We all know nothing solves insomnia
Like a nice warm glass of regret, depression, and self loathing.

To be forgotten by you
Would be worse than death

I've come to realize those feelings were not love
It was a 6 month attachment
To the late night conversations
Lingering hugs
And waves of your scent
The "I love you"'s
And "baby, I need you"'s
I just craved your affection
And fed off your passion
Love hungry and selfish
That's all I was to you.

I'm sorry I made you love me
And for the sake of your heart I would take it all back
Every word falsely spoken
Every kiss of poison I gave to you
Every last second of us I would take back
Instead of 6 months of wasted time

But how can I move on
When your fingerprints are still on my heart
And your voice still resonates down to my toes
and that smile still lives in my eyes
And every time my mind wanders it goes to you?

They'll tickle your spine with their fingers
Scrape their teeth against your neck
Whisper sweet nothings into your ear
Pinch your hips
Laugh in your face
And say
Baby, you didn't mean a thing.

You are the person
I'll never stop looking for
In a crowded place.

I want to kiss you
a deep kiss showing my passion is true

I like expressing my
feelings towards you
I dont know if you actually give a ****
And dont care if you do or not but thats how bad you got my heart

You are a novel that I crave to read
I want to memorize every page
Read you over and over again
In hopes that one day I can appear in your lovely story again