The knife has been placed in your hand.

You look at me and know what will be done,
You'll know the tears I've shed,
You'll know the pain I'll feel,
You'll feel sorry for what you did.
You'll feel guilty, the way you led me on.
You'll feel like a thief for knowing what you've taken.
You'll see the hurt in my eyes every time we'll speak.
The disappointment.
The reality of it all
Scares you.

The knife has been placed in your hand.

And with all the bad you've already done,
You can't bring yourself to plunge it down,
Deep,
Into my core.
Where life begins
And where you've made all your sins.

Hold me tight,
Kiss me in the moonlight.

Caress my face,
Close in on my personal space.

Whisper in my ear,
Make all my fears disappear.

Play with my hair,
Tell me that you care.

Hold my hand,
Because I'm your biggest fan.

Deep
Within the recesses of my
Being,
Is the young
Innocent girl
They used to know.

Deep
Within my
Mind
Are the
Thoughts,
I used to think
When I was young.

Deep,
Within my
Heart
Is what I used to
Feel
Before I met you.

But on
Top
Is a wild,
Bad,
More mature girl,
Daring to break the
Rules.

She's new in these parts.
She doesn't belong here.
This isn't what I'm used to.
Who does who think she is?
Waltzing in here,
Making me do things,
I used to never agree with.

Maybe this is apart of growing up,
Or maybe this is what crazy people do.

Either way,
I'm a bit scared.

I
                    Can't tell what you're holding back. Do you
Love
                    Me? Am I the only one who feels this way about
You . . .?
                    Is there some who you
Do
                    Love? Does she love you? Or is it
You
                    Who's afraid to confess his feelings. When you
Love
                    Someone, how long do you wait to let them know? With
Me
                    I've always loved you. But will you ever love me
Too?

I
                    Can't tell what you're holding back. Do you
Love
                    Me? Am I the only one who feels this way about
You . . .?
                    Is there some who you
Do
                    Love? Does she love you? Or is it
You
                    Who's afraid to confess his feelings. When you
Love
                    Someone, how long do you wait to let them know? With
Me
                    I've always loved you. But will you ever love me
Too?

My
                    Dear! My
Love
                    It is true. Love
Has
                    Returned to my mind.
Come
                    And see me, my dear. I've missed you so. Come
Back
                     And give me hugs. I want a kiss
And
                    Your sweatshirt. I want your love.
He's
                    So perfect. Perfect for me;
Here
                    I am, perfect for him. It won't take much
To
                    Get him to
Stay
                    I just want to be interesting, **** and fun
For
                     Him. I want
More
                    From him. I want more
Than
                    A kiss from him. I want
A
                    Relationship in the form that we have. Only a
Few
                   Weeks have passed. In only a matter of
Days
                   We've began a certain relationship that's put my brain in this haze.

You're back in my life.

You're nice,
You've forgiven me,
You've apologized.
You want to see me.
See the things that surround me.
You talk back,
You smile,
And you're not annoyed anymore.

I love it but I wish it didn't
Always
Make my mind reel,
Worrying about messing up,
And loosing you again...