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 Mar 2013 Alex Bautista
M
I am so jaded by the fact that you're not okay
I am so sad that you put on a facade most days
I am so deceived by your smile because it's just a phase
I am so concerned that you feel like life is a tireless maze

You are so young and you have so much time
You are so beautiful and utterly sublime
You are so sad, it should be a crime
You are so capable and you could shine

You are so wrong about your life
I am so sure that you can endure the strife
You are so strong to endure what cuts like a knife
Remember I love you, remember it's all apart of life.
I have a friend who seems to struggle and he doesn't realize how wonderful he is, or how great his life is. Granted I don't empathize with his pain and I don't want to belittle it, but I wish he saw what I see when I look at him. I adore him and he's growing into a stellar young man. I'm proud of him and I wish he understood that someone loves him when he doesn't love himself.
When I look
At that certain spot
On my floor,
I remember you.

If I think hard enough
I can still feel the heat
Of your body
Radiating towards mine.

Polite company
Keeps us apart
For the moment.
But behind
The closed door
Of that room
We can be
As close
As we want.

Our bodies gravitate
Closer and closer.
I feel your hands
Lightly graze
Over my hips.

I pull you down,
Harder,
Onto me.

Nervous energy turns to
Silly excitement.
Silly excitement becomes
Genuine happiness.

This is actually happening
Our body heat combines
Creating one strong force
Of passion
Of energy
Of excitement

When it is all over
We meet each other’s lazy gaze,
Share a quick kiss,
Laugh and promise
That this will happen again.


And it has.
you were always so good,
at writing books,
so good that you would
write stories that shook
me right to tears.
You knew how too,
use just the right words
twist, distort, and skew
my thoughts in to overgrown woods
you could write another book,
how to offend a girl,
in 5 syllables or less.
 Mar 2013 Alex Bautista
Aeschylus
Up and lead the dance of Fate!
Lift the song that mortals hate!
Tell what rights are ours on earth,
Over all of human birth.
Swift of foot to avenge are we!
He whose hands are clean and pure,
Naught our wrath to dread hath he;
Calm his cloudless days endure.
But the man that seeks to hide
Like him (1), his gore-bedewèd hands,
Witnesses to them that died,
The blood avengers at his side,
The Furies' troop forever stands.

O'er our victim come begin!
Come, the incantation sing,
Frantic all and maddening,
To the heart a brand of fire,
The Furies' hymn,
That which claims the senses dim,
Tuneless to the gentle lyre,
Withering the soul within.

The pride of all of human birth,
All glorious in the eye of day,
Dishonored slowly melts away,
Trod down and trampled to the earth,
Whene'er our dark-stoled troop advances,
Whene'er our feet lead on the dismal dances.

For light our footsteps are,
And perfect is our might,
Awful remembrances of guilt and crime,
Implacable to mortal prayer,
Far from the gods, unhonored, and heaven's light,
We hold our voiceless dwellings dread,
All unapproached by living or by dead.

What mortal feels not awe,
Nor trembles at our name,
Hearing our fate-appointed power sublime,
Fixed by the eternal law.
For old our office, and our fame,
Might never yet of its due honors fail,
Though 'neath the earth our realm in unsunned regions pale.
Rut
It starts slowly
with a thread
pulling out
like clumps of hair
from a frazzled scalp
aching through
bones hot
with chemicals chemicals
piercing in
screaming blood
streams trickling down.



© 2012
I've asked myself
while looking in my own eyes,
Who am I?
I can't untangle this mess
Of things I'm supposed to be
The things that make up "me"
I keep waiting for it to all make sense
For me to know what I'm doing
But the truth is,
I couldn't be more lost
Following a faint trail of what's supposed to be right
And I'm confused
But never asking for help
In fear I'd come off weak
And though the tears push at my eyes
Begging for me to let go
I hold them in and squeeze my hands tighter
Because I can only cry alone in the dark
I'm overruled by this overbearing feeling that
I have to morph myself into a lie
Hiding behind a phantom
Only a ghost of what I really am
What ever that is
I haven't figured it out
Maybe I never will
I can only hope that I will find the will
To go on when the lights go out
Bound connection
unspoken love
you cant even say i love you!
not even to your own daughter

the one im suppost to be able to trust with my heart
but i cant even speak to you,
without having to pay a price

they say everything happens for a reason...
well if everything happens for a reason,
what is the reason for this?
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