you pushed her so hard
that she end up on the floor bleeding
you slapt her so hard
that she end up having your finger print
engraved on her face
but tell me who do you think you are????

Behind my smile you see everyday
Lies a mask I have hidden…
Hidden for years
A mask with all my fears
A mask with all my tears
The mask takes over my smile
When its just hard
Hard to control the pain
It’s easy to fake my smile
Easy to fake my laughter
But why not???
Why can’t I fake my tears about my feelings
It’s hard to control it once it comes down
When it rolls down on mu cheeks
Quickely out of the blue…
I always try to stop it
By spreading my smile all over my face
But I can’t
I just can’t stop it
Because the pain is so deep
It hurts to smile
Well! Certain sorrows never fade away
No matter how hard you try to throw it away
It’s Impossible to cover it with a smile
Hard to stop the stinging pain.
Until the heart stops beating
And the last breath is taken away ……

what about her..?
the girl you have called names
the one you have criticized
why is she always the one who is beaten?
you threw her out of the house
left her to starve to death
Does she really deserve this?
you all believed in a myth
...to **** her
...to destroy her
she is just like a fish
Thrown out of her comfort zone
... out on the filth
she wants to scream
she wants to protest
as the pain washed her face
so... what about her?
the one who is fighting with her internal fear
because you simply left her
left her to die...