I carve my own language into the curve of the moonlight
Scraps of stars paralyze my demise
I  chase the  lace horizon into oblivion

My mindset is collapsing
Sketching the onset of my madness
Crestfallen demons have become my destiny
On the battlefield of life
Warped with distemper

I quilt and stitch my tears together
The dismay of change keeps me restrained
The stains of winter confine my grief

Fistfuls of the moon
A winged beast dispirited and weak
I have caught the crying disease

My flesh is inflamed, frenzied, and moist
A fervent appetite for you scorching inside
Our lips fasten as I ****** your mouth
Your hands are greedy and anxious
My fingers trace and roll on your face
Suckling your neck as I  worship you
Your seductive eyes glistening
Inviting lips pouty and full
Curvaceous and refined,  I touch your milky skin
I want to flow into you

My ******* become firm as you pinch and feast
Glistening from your taste
Peeling back my needs
As your tongue spirals around my heat
Hips rotating and lifting
Clamping unto you as you tease
A tide ruptures in the middle of me
Provoking lascivious thoughts
Whimpers escape gripping you

Your majestic body flushed
As your inviting lips kiss my womanhood
A unity for our  intimacy
Your virility entering inside my mouth
Taunting as you pull me near
I savor your flesh as you thrive

Filling the center of me
Your rising inside my passage melting inside
The dampness from our devotion
Interweaves you into me

Twirling gravel weeping in puddles of sorrow
Raging and flipping in the stream of life
Sharp stones that eat away at the flesh
Left abandoned descending into the earth

Ingesting my spine as it drips away
As the lingering scars defeat
Panic breaths force me awake

Grief paints me
In  misplaced moss
Where hazy stars are red with lace
Feeble and sunken into the  rain
Hollow hopes tangling the edge
My seam is frail and coarse
Ivory flesh with a dose of despair
My voice lies dormant stamped with reprieve

Faded perfume tonight on your neck
Shattered spine heartless and torn
As a wintry frost unfolds
Shamed moans that I believed
Leaving scars in the lowest trees

A delicate breeze wets my cheeks              
Painting a desire across my breast
A ****** canvas for us to dance
Buried shapes in a reflection of one chance

Your alluring eyes meld into me
Your roseate lips ablaze my desire
Tracing and spilling as you inflame my needs
Provoking my urge
I draw you near as we empty the air
You peel away my imperfections smoothly and enticingly


I roam your virility spreading and streaking
As you dip inside my heated  mouth
Glazing and rising as you distend
I suckle and tease your liquid love
You clutch my hair , I rake and roll your whole length
As you tremble you pull me near

Your masterful fingers ,discover my pink sheath
Pinching and releasing my heated abyss
You entice me as you roam
Imprisoned into my bones
Flowing as my lady unfurls

We peel away the fluster
As I enter into your shadow
You infuse into me
Rippling and releasing
Tracing the peaks of me
We build and merge together
We raised and we surged
Into a flood tide of forgotten dreams

Inhaling mood swings
Asphyxiating on my panic
Anxiety smeared across my deranged body
Diving into the storm of my mind
Dusty lingering skies , with shadows I oppress

Jolted, pondering, and dazed
Illusions unraveling as the silence dips and exhales
Windswept  essences of a divine peace
Waves sailing with a savage hunger
A promised confession with remnants of a forbidden whisper  
The bones of the sea dance with the flesh of the breeze

Touching dreams beneath the sound of clouds
Weakened shadows fall from light
The blue earth speaks with the wings of the dance
Whiskey teeth tangle and hate
In the stomach of a perfect hunger
Sorrow turns every corner
Bare wounds in the fields of fragile faith
Bruised screams recover the  sunlight spilling the moonlight
Silently undone, fingertips numb
Foreign ashes with circles in my mind
An ancient atmosphere, ashamed diving through the cracks
Streets stained with calloused imperfections

Your serene lips could liquefy petals of a rose
With twigs on your spine
Consuming my dreams as you lure me
Stretching as the stars shine
Tangled in the ocean breeze
Beyond beautiful you steal my soul
Our hands unify in the shade of the unknown
Tonight we step beneath the flesh
As the path of dust disappears

I want to drink from your collar bone
Every crevice I  will endear
Following the maze of your fantasy
Impeccable skin inviting me in

The anticipation intoxicates my desires
As I travel your outline I stiffen for you
Eager to gratify the valley of your liquid pearls
You whimper as I dissolve your engorged delicacy
As you spasm and tremble you ignite the evening air
A Magnetic exuberance of fervor swept over me

Our swollen, lustful lips surrender again
As your majestic heart  nurtures our love
I famine to have your tongue renew me
Your quivering hands beginning to stimulate me
You brush against my hardness lightly
I stir inside my stomach
Restless and blazing I await  
Teasing the tip my luster rises
As your manhood swims inside my mouth
You swell my peaks, passionate yet tender
You linger feeling my need
Slipping into your enticing throat
My fingers clutching your hips
Connecting with my core as I absorb you
I quiver and cry out loud

With handfuls of starlight and luster
We create a haven just for us
You enter me so carefully
As we wither and blend
Our flesh is stamped together
A serene ambiance is swaying with us
As you whisper and writhe beneath me

As winter secures the fabric of my convictions
The rope of  misdeeds is my crucifixion

I creep past the sunlight
Reflecting on the broken miles
Strings of a perfect facade
Mixed with droplets of scars
Clutching on the wingtip of my hymn  
Repugnant moments spew out my drunken dreams
As an sequestered curse replays the tragedy

Confined to this turbulent path
Ancient and hollow
Afflictions  in the  sweet frost  
A contorted reflection of the river is you
Snowflakes glistening, leaving prisms in the sky
The  certainty of  winter  resuscitates  ones  vitality
The  greater we flutter  
The higher we fly

Slaughtered agonies,
Afloat in my jagged saliva
My anguish anchors the arch that revealed me
Morally dispirited,  me breathing you
Hysteria smothering the hallucinations
Intoxication anxieties compounding
Into a hopeless staggering daze

Calloused feverishly as I scatter and dive
Impotent realism with foretell signs
Battered  twists and shards

He did my make up today
As I got ready for work
He said "honey you look great"
I going to be an hour late
I feel his hand strike my face
My light delicate skin is now a shade of blue
At work everyone knows
Who falls down twice a week
I need a new excuse


He is shouting and throwing things
Has me by the hair
I see little eyes peeking from under the bed
In my mind I know this is wrong
My voice is clear at times in my head
Yet the memories are always there

Velvet lovers swim into a purple nest
Meeting at a hysteria they cant resist
A thousand  molecules crowding at their  skin
Famished of nutrition
But sustained by birth

A skyway path to passion
Reflecting wings deep with fate
Poems extinguished the lonely times
Faith makes me return and wait
As I glide into a canvas with a perfect view

Beautiful twisting moments trapped in love
Crawling and reaching for cracks and stones
Smudges on the pavement of a fragile creation
Shrinking life's bone
Unmistaken

Stone footsteps  with a bottomless hostility
Naked fingers gripping at the whispering thoughts
Windows of souls aching for control
An array of fury hovering around
A gripped tongue misunderstood
As mornings are raw and speckled
A portrait of my uncertainty, is becoming blind
Heaven is broken
Faith is behind
As the hazy mindfulness mist,  is transforming me
Hoping that this melancholy will sail away

Beautiful stars, mourning the earths elements
Collecting the warmth from the colorful vines
A shadow in my throat, flowers, unstrung and unkind
Whimsical foreign pages, surrender and thaw

Battered evenings
Poverty blues
Hysterical moon
Hopeless tears on the stoop of shame
Puddles of earth and stones
Melting, spilling veins on the postcards of dreams
Restless sorrows
Hoping for an escape
Hold fast to the hope of a ferocious truth
A tunnel of a roadside volcanoes
Broken bursts of fractures, blood and bones
On the windowsills that look to heaven
I reach for my amnesia fairies
Forever just beyond my reach

Heightened unyielding devotion
Eager convulsing flesh
A indulgence of yearning
Silk silhouettes of a ******  with glistening skin
A flipped flood tide  shimmered  into my mind
Honeydew of your kiss confides in my lips

Eyelash powder flowing  loosely
As the window of wishes  is dusting the breeze
Fingertips with scars that one cannot see
Lips  that shudder with waves of pills
  Swallowing a maze that  one cannot  follow
Malicious  force  when one is weak

Written with my tongue
A composer with shadows of life
Cracking rain grasps and sweeps
A eclipse for the lonely skin
Bones curled,smeared with your grave
Weaving  on the wings of harmony

Horrendous pain echoing, and yearning for fate  
Stretched and strained, swaying for relief  
Ruptured, faithless, and impure  
Poison infatuates death
Hurt and betrayal lifelong
As a Rusted spine drums beneath the hands of fortitude    
Poetic threads sewing the gardens of distress  
Terrorizing eyes of self doubt
Somber inside the soul of shame
Corners of worship with stars for fingers
Pockets of hallucinations
Trembled languages mistaken
As the fire collapses the faith
Tremendous pain crying for reason

Behold a sacred blanket of roots
Poetry of the night with the frost of life
Beneath a withering earth
A symphony of purple vile cries
Petals of a goddess
Shadows that smear my dreams
Worshiping the sound of music as it rusts
The language of a delirious death
Perfume of the night
Vines made of rock that swallow me

Porcelain prisoner
Ravage the secrets of the morning
Sail linger and bleed

Tangled grass dangles with desire
Embracing the clarity that is mine
As my nightdress is arousing the wind
Spilling the clouds making love
Gentle hips fevered with a kiss
Fleshy skin circles untie the truth
A sacred river that gives peace
Ancient fertile seeds blossoming the spirit
The limbs of life survive

A careful disappearance
Vulnerable with exposure
A transparent life , shattered and wrong
Drifting and writing thoughts
Releasing doubts , shouting the uncertainties  out

Warped begging in agony
Convulsions of a depleted  past
A black out , with lights swirling in my mind
Can't escape this lifeline
The emptiness is binding
Etched scars  that restore the wounds
Your heart is a trap
Where scorched memories lie

I shutter as I pray
To the glorious god
Shattered and startled, my beloved is gone
As the mourners throbbed with internal pain
The sun shined that day
But all I saw was black
****** and burned is how you were found
I pleaded and wailed into the air
That is the moment my heart split
All my dreams unraveled that day
As I lay awake at night
I see your arctic shimmering eyes
Your radiant skin against mine
I untangle you in my sleep but the sorrow doesn't ease
Angels I ask of you to embrace my treasured
I will never see what my son looked like
Did he have mommy's eyes?
Or my nose?
As I taste the solitude I can't help but wonder what might have been

Outstretched trees connecting to the roots of the sky
Ashen wind lingering in the distance
An endless supply of illness
As a deathly barrier subsides
Reaching for the blossoming space
As my despair makes the raindrops drown
Surrendering as I collide into release

I'm painted with anguish
As the death of my heart appears
Peace is not my home