Every time I think about you,
I wish I could talk to you.
I wish I could call you,
Or text you,
Just to see how you are.
What are you up to?
How's your life?

I'll never know.

Do you still think about me?
Do you hate me?
Are you still annoyed with me?
Are you willing to still be friends?

I guess I'll never know.

What would happen if I spoke to you?
Would you ignore me?
Talk back, but not be happy about it?
Talk back because you want to?

I suppose I'll never know.

Do you ever miss me?
Do you think of me with a smile on your face?
Rather than a frown?
Do even remember my face?
Do you keep our memory?

I will just never know.

I'll never know,
Until I try,
To talk to you,
And see for myself.

I finally cracked.
My world came crumbling down around me.
Finally.
And even with my loved ones around,
I'm still alone.

Thank you
For telling me you loved me.
Even though it turned out you didn't.

Thank you
For catching me
When I fell.

Thank you
For being a charming boy
And letting me fall into your arms.

Thank you
For teaching me what it's like to truly
Feel safe.

Thank you
For making me
Blush all of the time.

Thank you
For making me feel what a
Genuine smile feels like.

Thank you
For being the sweetest boy
I've ever met.

Thank you
For letting yourself be my
First Love

Thank you
For teaching me things about
Life.

Thank you
For doing all of that
Without realizing more than half of it.

Thank you
For being the
Greatest Mistake of my Life.

I use to cling on to you,
I would follow you around and begged you to be my friend,
honestly I had none.
Even though I made you want to cut my head of many times,
you became my friend.
Over time we became better and better friends.
Soon I was glad to call you my best friend,
we had our up and downs like anyone else.
Best friend we were and yes that is a lot,
lots of memories and endless nights.
Now though,
now,
I call you my sister.
Without your smile and love I would be lost.
Without your laugh my days would be gloomy and dark.
Without you I would have never had a friend, or best friend.
You have grown in to my life and my heart.

I love you Hannah West♥
(Read the Note if you are confused.)

I wonder what you think of me now.
I could ask, but how?
I'm afraid of what you'll say.
I think about you each and every day.
God, just take me now.

You'll never love me again.
Am I still your dear friend?
The confusion irritates me so.
Why won't you just go?
Will this ever end?

But you can't leave me,
We're not meant to be.
But maybe one night,
No fear or fright
Then we can make this right
And I can say good bye,
Find someone else,
Even though I fell
For you, my Love
You have flown away, you gentle dove.

You've soared away
Out of my reach

You taught me many things;
Not to dwell on the past,
Not to hold grudges.

Patience is Virtue,
Something you once said
When we talked about future relations
And something I'll never forget.

I hope you keep your promise..
I've learned you're a man of your word.
Not just something I heard;
It's something you said.
Let's do something together
Before we're all dead.

You've made your way
Into my heart and Mind
And not matter how hard I try
You won't leave.

You picked me up,
Dusted me off,
But I was heavier than you thought.

Dropped,
You picked her up
Dusted her off,
She was the perfect weight
But to her,
You're arms weren't strong enough.
So she took comfort in his.

I want to pick you up,
Dust you off,
Because I know I can.
But I fear that you think
You're too heavy for me.