Summer is so peaceful
it is the loudest season of them all
If you listen closely you can hear the wind wildly blowing through the fully bloomed trees
You can hear the birds conversating with each other so gracefully
they too long for summer for they can finally come home
the chatter of your neighbors as their family come to visit them
Summer is so  beautiful
Its a shame the days get shorter

Just talk to me
I want to know if you've been aching lately
Is there a void you've been trying to fill?
What's her name?
Have you been drinking to haze some pain?
Can I tell you about how I've been craving your warmth?
Summer is very nostalgic to me
The season of your embrace
Let's talk, I crave real conversation with you

Can we start over?
Can we become strangers again?
Let me introduce myself
And relearn the things we already know
And create new memories
And give each other another chance

I get high off the thought of you and crash when i realize you’re just a memory i still cling to

I missed you for a long time in too many ways
That it became just another part of me
Engraved deeper into my heart with the passing of time.
I would wake up
stretch, breathe, and miss you.
They told me to let it go
To let you go
And I would say:
You cannot simply will your heart to stop beating
That no matter how long you hold your breath for
You cannot hold it forever
And i could only stop missing you
If I stopped being myself entirely.

You could tell me that the sky is red
And I just might believe you
Because with that voice
All my doubts were silenced.