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Glayz Welch Jun 2013
I slit my wrists
You watch me bleed
I slit my wrists for you to see
How much pain you've given me
And how much you really mean to me
I slit my wrists
I watch myself bleed
I slit my wrists tears pouring down my cheeks
You're trying to stop me
I'm getting weak
I fall to the ground to fall asleep
Never to wake up again
I wrote this when I got sent to the Psychiatric ward in Portland, OR.
Glayz Welch Jun 2013
People always say forever
What they don't know is "whatever"
I felt like that once
He felt like that too
Now look at us though
We're in the ruins
We don't even talk
We don't even love
For the longest time, I thought he was the one
But now its so hard that our love is a crumb
Nobody wants it, nobody cares
Nobody knows that it's even there.
Glayz Welch Jun 2013
I wish I could be mean
I wish the pain would stop
I wish about many other things
But I wish this would drop and die
My world is fading back slowly
I wish the voices would leave me alone
I wish people wouldn’t think I am crazy
I just wish to be alone
There are people in my head
You think I’m crazy, but I’m not
I wish you could understand
But I know that you try not
I wish I could just be me
These wishes will never come true
But all I can do is hope
That you don’t have the voices too
Glayz Welch Jun 2013
There is this girl
Whom which I am in love
She makes me feel special
Like i'm up above
She doesn't live near
She lives far away
But I hold her so dear
And hope she'll always stay
I LOVE AND MISS YOU KEARA!!!!!!
Glayz Welch Jun 2013
Him
I feel so great when I’m with you
When I’m with him, it’s like a zoo
With you it’s heaven
And far from it with him
He just sits around and sleeps again and again
He thinks he so perfect, he thinks so fine
I think about it and I’m grateful he’s no longer mine
I’d rather be single than be stuck with him
It’s hard just to mingle not knowing where or when
He may show up one day, but I’ve got news for him
I may want that, but I don’t want what’s within
Glayz Welch May 2013
Treatment isn't as fun as you think
People get restrained nearly every day
You're lucky if you have a good group
Treatment means you have no freedom
You're always watched
Staff are always there
And if not staff
The cameras are in every corner watching you
You may need it, which is okay
But if you don't, best choice is to stay with you parents,
until moving day
I was in a residential treatment center for 13 months
Glayz Welch May 2013
I don't wanna remember those three terrible nights
              It was a time when I never even knew the time
There were a lot of people, but two stood out the most
               They didn't realize it, but the traumatized me
               They wouldn't leave me alone
                They wanted "hugs"
                They said they loved me, but it was clear
                No sign of affection was ever there
I don't wanna remember my messed up mind
                13 months in treatment made my mind right
I will never forget those 3 terrible nights
                Sitting there unknowing when they were coming
                All that mattered to them was the "hugs" and the drugs
I was sexually abused when I ran away poetry helps me get the fear out
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