It was for the best that we choose to go our separate ways.We tried to save what was left of it but wasn't enough to hold us together.
I still remember the first time we talked.I was acting little bit awkward and yet you listened to everything I had to say with your sunflower smile. I was so excited like a little child.
It isn't anyone fault that what we had didn't workout.I hope when we meet one day that we can laugh about it together.
But I don't want to meet you again. Things you have said have left scars on me. I know I also said some horrible things to you of which I am not very proud of. I am very sorry about it. After everytime we fought my eyes were always filled with tears. But I still love everything and every bit of you. Even though my time with you was not that very long, it was the best time of my life. Thankyou, I am grateful for everything you brought in my life.
Life without you was hard at first but now I am doing ok and smiling. I know you are too even though you aren't, you will be cause you are the strongest person that I know of.
I am happy with the ways things are right now between us. Let's hope we never met again. Even if we happen to saw each other let's do the thing that we always talked about, acting like strangers. It was a hell of a ride with you and worth every penny. Sayonara

I am tired of fighting for love.

You were a rainbow for my rain.
Remedy to my pain.
Though we have chosen to go our separate ways.
I have returned to my self-pity cage.

I am afraid of what it has done to me.
I get lost in thoughts, and it is hard to get out of it.
Sleepless nights and these red blurred eyes.
Made me realize that you were my shining knight.

I didn't mean the thing that I had said to you.
Though I probably don't deserve it.
Please forgive me and take me in with you.
Give me a chance to make it up to you.