Every human is an explorer, but only few reach the land of the unknown.

i feel you
pushing your way back in

and i know you can feel me
pushing against it

what are you trying to salvage between us?
everything we had has already been lost.

And so I observed as my leg began to shake in the comfort of my own bed, and the chewing of my cheek in the shower became more noticeable. I had finally realised it was back

despite what i want you to think
i have not stopped missing you

and that red bubble
that pops up on my phone
every month or so

tells me everything i need to know

that you have not stopped missing me.

I used to be able to recount
every detail of our story

but it has gone on so long now,
I just remember the feelings

because, for better or for worse,
the love has not gone away.