I see you there in the distance.
You're broken,
Fallen in the dust.
I want to help
Even though
You
Left
Me
In the distance,
Fallen in the dust,
Not too long ago.

But you'd be there to help
Me
So I want to be there to help
You.

But you're falling hard.
I'm trying to catch you
But,
You don't notice my hand
Reaching out to help you.

You're hitting the ground
You're feeling hopeless
But if only you'd notice me there,
Trying to help
Even though,
I don't know how.

Now you're all alone.
She left you,
Like you left me.

There's a hint or irony
And bad karma;
For the way you hurt me,
She hurt you.

Maybe you deserved it
Or maybe I just don't care.
I can have you now,
So why am I not chasing after you?

Maybe I'm waiting for the right moment...
Maybe I don't want to seem desperate..
Or maybe
I just want you to care enough
To make the first move.

It only you had been a little closer;
If only we stayed together a little longer;
If only she hadn't come along;
If only I was a little less nervous;
If only I had the courage to kiss you;
If only you could handle distance a little better,
Maybe we'd still be together

Maybe if that kiss happened,
You'd still love me.

I smile every time I think of the days we were happy together.
But then it disappears as quickly as it comes
Because I know you're happy with someone else now
Instead of me.

My brain no longer commanded me;
My hands took over,
Saying whatever reply came into my head.
I no longer had control;
The first thing I thought was said.
I know said what was on my mind
Without Thinking
Everything I knew
Didn't matter.
I stopped using my head,
And started using my instinct.
I'd Flirt with Disaster.
I wouldn't think ahead
Of the consequences that could be said
Or done.
I stopped thinking;
My hands took control.
I didn't matter now
But then,
I thought:
Is this a turn for the
Better
Or for the
Worse?

Sometimes,
My heart
Beats so hard,
That my shirt moves to the
Beat of the sound.

Sometimes,
My hands
Shake like crazy
When I await
Your reply.

Sometimes,
My cheeks
Feel as if they're
On fire
When I think about the things you
Used to say.

Sometimes,
I get really nervous
When I think I'm
Loosing you.

Sometimes,
I get so
Angry
When I think about how she's
Changed you.

Sometimes,
I wanna
Slap you
So you snap out of this *******
Trance.

Sometimes,
I want to cry
When I think about how you probably don't even
Care.

Sometimes,
I want to go back in
Time
So you could have never even been
There.

I want a guy
To Love me.
I want a guy
Who caresses my face.
I want a guy
To hold me tight when I'm scared.
I want a guy
To call me Beautiful.
I want a guy
To hug me and tell me he never wants to let go.
I want a guy
Nothing like you.
So why,
Oh why,
Do I still want you?