It's the first defeat That knocks you off your feet It takes you by surprise. Acceptance takes your all. It's a feeling you can't take back. And recovery is long.
The river flows, The creek stinks; Both are canals, But a creek is much narrow. And the river and the sea, are connected, The creek? Most of the time it really, really stinks.
Every time I check I phone I expect to see a text from you And every time there isn't a message I set my phone down in disappointment And accept that I am not worthy of your time
I don't know why I still blame you For every time I get sad I used to spend days, weeks, months Crying over you, But it's not your fault You were killed