Fantasies of you and me
dancing between the sheets
they flit and flutter through my mind

Heat and desire pool deep in my belly
making me need relief
You on top of me.

Make love to me
tenderly
roughly
any way you can.

I'll drag my nails
down your back,
and wrap my legs around you
pulling you closer me.  

Make me arch off the bed
make me moan
and scream your name.

I'll do things to you
that leave you shuddering
and begging me for more.

Kiss you on the lips
and start to trail down
leaving kisses as I go
until you are in my mouth.

Oh the fun we would have
and it would all be
between you and me.

Spinning Dizzily
In a whirlwind of confusion
As your breath is ripped from your lungs
and your screams are scattered into the raging winds.

Just close your eyes
Breathe slowly
counts to ten
1...2...3...4...5
you know the rest.

These winds inside you will still
when and for how long I wish I knew
But just hang in until then I know you can do it
Your stronger then you give your self credit.

Just Breathe in and out
that tightness in your chest will lessen

Your life is a kaleidoscope of crazy
all those colors and emotions raging inside
creating that whirlwind to fast to control.
Or so you think.

Just stand still and breathe
some day there will be a shining sun.
It ***** right now but I promise you
Someday... SOMEDAY..... Things will get better

Its just one of those days
When it feels like someone
is taking a jack hammer
to the inside of my skull

The room starts a spinning
and I'm starting to see stars
"oh look there goes Johnny Depp"

My head pounds
Boom Boom Boom
So strong So painful

I can feel all the way down to my stomach
making it feel all squishy
threatening to empty itself
all over my desk YUCK

I
Guess
Its
Just
One
Of
Those
Days

All my dreams
Are just out of Reach
No matter how far I run
or how far I streach out to get them
They are just out of my reach
my fingre tips barely brushing them.

Keep Your Chin Up
My poster states back at me
In my tiny cubicle

Keep Your Chin Up*
It winks at me
telling me good things will come

Keep Your Chin Up
SHUT UP
I DONT CARE

My chin is starting to hurt
from keeping it up
from hoping things will come

I just want to put it down
crawl in a hole
and cease to exist

What is the land of dreams you ask?
Well the land of dreams is where you,
go when you are fast asleep.

The land gives you your wild and vivid imaginations.
To get there all you need to do is dream.
The land flickers to life when you close your eyes.

Where is the land of dreams you ask?
It's in a far away land with meadows of silver and gold.
Wit big apple trees and crystal clear waters.

Shh hush up
and let me dream
So I too can visit the land of dreams.

I smile on the outside
when everthing inside
is decaying with each breath

But my normal happy smile
is slipping and falling
as the tears spill over.

I cant take this anymore
I need help

I cant take this pain anymore
its sufficating me, killing me.

I dont know what to do.
I'm tired of being strong
I'm tired of holding this in.

I'm tired of being called dramatic
everytime I try to break down.
I'm tired of pretending

I dont know what to do

Someone please tell me
Someone tell me what to do.

Stand up
Be Proud
of who you are

You are beautiful
in your own crazy way

Let your Inner freak out
Wave him/her around
Dont hide
**SHINE!

Life is to short
to go through it in a blur.

Life is to short,
to fight with friends.

Life is to short,
to push the ones you love away.

Life is to short,
to worry about silly things.

You need to slow down
and enjoy the world around you.

Because you never know,
it may change in a blink of an eye

You need to stop
taking things for granted.

Because you don't know what you have,
till it is taking away from you,

Life is to short
to go through it in a blur.

Life is to short,
to fight with friends.

Life is to short,
to push the ones you love away.

Life is to short,
to worry about silly things.

So do take it slower
Or you might regreat it later

Sitting there quietly
trying to watch TV.
Flash Flash
lights going off outside.

what is that?
is someone playing with a Camera?

Open the front door
******* its a down pour!

Thunder crashing
Lightening streaking

Perfect Maine Summer night

Thunder rumbling
down to my bones
Shaking the house.

Lightening so bright
I could read by it
like candle light.

Rain roaring
droning in my ears
Like a soothing lullaby.

What a perfect
summer night.

Like air
you're every where
I go.

I cant seem
to get you
out of my mind.

When we're not
hanging out
I think about you nonstop.

When I close my eyes
I see your smiling face
staring back at me.

I'm sitting in my room all alone.
I find myself wishing
that you were with me.

I'm just a little Marvel Girl
hiding behind her super heros

Black widow
yes Please
Hawkeye
Even better
Xmen
Avengers
LOKI
drools Yes yes yes PLEEEEEEEASE

I'm just A little Marvel Girl
Devouring everything in sight

You could say I'm obbsessed
But I would say

I have it just Right

I log onto the website and instantly check
did I get a message from her yet?

She is so adorable
she has such a sweet soul
How do I know this?

Through her poems
I start to get to know her
Through our breif talks
I get to understand her

She has so much potential
Her work just blows me away

So what if shes only 15?
age is just a number
Age doesnt mean a thing

She is a breath of fresh air
Brightening my day
with her excited messages
I cant help my little smile

So on here I intoduced her
knowing it will help
her already shining work
become a becon of hope

So Hey
LittleMsPink

WELCOME
TO HELLOPOETRY

:-D

From your friend
Fenix Flight

I guess the little Pickachu
Is all that I have left of you
I'll hold it tight
Close to my heart
and Remember all the times we had.

Drinking grape Smirnoff
In the woods
out behind BCC.

All the times at your house
falling asleep together
curled up in your room.

On the way home
from college
Using you as a pillow
knowing I was safe.

My fallen angel
has been set free
The way it was meant to be.

But This little Pickachu
that is sitting here in my room.
Did you know I slept with him
Every single night?

I guess I'll just have to hold him
Just a little bit closer from now on.

With these cuffs
I chain the beast,
only loosen
with sparks
of Humanity seen.

I stare at your words,
until my eye blur with tears.

Do you know how badly you hurt me?
Do you even have any Inkling as to how deep it goes?

You told me you didnt want to be
my big brother anymore.
You didnt want me in your life.

You might as well have shot me
The bullet wounds are bleeding
They are raw with pain
My tears are warm against my face.

With every word you spoke
A knife was cutting me up inside.
Ripping out my heart
Ripping my feelings to shreds.

You want me out of your life?
Is that really true?
Is that really real?

I know you
I know how you work
and operate.
there is something you're not telling me
there is something not right!

Why are you doing this to me?
Why now?
why do this to me AGAIN!!!!

You want me out of your life?
FINE!

I will slam that door shut
I will lock it up tight

Just know that once its locked
It may NEVER open up again.

I hope you know
what you are doing.

God of mischeif
and chaos
Born frost Giant
Grew up Asgardian

Always in his brothers shadow
Darkness spread in his heart
Bitter and angry
Hatred settled in

Retailate
Lashing out
spreading chaos
everywhere he goes

Evil creature
in the dark
Standing on his own
turned his back against it all

But deep within
that blackened heart
there is a spark
in that rotten soul

Goodness within
deep
Very deep
within

Just wants to belong
Wants to be equal
to his brother
To make Odin Proud.

Evil creature
in the dark
Standing on his own
turned his back against it all

Love is like a rose bush,
Beautiful on the outside,
But prickly and painful on the inside.

Love is like a hurricane.
Stormy and grey.
But suddenly peaceful for awhile.
Then back to stormy.

Love is like a conman
Gains your trust completely,
Then steals away everything you have.

Love is hurtful.
Love is hell.
But love can be beautiful
Love can be true.

Love can be like a little kid on Christmas,
Exciting and magical.
Breathtaking and blissful.

Love can be like a sunny day
Warm and fuzzy
Comfortable and safe.

Love can be hurtful or beautiful.
Love can be Hell or true
It all depends
On how you choose to act.

Magnum honey
put down the gun
Please don't do this
It wont be any fun

I know you're hurting
I know you're in pain
But suicide is a permenant thing
for a temperary Pain

I'm here for you
your Little Kotehok
I will never stray

You're stronger then this
I know its scary
I know you just want to lay down
and
D
I
E

But Mags Dont do this
I need you in my life
You're my Onekyh

I know you're slipping
I know you're empty

But put down the Russian *****
And put down that pistel

I'm here
I'm here for you
Lean on me
I've got you.

I understand why you did it
I understand the struggle you went through
But it doesnt make it hurt any less.

I was only little
A little girl
crying out for her Mommy.

But she was never there.

Yes I had daddy
and I had my step mom.
But they weren't you!

Daddy Always telling me
To grow up
Even when I was only 7!

Step mom always doting
On my brother, her son.
Always telling me
How I was nothing but A stress in her life.

I understand now
Why you werent there.
I wont go into it.

But tell that to 5 year old Nikkie,
10 year old me!
The little girl who missed her mama
Screaming out for her attention.

I know why you werent there

But it doesnt make the Pain
from all those years without you
Just go away.

And whats worse...
You dont even feel bad.

We all hide behind a mask,
the one we want everyone to see,
While the real us is fading,
decaying within the stone walls we create.

What happens when that's not enough?
The real us wants to spread its wings,
It's banging on those walls with a sledgehammer
Cracks are starting to show in that carefully constructed mask.


When that mask finally shatters
Will you be able to recognize yourself?

I love pain
I crave it
it sends desire
coursing through my viens

Drag your nails
down my back
make it bleed
leave marks on my flesh

take your hands
wrap them round my neck
and squeeze
Oh the glory of the pain

take the whip
the dragons tongue.
give me 50 lashes
and then some.

Take that shiny blade
and drag it down my back
its unforgiving pain
courses through me.

take me
rough and swift
Pound your love into me
make me moan
and beg for more

Claim me
as your
own

His eyes
blue green
mist pools

Look straight
into my
very soul

Awakens something
deep down
inside me

Something Ancient
something pure
something Magical

Maybe if they had fought more.
Maybe if they had yelled or screamed.
It wouldn't have been as great of a shock.

I had no warning.
No hint at all.
They covered up the signs so well.

On the day they told us.
The news stabbed my heart.
The tears, I couldn't hold back.

My family was splitting apart.
Daddy was moving out.
He and Kellie were getting a divorse.

It shattered my world.
It tore traditions apart.
My world was never the same.

My hopes that maybe they would get back together.
Were smashed to microscopic peses.
The day Daddy intruduced us to his new girlfriend.

It's been over two years.
And the pain hasn't gone away.
It still seems like a terrible nightmare.

Your brown eyes stare back at me
dancing in the moonlite
Carefree and laughing

I pull you too me
your body trembling against mine
Trusting me completely

you showed me a side of you
that you had never shown before
I accepted in a heartbeat

Holding hands
our fingers intertwined
our hearts becoming tangled

When your life made you cry
I would wrap you in my arms
and protect you from the pain

When you needed refuge
I opened my doors wide
and shielded you from the heartache

You left me
you left us
you tore it all away

I know you needed to
I know you needed to save yourself
from your abusive parents

Paige
Babygirl
I miss you

I miss my bestfriend
I miss my girly
I miss us

I miss the feeling of your body
pressed tightly against mine
as I held you in my arms

I miss the smell of your skin
when we would curl up in your bed
and cuddled all night long

I miss the way your head felt
as it rested on my chest
when we would lay on the couch watching TV

I miss being able to sleep
with you by my side
you are so beautiful when you sleep

I miss your smile
and how your eyes would light up
whenever you were happy

But most of all I miss you
and being able to call you mine

(To my Baby Girl)

Kneel before me
your mistress, your goddess.
I am your mistress
you are my ***** little slave
You exist only to please me.
And please me you will
Please me you shall.

I have found my Khal
The Moon of my life
My Sun and Stars

I will love him until the end of time
until the sun rises in the west
and sets in the east

He chases away the darkness
that is my feral mind
He brings in the light

He is the warrior who won my heart
he dared to love a frightened girl
and Helped bring out the strength in me

He reminds me of my strength
and holds me when I fall apart
Hand in Hand together we can make it through anything

He means the world to me
Without him near I feel incomplete
like part of me is missing

I cant wait to see what our future has in store
but for now lets take it one step at a time
And cherish our time together

*I love you
My Khal
The Moon of my life

Waking up in his arms
                                       Feeling his skin against mine
                                                                         Hearing his voice thick with sleep

                I kiss his Lips

         Snuggled up against the cold
                                                 fitting perfectly against his body
                                                                                        Throw a blanket over us

                         Our own little world

                         Sweet words whispered to each other
                                                         Emotions soaring at their highest
                                                                                               Pure bliss fills the air

                          *Never let this end

Movies are my esacpe
My perfect escape from
a harsh reality

I let the fictitious lives
encase me like a cacoon
whispering beautiful promises

when reality becomes unbearable
I grasp their hand
and let them spirit me away

to lands of demi gods and magic
vampires and unbreakable love
Adventures and untold dangers

Movies are my music
People listen to music to hold on to life
Where I turn to movies

Pull me up
Drag me to the Bathroom

"Eat these or I will forse you"
Lunchables in my hand

"Don't you know someone cares?"
tears fall down my face

"Baby don't do this Don't waste away"
More Lunchables, more tears

Hallie baby I love you
you saved me from myself

Anerxia was taking over
its teeth firmly locked onto my body

But you took it and you shook it
and made it let go

Hallie baby I love you
you are my angel in this dark and crazy world

As I sit on the picnic table
that is supported by the deck
I absorb the scenery
That is all around me.

I see the little nest that had been deserted
and left to protect itself against
the harsh winter that lay ahead.

I look down to see the snow covering
the ground's true beauty and wonder
if the snow will ever go away.

Then I look at the old tree with
its bare limbs coated with a layer
of the two week old snow.

All of a  sudden a little gray squirrel
climbs over the rusted old fence thinking
he will find some acorns in my backyard,
only to find he had been wrong.

I guess  I never really noticed how beautiful
my backyard could be.
I always thought it
was like everyone Else's,

but as I sit on this picnic table
I see the true beauty
that the snow has hidden all winter long.

Normally I'm kind
I'm always cracking jokes
Making everyone laugh

I put others before me
I let them treat me
whatever way they want
not caring if its wrong

My words, my bark
is worse then my bite
I can threaten with words
but could never raise my fist

But
you
have
pushed
me
to far

I'm sharpening my fangs
Getting my claws all nice and sharp

I may have a long fuse
But you just lite it
and soaked it in gasloline
KABOOM

Better run
Better Hide
I will find you
and then you will
really know
what My bite
can do

>:-)

Blade up to my wrists
Note written on tear stained pages
Wanting to end it all

you can do it,
no one will care

Tears of pain run down my cheeks
my world finally crumbling down

I'm sorry
sister
brothers
mama
daddy
But I cant do this anymore.

NO!!!
DONT  DO THIS!!!

Holding on to that last bit of Strength
I turned to the one person who I knew could help

Natan

My best friend through the ages
I text you
blade still to my wrist
tears still falling down

And even though your words were obvious
and even though I lashed out with cruelity
fighting you every step of the way
you didnt give up on me
you didnt back away

You saved me.
My Best friend through the ages.
I guess when you said
you would always be there
You werent joking

SO thank you
Thank you Nathan
For saving my life.

When the time
comes you'll know.
That my destiny
will surely show.
And then you'll see
that i'm ready for anything
that comes my way.

But please hurry.
Cuz right now my life feels empty.
What is the meaning
in this crazy world we're living in?
So please hurry.
My destiny.
Cuz right now my life feels so empty.

It's so hard
getting up each morning.
To find it
the same as before.

So please someone.
Save me
cuz right now my life feels empty.
What is the meaning
in this crazy world we're living in?
So save me
My destiny.
Cuz right now my life feels so empty.
Please someone.

Emotions fading
like colorful fabric
left out in the sun to long

His arms,
are my,
protectors.

His smile,
is my,
sun.

His voice,
is my,
lullaby.

His laugh,
is my,
music.

his kindness,
is my,
comfort

His humor,
is my,
Entertainment.

His love,
is all,
I need.

A love I always held
Locked away in my heart
My fallen angel.

As I fell asleep
I would always feel
Broken tattered wings
Wrap around me
Protecting me.

But now I realize
How selfish I had become.
Keeping him to me
Never truly able to give him
What he desperately wanted
My whole heart.

My fallen angel hurt
Yet I kept him to me
Chained by words
Of I love you.

I realize now
I see my wrong doing.
It kills me
A piece of me has died.

My fallen angel
I set you free

My fallen angel
No more.

My inner self
Is a small black kitty
with eyes so blue they sparkle
She is energetic and playful
a cute little thing you see

She will pounce on anything she sees
and playfully bite your hands
Mewing loudly
Pretending she is big
and scarry

But don't mess with her
Or she sharp little claws will come out
and MAN oh MAN
are those things sharp
Her little teeth will feel like needles
if you mess with her

So just remember
small adorable things
they can pact a punch
they can be deadly

>:-)

Mew

Things once Precious
now ripped away
Dreams and hopes
stripped from the heart

Spiralling into
the dark abyss
Emotions raw
and left unchecked

Nightmares turned
into reality
ghosts and demons
running wild

my Onekyh
My Russian gaurdain
So big so strong
An amazing Guy

Lays unconsious in a hospital bed
An induced Coma.

Please goddess
dont take him from us!
We still need him.
His son and wife
Me and Hawk

One of the strongest men I know
It kills me to think
Of him battered and broken
Helpless.

Please Goddess
Dont take him
I will do anything

PLease
my Onekyh
Dont leave us!!!

I know you are hurting
I know you must be scared
BUT PLEASE
Be strong just one more time
Please pull through this

Come back to Us!!!!

Megan
my partner in crime
my bumble bee twin
my best friend

Best friends since second grade
that's.... what 15 years now? 16?
Sleepovers at eachothers homes
Pixie stick highs and slushy brain freezes
Trips to my grandmother's,
for a Harry Potter Marathon

Rocking out to Halestorm
Daughters of Darkness through and through
Foil art doodling and reading through the night
Did I mention the trip to Walmart?
ten at night just for a loaf of bread?

Screaming at eachother, throwing punches
Calling names so bad tears start to form
Saying we're through we're done mo more friendship
two minutes later laughing stupidly together

Our favorite place, Weedamo woods,
High Rock, queens of the world
I visit those memories in my dreams

I miss my soul sister my best friend for life
I miss being able to call you up and yell
"YO ***** come get me I need to talk."
You're still my bestie and you always will b
This separation don't forget is only temporary.

I'll move down there soon
and together we can rec havoc once more
until then please don't forget me
I know I haven't forgotten you.

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray to whoever my soul to keep
take my broken shattered heart instead

Maybe then the knot in my chest will lessen
And my shaky breath will steady
and my tears will run dry

Maybe then I wont fee so alone
I will feel like I am worth something again

My mind might not run images of us
day in and day out
I wont lay awake at night plagued by the nightmares of the
what ifs and if only's

I pray your memory becomes distant
and your name becomes just a word

I pray my heart heals soon
so I am not picking up its pieces anymore

I'm down on my knees
praying to whatever entity
that you wont haunt me anymore

this is my prayer for eternity

I've been away
or I guess not really
But I've been thinking
About who I am lately.

I've had the time to think me through
Go over every vessel
over every nerve cell
Everything that makes up me

I dug around in my brain
To figure out how I ticked
How I worked

Nothing I did
could have prepared me
For what was in store

I saw myself
truly saw myself
I started to cry.

I'm not the person I always thought I was
yes I'm annoying and childish
immature and "rude"
But there is so much more to me.

I have power held up inside me
With the tip of my pen
paper and below it
I have the power to help.

Not just with my jokes
and stupid scenarios  
But with my words of poetry

Someone Once told me
that I changed her life
with just 2 verses
that because of me
She's still here

So I will take off my court jester hat
and take up my pen
grab a fresh white sheet of paper
I will put myself to work

This is my revelation
This is the real me

I wont hold back anymore.
**I will let my words flow free

Dear You,

This is your shadow speaking
Remember Me?
The one who you use to take comfort in?
The one you said "would never leave"?

I was Always there for you
In your darkest moments
I know all your secrets
The ones your too afraid to speak of

When no one else was around
you took comfort in my presence
Knowing you always had a friend
one that knew you inside and out

I may not have spoken
But I always Listened
I loved you for who you were

Why did you turn your back on me?
Now I am something you fear.
Is it because you lost your way
Is is becuase you dont know who you are anymore?

Whatever it is I understand
Just know I am Always here
In your darkest moments
And even when you cant see me
just know I am always around the corner
Here for you no matter what.

The mysterious stranger
who thinks he is so sneaky
trying to blend in with the rest of them

But I see his eyes
they harbor a secret
to dark to be told

But that's what draws me near
Makes me want to know him
I'm not afraid of what his eyes say

His distance is intriguing
his failed attempts
to push me away
Only make me get closer

My caring scares him
I can see it in his eyes
I read life times
in those windows

I don't care
if I'm getting
way over my head
he's worth it

I can see it all ready
If I don't guard my heart
I will fall madly in love with him.

Before you i was shut down
Closed off from all emotions

I figured if i shyed away
No one could hurt me

But then you strolled in
With your ego and sarcasim

I took one look
And I was caught

My flood gates opened
And I re awakened to the world

You made me feel again
And for that i am so grateful

You light up the darkness
That threatens to over take me

You keep me from falling back
Into the hell that is my mind
 
You give me a reason to smile
A reason to get up in the morning

Your silly and random
Your child like nature matches mine

You make me feel safe
You make me feel special

The passion I feel for you
Is something Ive never felt before

I love you
With every fiber of my being

I love you Kaleb,
Please always know that

I've got my very own Puck and Ash
I am their Meghan chase

Jose
Puck
A trickster
that takes
nothing too
seriously
a smirk
every present
a joke
always being told


But behind that smile
behind that joke
there is just a boy
wanting to love his princess
but never able to

Matt
Ash
Silent and brooding
as cold as ice
hide behind your walls
a dark knight
in a world so bright
Bound by Honor
and ever
the gentleman

But behind the walls
behind the darkness
there is just boy
Loving a princess
Who loves him back

Nicole
Meghan
Stuck in her mortal world
best friend
who will always be in her heart
who loves him
But not the way he wants
who danced with darkness
with no fear
and fell head over heels


Whose best friend
and love of her life
hate each other
with feirce passion
her dark Knight vowing
to end the others  life

Uneasy Truce
Draw up between them
The dark prince
and the Trickster
Just to keep their
princess happy.

As the midnight hour
Descends upon my world
My mind wanders to the
Place is often visits

The man of my dreams
The feel of his touch
His soft lips on mine
The sense of his love

I close my eyes and there he is
In all his shinning glory
calling to me
with arms opened wide

I don't know how he did it
Captured my heart so easily
I thought I put walls of steel around it
But he broke through them as if they never existed