
harlee kae Aug 2015
She said "words can really hurt, and hers cut deeper than anyones"
and I looked at her;
hair falling out of its braid,
sad slanted eyes,

and I thought to myself
now that was beautiful.

---------

I wanted to hug her,
tell her not to stop driving
until we saw a sunset.
But I looked a her
and gave a soft smile,
because she didn't even know
what she did.

That's the thing with words,
they can really hurt.
But they can really heal, too.
Aug 2015 · 287
Untitled
harlee kae Aug 2015
i could spend hours
thinking of your hair.

somedays, i do.
Jul 2015 · 609
black sheep
harlee kae Jul 2015
i guess every family has one.
i just wish it wasn't me.
no one understands,
but why's it hard to see?
that words can actually hurt
and people arent made of stone.
no matter how hard they seem
or how much you think they've grown.
..
Jun 2015 · 431
dreams
harlee kae Jun 2015
i dreamed of you
again
but not like that
thats not what i want
in my dreams we just
sit and talk
as friends
Jun 2015 · 435
but freedom feels weird
harlee kae Jun 2015
sometimes i feel like i'm in the ocean
and it's okay
because i know how to swim

but then i realize
even the best swimmers
sometimes need a break

and i'm not the best
not by a long shot
May 2015 · 621
yesterday
harlee kae May 2015
i think i forgot how to write.
the birds still chirp
and the flowers they bloom
but just maybe not in my mind.

my words are shattered.
sometimes i do not have the
time to arrange them right.
sometimes they only have meaning
when they are dripping with blood
but i am tired of being cut.

yesterday i saw a hamster
with his beady little eyes of death
and i wanted to write about bitterness,
cruelty, or the selfishness of men.

but i think i forgot how to write.
Apr 2015 · 1.1k
life unexpected
harlee kae Apr 2015
on the road
trying to lose her

i found you
Apr 2015 · 446
just this once
harlee kae Apr 2015
i thought this time i'd be enough
you promised that i would
but something happened,
it always does
now you see that i'm no good

i thought this time was different
but all my life its been the same
no one thinks i'm worth it
and i'm the one to blame
Apr 2015 · 479
that's what oprah does
harlee kae Apr 2015
Sometimes, I write you letters.
Yes, letters I never send, but they are letters nonetheless.
And I know he would get mad.  Say I'm still in love with you.
But the thing is, I'm not.
Sometimes I just wanna write you letters.
That's what I see on tv.
That's what Oprah does.
Apr 2015 · 686
save yourself
harlee kae Apr 2015
because what they don't
understand is, if they ****
themselves trying to save you
then you're just as lonely as
before them.
Apr 2015 · 597
and i'm
harlee kae Apr 2015
tired of laying in the tub

crying on a sunday afternoon

feeling like i'll always be useless
Apr 2015 · 660
a poem at 6 am
harlee kae Apr 2015
your skin sets me on fire
and my god i love the burn
your stare fuels my desire
your kiss oh how i yearn
to be touched by you forever
consumed by your embrace
your fingertips caress my soul
as they caress my face
stay with me for always
thats my one and only plea
ive been so lost, but now im found
my love you set me free
Mar 2015 · 1.4k
breathe. freaking breathe.
harlee kae Mar 2015
don't tell me to breathe
when you don't understand
how labored every breath is.
you don't understand what it's like
to lose your best friend
your heart
your reason to live.
don't tell me to breathe
when you're the reason i can't.
Mar 2015 · 861
lost
harlee kae Mar 2015
i spend more time
staring at the clouds
than the road.

i still wake up crying
because i cant figure out
why i wasnt enough.

and i don't know
where to go
from here.
Mar 2015 · 330
dont hurt her
harlee kae Mar 2015
thats all im told
but when it was me
you didnt give a ****
Mar 2015 · 1.4k
Untitled
harlee kae Mar 2015
your arms feel like home
and i've been homesick
for quite some time
Mar 2015 · 782
2 early 4 deep thoughts
harlee kae Mar 2015
the world is kind of unfair.
how someone other than you
can decide your future.

how one day they say
i dont love you anymore
and its over. against your will.

yeah the world is kind of unfair
like that.
Mar 2015 · 448
one month
harlee kae Mar 2015
maybe a month doesn't mean anything
when you've been with someone for years, what's a measly month anyways

but with her, she got me a little gold cross on a little gold chain that she searched for in her athletic bag
i felt like a princess

now our first month just passed and he didn't even mention it
maybe a month doesn't mean anything

but with her, it did.
Mar 2015 · 370
to my ex girl's new girl
harlee kae Mar 2015
you know i'm not mad at you right?
okay, i admit, in the beginning i was.
but not anymore.
it's just, i can't look at you knowing
that you hold everything i've loved in your hands. it just hurts.
i've always hated change.
and i guess i never learned
how to let go.
so until then i'm sorry
but i'll keep looking at the ground.
Mar 2015 · 1.2k
Untitled
harlee kae Mar 2015
My hands are perpetually cold,

and I don't know if that's because

of this weather

or because they

never get held anymore.
Mar 2015 · 1.8k
idgaf
harlee kae Mar 2015
i'm so tired of being harleekae
can i please be someone else
if only for a day
do different things/see new places
travel around/see some different faces
this world wasnt made for me
no not at all
it's built too precariously
set up for me to fall
Mar 2015 · 899
bumps/bruises
harlee kae Mar 2015
i forgot all the names
i gave to your hurts
and i suppose that's me
moving on
Mar 2015 · 615
god i miss you
harlee kae Mar 2015
i would cut open my veins
if i could bleed out your wishes

just for a chance
to see you smile
at me
Mar 2015 · 231
Untitled
harlee kae Mar 2015
and no matter how long it's been
your smile lights me up
cant help it
Mar 2015 · 1.1k
random assortment
harlee kae Mar 2015
I've come
to the realization
that I will never love
Micky the way that I loved you.
But, I also know that maybe that is fine.
Sure, some days I spend my free time plucking out
eyelashes and trying to get a free wish or two. (or three)
But for the most part, I know that maybe I'm not
meant to love him like I loved you.
No two people are the same,
so how can I give any
two people the
same love?

I'll never love anyone the way that I loved you,
but that doesn't mean I'll never love again.
Feb 2015 · 1.5k
quicksand
harlee kae Feb 2015
i don't know why somedays i'm completely over you.
but others it's like i'm laying face down in quicksand, being consumed by the memories of you.
the more i struggle
the worse it gets.
so i lay still
as you pull me
under.
Feb 2015 · 340
feb. 22
harlee kae Feb 2015
Although i have another
who says "i love you baby,"
sometimes when i say it back
i think to myself... maybe.

Because if you ever look at me
and i get to look at you
sometimes i think to myself,
man, i love her too.
Feb 2015 · 2.1k
blueberry pancakes
harlee kae Feb 2015
what makes me saddest when i think of you, as i admit i sometimes do
is the future we planned, that will never come true

but i cant complain
i'm luckier than most
i didnt get the dreamhouse
but i **** sure did get close
Feb 2015 · 3.3k
driving thoughts
harlee kae Feb 2015
sometimes
this town
is just
a
chain of
all the places
i'll never go
with you
again.
Jan 2015 · 1.6k
woodlawn st.
harlee kae Jan 2015
how many times did we come here
with the intention
of never leaving the car.
and now i'm here
staring out at the abondoned building
we called our home.
and i wish you were here
just to hold my hand.
Jan 2015 · 457
last good night
harlee kae Jan 2015
but what remains is, the moon never shines so brightly as it does when i'm sitting beside you. and my heart never feels so full as it does when she's on the other side.
Jan 2015 · 619
tonight featured
harlee kae Jan 2015
me lying in an empty tub
whispering everything i hate
about myself
Jan 2015 · 1.6k
happiest memory i own
harlee kae Jan 2015
i was driving
to the field
in my car, my baby,
and god she was
beautiful.

you were sitting
right beside me
radio up, windows down,
and god you were
beautiful.

you poured water
down my shirt,
and i was afraid
that i would crash,
because i couldnt stop
laughing.

and neither could you.
Jan 2015 · 804
death ft cowardice
harlee kae Jan 2015
sometimes i wish for a car wreck
sometimes its cancer i seek
because i am disgusting/i am guilty/i am nothing/i am weak
i want a way out of this place
but i dont want to do it myself
cause flowers arent sent
to suicide victims
but rather to kids with bad health
Jan 2015 · 2.7k
soccer
harlee kae Jan 2015
and you promised me a hug after every game
but you havent kept that
and i promised to come to every game
but so far they've all been hellish
so i wont keep that either
Jan 2015 · 1.7k
ridiculous monologue
harlee kae Jan 2015
can you not see that the sorrow weighs me down as if i'm chained and thrown into that lake you dared me to jump in that one time. and maybe that's symbolic because i've always said drowning is the way i want to go. but i feel like i've already died a thousand deaths seeing you look into the eyes of another with the adoration that once was mine. it was foolish of me to think that someone of such magnitude would be with someone as normal as me. i got a perm and my nails were always chewed to nothingness. everything about me was average but you made me feel like i was important. you made me feel magnificent. and maybe it was just that my world was brighter with you in it because now i know there's nothing special about me. the only thing i ever had going for me was that i was with you.
Jan 2015 · 816
this place is hell
Jan 2015 · 332
oh you
harlee kae Jan 2015
maybe what they say isnt true
because it took awhile to have feeling for you
instantaneous falling sure wasnt the way
you kept hanging around and now i want you to stay
that other kind of love is in the past
and i'm hoping this one will actually last
Jan 2015 · 555
loathe
harlee kae Jan 2015
i ******* hate myself
because i have the most
awful feeling
that i'm going to do to you
what she did to me

and you dont deserve that

you said that you smoked too many
tonight, and that wasnt very healthy
but i dont think the tears
soaking into my pillow
are any better
than your **** cigarettes
Jan 2015 · 465
m.g
harlee kae Jan 2015
m.g
and he was like a spring shower
unexpected
but as he rained down on me
i realized thats exactly what i needed
Jan 2015 · 1.2k
groan n moan
harlee kae Jan 2015
does it count as love making
if while i'm into it
you've been faking
Jan 2015 · 5.3k
snowflake emoji
harlee kae Jan 2015
what we had was beautiful
beautiful and fleeting
and before you i didnt know
that one could love so madly
and i dont know if that makes me feel better or worse
now that you're gone
Jan 2015 · 535
faker
harlee kae Jan 2015
dont pretend you ever cared
because when we were together
her name was always on your lips
Dec 2014 · 11.0k
fangirl
harlee kae Dec 2014
joshua haines i know we arent near
but i have to say, it would be a fear
that if we were i would fall in love
with your sophistication and grace
and most likely my dear
even the simple shading of your face
words, they contain souls
at least they do to me
and if that is the case
when you write, you set us free
Dec 2014 · 1.3k
late night storytime
harlee kae Dec 2014
Last night I had a memory, they come and go you know, of the boy on the fallen bicycle. We were in my car, feeding on each other's lips, when I happen to check my surroundings. I saw a boy beside the road, beside a fallen bike. Oh no! I exclaimed and you jumped out of my car immediately to rescue the poor lad. I yanked on my shirt and hurried after you with my pocket knife in hand. I was awkward, and you were perfect; helping him free from the entanglement with gentleness and grace.  You stood him back up, directed him home, and I fell even deeper in love.
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