His hands search for comfort
Lying by the road in chaos and dirt
Eyes still searching the sky
To find the last glimpse of his hurt
Her eyes speak to the night
She's scared of every passer by
She never wants to be lost in shadows again
Fading like the stars in the sky
His old cane is all that's left  
Shoulders weak by the lifes debt
A pond of tears he always knew ,
Further from home , where he quietly wept
Her aging arms wrinkled
Her face now old and stained
grace lost to the memories
Mirror will never be a friend again
He plays with his toys
Shy , with a smile too coy
Wears his heart on his sleeve
For he's just a boy
Her eyes quickly ****** a look
fairytales begins to whisper in her head
they say, First love is true
She knows , she'll never forget
They smiled and yet again
Hands couldn't find the way
Fingers left alone and cold
Hoping for a new day
A fading moonlight keeps them awake
In each others arms , still so numb
Warmth escapes their union
What has distance made them become
He knows they didn't forget
But why is it so hard to remember
She knows they're in love
Then why is it that they're not together  
Forgotten, yet still haunted
They walk alone but never far
In dreams and tomorrows
A flame that keeps burning in their heart

He smiled , she smiled
World forgotten with just one kiss
An aura of lust and love
Forming clouds of eternal bliss
Her hands finds his
A vow made to never let go
He looks in her eyes one last time
And they know..


-They'll always be in that moment
No matter how much it hurts
For they've tasted
the kiss of love

At the dawn of humans
We were a clan of hunters and predators
Now we're just a bunch of *******
Self proclaimed gods and haters
We did learn to ****
But now its more about power than survival
We've always missed the fact
That love is vital
Millions have died because of our failure to understand
And million more will die at our hands
World will be far better off
Without this disease called 'man'
Everything he touches becomes gold and than dies
He's the mad one , come too close and he'll bite
Concrete playgrounds banishing all but him
And than stands and admires the murderous sight
Can't keep his own mother from dying
He scars her and stabs her repeatedly
Like a spoilt son he can't stop crying
About how she limits his capabilities ,
His abilities for destruction
So he found the wondrous stone
Now the mother waits in silence
As he rattles her every bone
We can build spaceships and conquer the oceans
But all we'll ever do is **** and destroy
To satisfy mans greed and hunger
All the resources of the world will be employed
And than some more
For he can never be truly satisfied
Like a black hole he'll **** it all
Not an ounce of light will escape
But in time he will fall
Not before he leaves it all on the brink of extinction
As the world forgets him as he rots
For the world has all the time in this world
And we don't

Its not that hard to take a life






I wake up and see no mirror
Reflection has never been that kind
My mornings just for her
In the evening I'll make some rhymes
Strong crave for caffeine
Now i 'gotta leave this bed
I try to stand up
But there's heaviness in my head
I realise I'm still hung-over
Man , shouldn't have been that wasted
But he said it was fine Colombian
The best i have ever tasted
That party was out of control
Hit after hit and than some *****
Now i feel so much better
I needed to break loose
The morning newspaper Lies on the table
Housekeeper must have left it there
To get up I'm finally able
Music of sunshine now i can hear clear
'thirteen dead in an accident when Their vehicle went off the cliff'
Said the last tiny column on the newspaper page
'Celebrity releases another *** tape - a hit'
Screamed the head lines at my face
Yeah , humans die all the time
Celebs don't release *** tapes everyday
In the honour of the departed
All the chaps are 'gonna download it today
So much for the news ,
Man i need my coffee now
The pain in my head killing me
I hate this sunshine song
A different feeling begins to take over
No , not so soon , not again
Let go of me you monster
I don't even know your name
I walk to the kitchen
Man i hate this coffee so much
I need something stronger
Lets go in the refrigerator and search
Yes, the old jack ,
this will do
I look in the mirror
"stop screaming , you"
I'll be over soon , you pig
I'm your alter ego
Accumulation of
all the sins you've did
I'm trapped inside my own body
Man i feel like an *******
I hate it when i can't pull the strings
I always want to be in control
Man , I'll die for some coffee
Just one sip and I'll be fine
I'll teach that ******* a lesson
Beat that stupid swine
Forgot he's me ,
Than Maybe just a slap
'gotta meet my doc again
And tell him his pills are crap
Such a fine day it was
For a moment it was normal
My folks they could never understand
Always brushed it off as hormonal
Now they sleep forever in their grave
Police said it was hit and run
But i know better than that
Sometimes I think i was the one
Not me
but my alter-ego
Or is it still me
Man, i don't know
I'm more confused than i was
I thought pills will do their job
But now this monster is out of control
He has no idea when to stop
The bottle of jack is finished now
I'm finally in my senses but feeling down
This bump in the road is just too big
And i know can't turn around now
Years and tears of rehab
And I'm worse than i was
Instead this disease found me
Now i feel so lost
In this chaos
There's not a moment of solitude
World doesn't understands me
Marks me off with a pathetic attitude
Maybe it is for the better
As i put the bullets in my gun
No need for a letter
I don't have anyone
I put it close to my head
Letting go of my last breath
But a smile spreads across my face
And i point it towards the window instead







Its not so hard to take a life when you've nothing to lose..