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Hancy Paras Mar 2022
I am tired of fighting for love.
Hancy Paras Sep 2021
It was for the best that we choose to go our separate ways.We tried to save what was left of it but wasn't enough to hold us together.
I still remember the first time we talked.I was acting little bit awkward and yet you listened to everything I had to say with your sunflower smile. I was so excited like a little child.
It isn't anyone fault that what we had didn't workout.I hope when we meet one day that we can laugh about it together.
But I don't want to meet you again. Things you have said have left scars on me. I know I also said some horrible things to you of which I am not very proud of. I am very sorry about it. After everytime we fought my eyes were always filled with tears. But I still love everything and every bit of you. Even though my time with you was not that very long, it was the best time of my life. Thankyou, I am grateful for everything you brought in my life.
Life without you was hard at first but now I am doing ok and smiling. I know you are too even though you aren't, you will be cause you are the strongest person that I know of.
I am happy with the ways things are right now between us. Let's hope we never met again. Even if we happen to saw each other let's do the thing that we always talked about, acting like strangers. It was a hell of a ride with you and worth every penny. Sayonara
Sometimes love is just not enough to hold two people together
Hancy Paras Jan 2021
You were a rainbow for my rain.
Remedy to my pain.
Though we have chosen to go our separate ways.
I have returned to my self-pity cage.

I am afraid of what it has done to me.
I get lost in thoughts, and it is hard to get out of it.
Sleepless nights and these red blurred eyes.
Made me realize that you were my shining knight.

I didn't mean the thing that I had said to you.
Though I probably don't deserve it.
Please forgive me and take me in with you.
Give me a chance to make it up to you.
Hancy Paras Jan 2021
I don't know what I am seeking.
Answer to all those questions?
Or questions to answer?
Am I lost?
Or
I want to be lost?
Sometimes I am a genius.
And sometimes just another fool.
Hancy Paras Dec 2020
I went on a search.
Searching for the meaning of life
More I went seeking it
I became oblivion of it.

Now I have encountered nothingness.
I perceive nothingness within everything.
It has consumed me.
I am nothing.
Hancy Paras Dec 2020
I am suffocating in my expectations.
      I am drowning in my hopelessness.
      I am lost and want to cry.
      But tears won't come out of my eyes.
      I feel like I am stuck at this moment.
      With utter hopelessness and bewilderment.
      I am tired and want to quit.
      But I can't muster the courage to do it.
      I guess I am what all those people call, a loser.
      A sore loser who lost to himself.

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