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 Jul 2013 Glayz Welch
Becca
How are writers borne?
Are they picked off the shelf in a pack,
sown into dry bedrock,
watered by torrents,
of famine, illness, death.
Their genius nurtured,
by the 4 horsemen,
and their apocalypse.

Are they the fruit of wild tress?
Spread by bird wings,
and gusts of wind,
to taste the world,
as the sweet spring.
Before dropping down,
to make their own fruit,
their own tale.

Do they thrive in the city?
Like ivy creeping around a building,
clinging to the stonework,
peering in the windows,
rooted deep as subways.
As invasive,
and as honest,
as the rock doves roosting above.

Are they born of flesh and blood?
Fed on ignorance,
sprinkled with just enough insight,
that they want,
they yearn,
they learn to spit back the bitter filth,
and savour each sprig of truth,
until they sprout,
and spread their long low roots,
grasping at each pocket of air

to reach,
to grow,
to grow.
 Jul 2013 Glayz Welch
Becca
I think the problem
is I try to be profound

I yearn to pour my heart out
but with added weight
at the price of honesty

I try to take the rain
beating on the window
and make it ambience
instead of nature

The cold from the wind
a tortured soul
rather than the price
payed by a fool
who wouldn't shut the window

Some are made to be our sages

Fitzgerald and his green light
Lee and her Mockingbird
Morrison and Solomon

but what of Hemingway?
What of course and real?
What of Burroughs naked at lunch?
Honesty
but also intrigue, experience.

For a girl in her bed room
trying to be incredible
there is only the shadow of a hand on paper
 Jul 2013 Glayz Welch
Becca
I suffer from secondhand sorrow.

When other people's problems
weigh on you
like a beast.

When you ache and weep and wilt
under the pressure
of someone else's strife.

Secondhand sorrow
grips around the throat
clutches in the stomach
and beats the mind to grains.

All the while a guilt festers
in the havoc of my soul
because secondhand sorrow
weighs on my mind
while it should be free
to care about you.
 Jul 2013 Glayz Welch
Becca
Monster
 Jul 2013 Glayz Welch
Becca
There is a monster in my soul
Wreaking havoc
Wrecking reason
and I only wish
I knew the words
to let it out.
before birth

i knew you

after birth

i knew you

always

i knew you

forever

i knew you

one life

i knew you

only
"I'm leaving him" you shout at me,
My own mother, breaking every dream I ever believed.
Now I have lost not one but two Dad's in the space of twenty years.

The fights, mood swings, all built up to breaking point.
But you don't see he loves you.
You say he doesn't love you that all you do is clean.
But you don't see the affection that lies in his bright blue eyes.

Your mood swings give whip lash,
Your shouting chills us all.
But you don't see we love you, unconditionally.
So why?.

Why do you want to end it all?.
Throw Seventeen years down the kitchen sink.
Leave us all fatherless, like we were Eighteen years before.
He is my dad,not by blood but by love.

So for us, put away the mood swings,
And get back to love.
I wrote two poems about you,
This will be my third.
Poems about feelings I get, being around you.

These poems you will never see.
Not because I don't want you to see them,
But because, your not wise enough to see.

I listened to a song today,
It reminded me of us,
The burning love, I felt for you.
It still lingers in my dreams.

So now I have to let you go.
Its not fair on me or him.
Him being the guy I love,
Love, what does that mean?.

I will look at you and no longer wish or ponder,
The past is behind me, I will step forward.
You don't deserve my feelings,
Deffinately not my poems.

So goodbye,
Seven letters long,
One word just like Love.
Love is not our theme any more,
Strangers, equals us more.

So, when I look at you tomorrow,
The next day and after that.
I promise to smile and say hello.
But I love you, you will hear that no more.
I wrote you a love letter
And left the ending blank,
A sixteen year old girl had a crush on her friend.

You knew it was me but you did not love me back,
My heart was shattered but we still remained friends.
Such a silly little girl, full of dreams to be loved,
I thought we would lie in the  summer sun  in love.

I got the call to say you the accident,
God had taken you away from me
While I fell to the floor.
The tears fell as I prayed for you hoping it was not true

The call came again to say you still held on.
Your heart bet slowly and you came back to me.
To loose a friend you love
Its the feeling of emptiness that fills your soul.

Alive and well you talk to me,
Sounds of joy float around in the breeze.
Today you live in leaps and strides.
A boy who made his best friend cry.
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