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Fenix Flight Jun 2014
I watch from the front seat
as you and your prom date
enter the building to the dance inside

My, you are growing up
My little brother
off to junior prom
My , where have the years gone?

I still remember the little brother
who use to follow me around,
with a stuffed rabbit in one hand
and a goofy grin on his face.

The little brother
with the sqeaky
adolesont voice

I Still remember him
But when the hell
did this little boy grow up to be
this amazing Man that stands in front of me?

****, it makes me cry because,
My little brother
isnt so little
anymore
To my brother Jeremy.
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
We used to be best buddies
And now we're not
I wish you would tell me why
This is from a song erm
*Do you wanna build a snowman* from disney movie FROZEN
But the simplistic words fits my situation all to well
Fenix Flight May 2014
Sitting there staring at me
I can see the hunger in your eyes.
Your mind wandering to pleasure.
You wanted me I could tell.

I look down and see you grow.
I smile wide and start to tease you.
I put my hand on your thick hardness.
Then get an bright idea.

I call a friend so we could all play.
She comes in and your eyes grow wide.
Me and her slowly walk over to you.
You beg for attention.

We unzipped you pants.
I take your **** and put it in my mouth,
She take it and gives it a nice message.
You moan not believing it was happening.

You no longer can stand the teasing.
You push me down and ground your self in.
You take it out and slowly put it back in,
Making me enjoy every inch.

You go so deep making me scream.
You unload, and shudder.
its her turn now.
She sits there waiting.

You walk over to her and push her down.
You put your throbbing **** in her mouth
She licks it making you groan
Time for the fun.

You ground yourself within
And **** so hard.
She whimpers.
And you unload.

You bring me over.
And put your face in my hot wet *****.
You lick you **** making me beg for more.
You fingers **** so hard.

I wrap my legs around your waist.
You shove in hard making me scream in pleasure.
You **** so hard my nails leave trails on your back,
Egging you on to do more.

You *** inside me and roll off.
She gets on top and lays down.
I snuggle closer and you put your arms around me.
Your wildest dream come true.
Because my sister loves this poem LOL >.<
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
.                                                                ­                                                                
­                               I need you

                                            I need your body next to mine

                               I want you
                                                                ­                                    
                                           I want your lips on mine
                                                            ­                                                            
    ­                           I crave you
                                            I crave your skin pressed against mine
                                          
                                                        I need this
                                                        I want this
                                                        I crave this

                                     **** these miles

                                                               ­      and **** this distance
                          
                that keeps you from me

                                   from what I need, what I want, and what I crave
To Matt <3
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
Baby,
you are the nerd to my candy box
The Captain Crunch
to my honey bunches of oats

You are the Hawkeye
To my black widow

The chocolate
to my Vanilla
Together
we make the perfect swirly

Hehe
Arent we just
Cornier Then Kanas in August?
all the stupid mushy names me and my fiancee call each other,
(yes he has called me his honey bunches of oats and I've called him my Captina crunch)
(Last line is something he always says :-P)
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
I've got a heart that gets on everybody's nerves!
They don't want the truth!
They just want the words
Nerves By Icon For Hire
(NOT my own work)
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
Never forget
who you are.

Never say something
you'll regret later on.

Never do something
you know is wrong.

Never miss a chance to tell someone
you love them.

Never tell a lie
you cant undo.

Never cause harm
that's damaging forever.

Never steal
when you have the money.

Never fight
when it can be done differently.

Never do something poorly
when you know you can do it better.

After all
you only live and have
one life.
Wrote this feb 18 2008
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
I try my hardest
To be close to you again.

To erase the past
Of hate and distance.

But its times like this
That i wonder if
i made the right choise.

imature
rude
disrespectful

Words you scream to me.
Dont you see what they do?

Do you have any idea
The affect you have on me?

You dont see the tears i hide
You dont see the strength
i pretend to have.

Because i know if i cry
You'll just say to stop being a child.

All i can say is
Im sorry
Mama

Im sorry
I didnt turn out
The way you wanted me to

Im sorry
I know
Im never good enough

I know
Im nothing but
Disapointment
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
You're never gunna be alone
from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go
I wont let you fall.
You're never gunna be alone
I'll hold you till the hurt is gone*

The lyrics of Nickelback
they ring true
for me and you.

Sister I love you
Till the end of time.
I will never abandon you
No matter what you do.

We are sisters
You are my only one
I will always be here
Please always know!

I Love you Summer

<3
The first stanza is Never gunna be alone By Nickelback. One of me and my sisters songs
Fenix Flight May 2014
I lay quietly in my bed.
The open window above my head blows the soft blue curtain over me.
I sit up and go behind the curtain.
I open the window a little more.

The cold night wind whips my face.
It feels good against my burning skin.
I rest my head on the window sill and close my eyes.
The sounds of the night comes rushing to my ears.

I hear crickets playing their dispair filled songs.
While the hedge sways in the wind with their old bones cracking.
A distant dog barks at the night shadows.
A lonely car drives by its tires spitting pebbles.

Behind the curtain with the window open.
The moon shining it's light down on my.
It feels like a whole other world.
So peaceful and beautiful that only I know
wrote this
3/23/2008
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
You wanted me out of your life
You broke your promise
You broke my heart

After everything we've been through
you simply tossed it away
With cruel words and actions
You broke me down

You made your choice
you knew what you were doing
You left me there "bleeding"

You hurt me
And I'm still here reeling
in the aftermath destruction

I'm sitting here, Trying
Not to fall in the gaping hole
That you left behind

You left
when I needed my big brother the most

Its too late
to be looking back now.
its too late
for the I'm sorrys and apologies

So to Answer your question
YES
the door back in is really shut

and to answer your other question
NO.....

......I don't think It will ever open back up
You wanted me to talk to you... Well here is my answer.
Fenix Flight May 2014
Kneeling in front of him
with my eyes cast down
I await his orders

"Dont make a sound
Dont move a muscle
Or I will punish you
speak only if you understand"

"Yes sir"
is my only response

He takes my body
to the brink of it's limit
Bite my lip, lock my muscles
not wanting to break


"Good girl
Masters very proud."


Never disobey
Master's perfect slave
please be respectful, please dont judge what you don't know.
Thank you
Fenix Flight Oct 2014
The dried fall leaves swirling in a tornado
in the frigid october air

The Old oak tree branches whispering to one another
In a crickity Old time language

The Witches brewing brews
in their black at night cauldrens

The Wolves and monsters howling
In the light of the Harvest Moon

Oh How I cant wait
For Old Hollow Eve's Return
this poem popped into my head a few weeks back when I was helping my mother on her paper route, the trees were creaking in the wind and the leaves were blowing around in the street and this just popped into my head..
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
Captain Hook:  Lets just say.. We burried the hachet
*Rumplestiltskin:
  Yes... but why not in your SKULL?
From The TV show Once Upon A Time..... FAVORITE LINE IN THE WHOLE SERIES!!!!!!!!!!
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

She use to be oh so bold.
Never had a care in the world.
She stood tall with her head held high.
Confident walk with an atittude to match.

She never let her self fall
Never let herself be blinded
By.. All.. The... silly.... things in life.

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

A child of the darkness
A child with no mercy
Her heart frozen solid

Not caring who she hurt
leave bodies in her wake
She.. didnt... care.. about.. anyone

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

No matter what I do
She will always be lurking
in the deepest shadows
of my heart

She will
try to
claw her
way through

~

who I use to be
will forever be apart of me

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.
My Attempt at a song. Hope you enjoy it
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
Through the darkness I see you
In all your shining glory
I see your Heart I see your soul

I see you reach out to me
A silent scream upon your lips
I hear the agony in the words not spoken

I run to you
tripping and falling
Trying to get to your side

The darkness closes
your shining light diming
your heart and soul fading

I reach the spot where you once were
Searching I scream your name
I reach out to hold you

Only Grabbing Air
Inspired by a nightmare I had
Fenix Flight Oct 2014
Mask On:*

happy
laughing
smiling
joyful
cheerful
hyper
perky
bubbly
proud
sparking eyes
Bliss

Mask Off:**

Tears
cutting
depression
suicidal
crying
hate
insecure
howling
emotionless
lazy
sleepy
despair

The mask is on
The mask is off

Which one will show tonight?
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
The Pulsing
Yellow Ribbon
Flashes by
my window
only broken
by the
Barren streches
of Darkness
When its night time and you see the headlights from the cars going the other way. this popped into my head
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
For once in my 21 years of life
Yes I know that's not long but still
Anyway Moving on. where was I?
Oh yes there I was

For once in my 21 years of life,
Are you ready for this?
hold On Tight

I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING!

O-O
yes I know its hard to believe,
The girl who never shuts up
and ALWAYS has something to say
For once doesn't want to speak
doesn't want to open her mouth
and let the words spew

I sit here reading
feeling so anti-social
Praying they don't see me
So I don't have to engage in social exchange

I just want to curl up
grab a book
and read the day away

or better yet sink into
my not so comfy bed
and sleep and sleep
Is it so bad to not want to wake up?

there is nothing exciting going on
So I have nothing to comment about

Nothing hold my attention
Nothing stays of interest.

For once in my 21 years of life
I don't want to Talk.

Where did the old me go?
I want her back.
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
Deep within
is a whole other side of me.
I hardly ever let it out.
Its dangerous and hungry for a fight.

When its out you better hide.
My blood begins to boil.
My anger rising.
I'm about to strike.

My eyes turn black.
My fists turn deadly.
My strength builds.
This is only the beginning.

My other side is wicked.
Its cruel and unforgiving.
It wont take a sorry or a plead for forgiveness.
its on the prowl.

My other side is dormant at the moment.
But its always lurking near the surface.
If i get mad its hard to control.
My other side is a fighter.
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
Spray from the falls caught the sunlight.
Glittering halo.
Magical and human, healthy and glad.
Swallowed my tears.
Glittering halo.
Our parting bittersweet.
Swallowed my tears.
Hugged long and hard.
Our parting bittersweet.
Patted her cheek one last time and turned away.
One day we'd bee together again the two princesses of Bamarre.
Spray from the falls caught the sunlight.
Patted her cheek one last time and turned away.
One day we'd be together again the two princesses of Bamarre.
Magical and human, healthy and glad.
(this poem is created from lines in my favorite book the two princesses of bamarre.)
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
On the Outskirts of a college campus
there is woods that seprerate the campus
from the hustle and bustle of the high way

near the tennis courts there is an opening
that leads you down a path
take a quick right, jump over the large puddle,
take the left path at the cross roads
Watch out for the hanging tree limb.
Follow straight.

Off on your left you will see a delapetated clearing
with a Large Tree, and knarled roots poking out of the ground.
Walk over to this tree, appreciate all its beauty.
And if you're lucky you just might see
Initials of lovers carved into its bark
ND hearts MS.

Those woods
that clearing
They mean so much to me
It's where I fell head over heels in love with you
It was in that clearing that I knew
I wanted to spend the rest of my life

With You
I love you Baby <3
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
It's quite sad
when your work
tries to throw you
into an area of the business
that you were not trained for
its like
"Hey I know you've never done this before but here you go
You'll be fine, don't worry about it its easy!'

And because of the whole
SWEARING RESULTS IN
IMEDIATE TERMINATIONS
All I can say to you is!

THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNKKKKKKKSSSS

-.-
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
Paige
The only girl I truely loved
I held you close
Kissed your lips
Gave you my heart.

I was there when your step father
Pushed you down the stairs
I held you as you cried.
I was your refuge
when you were terrified to go home.

I was the only one to see behind oyur walls
the only person you let see the real you.
I held you close and never judged
all your "imperfection" making me love you more.

I gave you my heart
I treasured you so dearly.
I missed you feircly when we parted ways.

Then my little brother let me in on a secrect
Shattering my heart.

You SLEPT with my little brother
While I was fast asleep in the next room.

You had my heart in your hands
and you crushed it so blatantly.
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?

Didnt you realize you meant everything to me?
didnt you realize that I was falling head over heels in love with you?

Was it all just a joke to you?

My rage sees no end,
your betrayal is seared into my heart
Forever.
To my ex girlfriend
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
let the pain
drip down like rain
splash into puddles
of raw misery
Ok people tell me what you really think of this.
It just popped into my head and Idk I kind of like it
But I want your guys input on it
Fenix Flight May 2014
Fold the paper
Corner to corner
Whisper secrets in its creases
Mold it
shape it
to whats its meant to be
String it up
for everyone to see

I am like a paper crane
Folded and molded
by the society around me
Strung up
for everyones enjoyment

Unable to fly
Unable to be free

No More

Cut the strings
Spread my wings
and Soar

And finally
FINALLY
I'll just
be Me
Inspired by All the Paper Cranes on my Desk at work
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
People are always leaving
Leaving never staying
Walking out of my life
never to return again

friends I thought were there forever
Turned out to Be false hope
should have fought harder
Should have clinged a little tighter.

Family members I thought were golden
Faded away from sight
Words barely spoken
memories turned into dreams.

people are always leaving
leaving never staying
walking out of my life
never to return again
Fenix Flight May 2014
From the ashes
of a Shattered mind
I rise Anew
Taking a new lease on life.
Fenix Flight Apr 2015
Janie:
Why does the world have to be so Money hungry?

ME:*
Because it is

Janie:
Well that's not a deep reason why.

ME:

OK how about this for a deep reason why
*clears throat

Because sadly the world has become power hungry and greedy
and only sees Dollar signs thus making everything run on money
(not Dunkin Donuts like it might think)
THUS
making it so we have to slave away at hell
( I mean work)
so that way we can still fit into this world
and live in it and keep up with the greed

......And that folks... Is my philosophy for the month.
Yeah I know its not a poem but I thought it was pretty intense.

This is what me and A co-worker talked about one day at work through our work email. This is the liget conversation hahaa I saved it
Fenix Flight May 2014
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if its not rough it isn't fun, fun
Poker face Lady Gaga
Pop
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
Pop
All that matters
Is that you recognize
That it's just about respect
pop by 'N'SYNC
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
Precious pumpkin pie sits on the table high.
Untouched, waiting to be devoured on Thanksgiving.
       I try to take a taste but
Mother forbids it. I storm off to my room, slam the door
      and start to
Pout. On thanksgiving day everyone is so busy I can
     hardly
Keep up. Tiptoeing into the kitchen to find the pie where
I** had left it last night. I stick my finger in the whip cream
     and then taste it. I
Never knew it would taste so good. Oh know mom
      caught me she
Puts the pie in the fridge and sends me to my room and
I never even got to
Eat that precious pumpkin pie.
Note that this poem is childish that is because I wrote it in 4th grade :-D
Fenix Flight May 2014
Caplink
Caplink
Beep
Beep
Beep

The Vending machine
whirls to life

Plunk*

I grab the fruit snacks
Tear open the package
and pop one
just
One
into my mouth

Now that is what I call progress
SUCH AN OOOOOLD poem
I wrote this when I was recovering from Anerexia almost 7 years ago
I am now sadly YET a healthy 215 pounds -.-
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
"If women ran the world
we wouldn't have wars,
just intense negotiations every 28 days."


"You're only given a little spark of madness.
You mustn't lose it."

"In America they really do mythologise
people when they die."

"Having George W. Bush giving a lecture on business ethics i
s like having a ***** give you a ******,
it just doesn't work!"
ALL quotes are from the late and great RObin WIlliams. You will be missed. The world has lost an amazing person.
Fenix Flight Dec 2014
That moment
when everything you once knew
is stole from you
and you don't know how to get it back.

And all you want to do
is just jump into that black void
filled with shadows of the past
Just to keep the pain of the present at bay.
this was thought of off the top of my head
Fenix Flight Oct 2014
Oh, Mama, I'm in fear for my life from the long arm of the law
Hangman is comin' down from the gallows and I don't have very long

The jig is up, the noose is out
They finally found me
The renegade who had it made
Retrieved for a bounty

Never more to go astray
This will be the end today
Of the wanted man
Renegade from the band STYX all rights belong to the artist
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
With her eyes cast down
she pulls away
from his warm embrace.

The lust the desire
its all clearly there.
But with a strength she didnt know she had
she keeps him at a distance.

Nothing more
never again,
can she let her gaurd down.

She sets her goals
she will not break

Never more will she know
the feeling of his comforting embrace.
(not based off ture events, it just came to me)
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
Christmas time wont be the same
not without your adorable face,
and witty loving humor.

I didn't know you all that well
But you've always been there.
For as long as I can remember.
Every single Christmas memory
You love and comfort
are always there.

Rest easy **** Lucile
I hope heaven is beautiful
I hope you are no longer in pain

Watch over me
watch over all of us

I love you
You will forever be
In my heart
My **** Lucile had a stroke a few days ago
and she sadly passed away earleir today
(6/6/14)
Fenix Flight May 2014
Treat me like that
Throw me away like trash
and watch my eyes
go from Blue to black
As revenge starts forming
in my mind

I'll write my name in gasoline
in your pathetic front lawn
Strike a match
and watch it burn
TO Kyle. You worthless peice of ****
Fenix Flight Feb 2019
Can we go back to simpler days?
When I didnt think this was all a mistake.
When there was nothing but love,
and I knew the taste of your embrace.
Fenix Flight May 2014
Blood red petals disguised by
blackness thick as fog.

Forest green stem hidden
in a vase of dark brown.

wilting from the lack of
strength to go on.

abandon to die no
longer able to light up a room.

lifting it's head the roses
struggle to get some light.

But sinks back down and accepts
it's fate of becoming Roses in the dark.
Fenix Flight Mar 2015
My Dreams go up in Flames
as the Ashes dance around in the breeze
Crimson runs down my face
as I cry out for all the things I'll never do.

Gone are the hopes Of Grander things to come
Scattering into the breeze mixing in with the Ash
to make a dull grizzly Paint that cakes onto my heart

Red with rust the ideas I use to Have
add it into the mix
My heart bleeds with what i have lost.

An Empty shell is what I have become
Fenix Flight May 2016
It was staring her in the face.
Laughing at her as her tears fell.
It taunted her with its cruel reality.


She wasnt special. She wasnt anything.
She was just some throw away girl
that nobody ever gave a second glance at.
Used like a door mat then tossed away when finished with.


She knew that was all she was.
She never tried to stop it.
She figured "At least she got some attention right?"
Even if it was toxic.
Even If it was just use and abuse.


She smiled on the outside,
made people laugh and made their days.
She was like the court jester to life's sadness.
It kept everyone at bay.
No one looked to closely at the smiling happy child.


No one saw the pain in her eyes silently screaming.
No one saw the marks covering her thighs.
NO one saw the tears at night
or heard the agonizes wails that only her pillow heard.


She just bit back her pain.
And went about her day.
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
seven different alarms to wake you up
Sleep through all
But the one screaming at you
To head to work.

****!!!
Run around the house
trying to get ready
Gunna be late!

RUN!
run to work
jog, fast walk
whatever it takes!

FALL!!!
Trip and fall
Twisting ankle
Not even half way there
Limp painfully all the way to work

Swollen ankle
pain radaiting up the leg
Tears coming down.

Soda explosion
all over the desk
barely missing the keyboard!

Saturday misfortune
Has fallen upon me

****** Saturday work days

Cant freaking stand them
Fenix Flight Feb 2015
.               "Peter Look at me." Lexi whispers moving closer to him, The hot spray from the shower head scalding her back. Peter had his back flushed against the back of the shower, his eyes, the red of an Alpha wolf, wild with pure animistic rage. He's lost his humanity, she thinks, I have to bring it back, Peter Snarls and lunges for her. Lexi just holds out her palm and water tentacles from the streaming water behind her snake out and wrap themselves around his wrists and ankles, locking him in places, vicious snarls escaping him, his eyes burning red. Anger wells up in her chest making her own eyes Flash violet, her powers rising inside her. She closes her palms and the water restraints tighten cruelly against him, a small whimper coming from him. She looks him in the eyes and steps even closer, leaving the comfort of the water. "Peter please, come back to me my love." She whispers moving closer still until she was standing right in front of him, his breathing echoing off the shower tiles. She stretches her hand out and touches the hard muscles of his stomach, making him flinch violently, struggling against his restraints as he tries to move away. Lexi thinks back to the time when he would have done anything just to feel her touch, now with his humanity lost,  and the wherewolf taking hold he couldn't bare it. She splays her hand across his abs, tracing the hard muscles, trying not to wince as sounds of pure distress came from him. Looking back up into his eyes she searches for the Peter she had fallen in love with, imprinted with, and found nothing but a cruel cold hearted Animal staring back at her. She takes her hands away and sees the distress turn quickly back into a murderous glare as he pulls against the restraints trying grab her, his claws glistening with spray from the water. With a flick of her wrist the tentacles pull at his arms until they are spread out, far from touching her, another viscous growl, more tugging against them. "Peter I know you can hear me,try to fight this I know you can." She says pleading to any shred of humanity that might still be lurking within his soul. For a split second his eyes lose some of the bloodlust as her words penetrate the wolf that was rising, his face twists in concentration

               "Lexi- I can't Save yourself" He gasps through clenched teeth, His eyes begging her to run before he closes them. She steps near, her heart soaring with hope that she might be able to save him. When he opens his eyes again though all hope she just had shatters as the cruel animal returns. With renewed strength He lets out a harsh howl and yanks his arms, the water tentacles turning to puddles, slipping down the drain with the rest of the water, in the small space of the shower he lunges toward her. Fear ripples through her but she quickly shakes it off and once again lifts her palm stronger tentacles obeying her command wrap themselves around him just in time, as his sharpened fangs came three inches from her face. His body is slammed back against the shower wall, his head bouncing painfully off the tiles. As he trashes and pulls at the restraints Lexi moves back close to him, shutting her eyes in concentration. "His ego cuffs concatenata bestiam, relaxare scintillis humanitas seen, With these cuffs I chain the beast, only loosen with sparks of Humanity seen." The Latin words falling easily from her lips as she casts her spell on the water, knowing they would hold and only lessen their grip when the Peter she knew and loved came back. Her strength leaves her as the spell takes hold and she sags against the other wall, seeking its help to keep her upright. She leans her forehead onto the water slicked tiles and breaths in the steamy air, her eyes drift close. Knowing she was safe from anymore escape tempts she turns her back toward the beast that wore Peters face and steps back into the scalding water of the shower, letting the heat seep into her cold riddled body, and washing away any remaining fear as she lifts her face to the spray. Anger toward herself bubbles up inside her, how can she be afraid of the man she loves? whimpers fro behind her make her sigh and step out of the comforting spray. Turning around, she opens her eyes which were flashing Violet with her rejuvenated powers, she once again faces the love of her life. Hope once against swells inside her as she faces her task of Being Back Peter's humanity.

               "Peter I know you are still in there, I'm going to touch you now." She says with confidence as she steps closer once more. Hot spittle flies from his mouth as a deadly snarl comes from deep within, his fangs fully elongated, his claws at full length, clawing wilding at the air trying to tear her apart. She ignores the snarls and the beast and focuses souly on her task, She reaches out and touches his chest, right above his pounding heart. Moving her hand upward she runs her hands up his muscled well toned arms and with her left hand she places it carefully on his cheek, keeping away from his deadly venom coated fangs, knowing that one bite would have her transforming into a werewolf like him. The terrified whimpers he made makes her heart squeeze, knowing that the touch of a human in his wolf fill brain was torture for him. She looks in his eyes and silently pleads for this to work, knowing that with each touch the Peter she loved would have a fighting chance to break through and once again take hold of his body. She steps closer and kicking his feet apart she presses flush against him, the roughness of his soaked jeans rubbing against her naked body, his shirtless upper half smooth against her own chest. A strangled growl leaves him as he tries to shrink away from the closeness. She takes her hands and places them on either side of his face yanking it back to look at her. "Peter come on love FIGHT THIS!" She hisses pressing herself closer to him. The blood lust fades slightly, his arms sagging slightly as the restrains register a spark of his humanity. Her eyes shine with joy when she realizes it was working. She takes her hands away from his face and wraps them around his neck, stretching up on her toes to reach his mouth with hers. She kisses his mouth, not afraid of the snapping teeth, and feels the growls dissipating in his throat, as his arms continue to sag with the loosing cuffs. She watches as his eyes close and feels his lips returning the pressure to hers. A small gasps escapes her as she feels his arms finally wrapping around her body crushing her to him.

               "Lexi Stop, I can't fight this for long," he pleads against her lips, and on Que his arms are softly yanked from around her as the restraints sense the animal rising again. Going against her intuition she lifts her hand and the spell is broken letting his arms sag fully to his sides, giving him full use of them. He growls "That was a mistake, Lexi AH" He chokes out shutting his eyes and shrinking away from her half turning his body, trying to keep himself from slipping away. She moves, easily deflecting his feeble attempts to push her away, she takes hold of his arm and turns him to face her again and softly pushes him up against the wall which they had started to stray from, pressing herself firmly against him.

               "You can fight this Peter," She whispers in his ear before claiming his mouth again. It was her mistake. He kisses her with desperation trying to fight back the Wolf that was clawing it way through him. IN a split second He looses control and the beast takes hold. Giving off a murderous howl he sinks his claws deep within her back, Her scream tears through her, echoing off the tiles. She sags against his claws, making them sink in deeper as whimpers of agony spill from her kiss swollen lips.  With a grunt he rips his claws out and watches as she crumples to the ground, her strength deserting her. She splashes in the water built up in the tub , barely noticing the sting as her knees and hands hit the porcelain. Her arms wobble as she tries to keep herself up, her eyes cast down as she stares at his bare feet, the hem of his jeans dark with the water sloshing around him. "Pe-Peter Fight, pl-please" she mumbles as a fog starts to creep into her mind. Her arms fail her and she splashes face first into the ***** water. The water was tinged red and tasted like cooper with her life's blood as it oozed out of the ten claw marks on her back. Her breath quickens as it become shallow, the fog creeper faster, her vision starting to unfocused. Tears spill down her face and mix with the ****** water as she realizes she was going to die, and without saving Peter.

               "I failed you Peter, I'm sorry, Forgive me," She whispers unable to lift her head to look at the beast that claimed him. " I- I love You" She manages to sputter out before the fog took hold of her, rendering her unconscious.

               Those three words reached the beast, traveling down to Peter who was growing weaker by the minute LEXI! he screams mentally and pushes past the beast. He throws his head back, letting out a tortuous howl, as his eyes go from blood red to the Ice blue some Beta wherewolves posses, his original state. The beast retreats, never fully gone, just hibernating until the next best moment to strike. Peter looks down at the naked girl at his feet, and he drops to his knees in the red waters.

               "Lexi My love" He whispers his voice full of agony. He lifts her limp body out of the water and cradles her in his arms, He wipes away the hair that was plastered to her face and rests his hand against her cheek. "Open your eyes my love, you didn't fail me, you saved me, I'm right here, just open your eyes." He says, his voice choked with unshed tears. When she doesn't respond he cries out , placing his head on her chest, taking his hand away to wrap around her body in a tight grief stricken embrace, his blond hair making a curtain around his face as his grief pours out of him unchecked. A strangled Gasp makes her chest rise and he wipes his head up to find her eyes fluttering open, focusing weakly on him.

               "Peter, you're-" her words fade away as her strength seeps out of her. she lifts her hand and he quickly grasps it in his lifting it to his mouth kissing the fragile pale skin before putting his face in her hand, trapping it between his face and his hand.

               "Yes Lexi I'm me, I'm here, Don't give up" He says smiling through his tears. A faint smile spreads across her bloodless lips as she closes her eyes, her breathing was struggled but she clinged to the last bites of life in her as she pulls her power in, drawing strength from the water around them, the air that fought it's way to her lungs, the Fire from the small candle she had lit in the bathroom earlier for strength, the minuet grands of dirt that always managed to find their way in the house. But most of all she Draws on the Spiritual world the one that swirled around every living creature. She draws all this power inside her and wills her body to heal itself, Fighting for her life. Her power pulls and a soft warm glow fills her body as the wounds slowly pull themselves closed healing themselves. Her breathing becomes easier and she gulps huge mouth fulls, coughing as she takes too much in. Peter tighten's his hold on her and stares at her in wonder as she pulls her broken battered body together. "Oh Lexi," he gushes as color returns to her body, making it flush a pale pink, her eyes going from their crystal green to the purple as she works her magic. Finally the wounds were sealed shut, and her eyes return to their crystal green, her body sagging in exhaustion in his arms.

               "You're you, you're really you." She whispers, happiness ringing in her soft sleepy voice. Peter smiles at her and strokes her cheek, his fangs had vanishes and his claws had retracted.

               "Yes Lexi I'm really me."

               "I thought you're humanity was lost,"

               Peter just shakes his head at her, tightening his hold on her he stands up, carrying her bride style he steps out of the shower, not bothering to shut off the water. Holding her close to his body she rests her head against his bare chest and sighs as she hears his heart thumping at a normal pace. Leaving the bathroom he pads down the hall to their room. Once inside, with one hand he pulls back the covers on their king sized bed and gently deposit her onto it. going to his side of the bed he quickly strips out of his wet clothing and slides under the covers with her, drawing her close to his body, skin to skin. Lifting her eyes to his he smiles at her.

               "NO Lexi, I don't think I can ever lose my humanity again, want to know why?" He says, his eyes hypnotizing her. She snuggles closer to him, her legs tangling with his,

               "Why?"

               "Because YOU are my humanity." He says as his lips crush her in a passion filled kiss.
This was A Dream I had. I have no other back story or anything This was jsut my dream and I was Lexi. Peter was Peter Hale From TV show Teen Wolf. ( IDK why but my dreams awalys end up staring someone from that **** show)
Fenix Flight Oct 2014
I know right now is stressful
and its tough day by day
Don't worry I'll be here
Always with a listening ear

You can talk to me about anything
and everything that comes your way
I'll sit right here and be your friend,
I wont judge or toss you away

I'll hold you if you feel like crying
And then I'll wipe away your tears

You got a friend right here in me
I'll be loyal until the end
just say the words and I'll come running
When ever you're in need.

My friends and family are everything to me
And guess what you fit both categories.
So don't worry I am here
This I know I can promise you.
To my Friend Scarlett
Fenix Flight Dec 2017
This rainbow of Hope that is blooming inside me
I cling to you
you precious miracle
Fenix Flight May 2014
When I am having a long
and frustrating day at work
I just look for a message from you
and my day gets a little better

Never thought we would become friends
But I'm glad we did.
You're a listener when I need to vent
But just know I'm here for you too

And just to show how much a great friend you've become
I've given you a nickname.
I only do this for the people
that have become a part of my life
to the people I hope stick around for a while.

So hey Seshy?
Welcome to my crazy
hectic life
Thanks for being my friend!!!

:-D :-D :-D
**** you know who you are :-P
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
Nine years ago I met you
You were in rough shape,
Strung out on *******,
A merc for Hire.

I was 12
you were 15.
Living your life in the shadows
hiding from the world.
The blazing sun could not reach you.

You were a monster
A deadly creature
Not to be messed with.

Living your life
On the wrong side of the Law.
A question that always plagues me
how the hell were you never caught?

I strode up to you
A fire in my hands
Reached out to you
And let the fire spread.

You are so much more
then you realize.
You mean so much
to so many people.

Me
Twittle
Kaityln
Arianna
Sophia!

and thats not all

Angel
Pop
Java
and
Mags!


We all love you!
in all your
"****** up" glory.

You may have been a bad person then
But now you are such a good man.
The way you raise those girls
the way you look at your beautiful wife.
The way you are always there for me.

You had a ****** 23 years of life
I wont argue that
I know whats in your past.

but Guess what?
its a new year
A fresh start.

Lets make 24 and on
Be filled with light
chase away those shadows.

Shadow man
Shadow Man
Come out and play
In the warm sun light.
To my big broher. I love you Hawk you are more then you give yourself credit.
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
Fairy Godmother:
Oh, now, now, now, now, now, just a minute.
You must understand, my dear:
On the stroke of twelve, the spell will be broken,
and everything will be as it was before.*

Royal *****
With all the fluff
Pretty dressed girl twirling and laughing
Strapping young men Promising them the world
The masks are on.

Girls with their heads in the clouds
dancing in their glass slippers
Slippers that hold all their hopes and dreams

believing the words falling off men's lips.
whispering in their ears
all the things they want to hear
not seeing through their carefully crafted masks

Midnight descends and all bets are off.
Carriages turning back to pumpkins
rich men turning back to paupers
taking away their hard earned money
sleeping in their beds.

Leaving them in the dust
leaving nothing behind
but those awful glass slippers
3rd poem in my poetry book "Shattered Fairy Tales"
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