I want to scream until I reach absolute silence
I want to ruin everything with such violence
I want to cut these locks
I want to shed this skin
I want to bleed cold blood,
want to breathe destruction in.
I want my cynicism to rot
I want to be granted rebirth.
I want to see the sun, for once
I want to see my worth.
I want to feel alive
Want to feel reality.
I'm ready to be human
I've accepted mortality.
*-lf-
© Leelan Farhan
July 19 2012