these words trapped in my throat
each passing second more and more times they fold over
I can't even call you by your name anymore
I wish we were different
I wish you were different
this shouldn't be a chore
you shouldn't be above me
I can't forget how I'm feeling
break
please leave me I don't want to be the villain
the love I feel for you isn't what it was
these warm rays have turned into scorching heat
you burned away at my psyche and I'm the shell of the past me
but I want to love you
I want to shelter you away from yourself
but I cant fix this
you refuse to change
don't get me wrong I still love you as a person but I don't love who you are with me
insecurities swallow you whole and you're trying to take me with you
I cant go too I've fought too hard to not go
I want to break up