Caplink
Caplink
Beep
Beep
Beep

The Vending machine
whirls to life

Plunk*

I grab the fruit snacks
Tear open the package
and pop one
just
One
into my mouth

Now that is what I call progress

Things once Precious
now ripped away
Dreams and hopes
stripped from the heart

Spiralling into
the dark abyss
Emotions raw
and left unchecked

Nightmares turned
into reality
ghosts and demons
running wild

Kneeling in front of him
with my eyes cast down
I await his orders

"Dont make a sound
Dont move a muscle
Or I will punish you
speak only if you understand"

"Yes sir"
is my only response

He takes my body
to the brink of it's limit
Bite my lip, lock my muscles
not wanting to break


"Good girl
Masters very proud."

Never disobey
Master's perfect slave

I am a tap dancer
Its in my blood
and its hooked on my soul

The sharp snap of my tap
Vibrates through my body
The movment taking my body away

Its just me and the dance
Close my eyes I let my feet move
Tapping tapping tapping away

I am a tap dancer
its in my blood
and its forever hooked on my soul

Blade up to my wrists
Note written on tear stained pages
Wanting to end it all

you can do it,
no one will care

Tears of pain run down my cheeks
my world finally crumbling down

I'm sorry
sister
brothers
mama
daddy
But I cant do this anymore.

NO!!!
DONT  DO THIS!!!

Holding on to that last bit of Strength
I turned to the one person who I knew could help

Natan

My best friend through the ages
I text you
blade still to my wrist
tears still falling down

And even though your words were obvious
and even though I lashed out with cruelity
fighting you every step of the way
you didnt give up on me
you didnt back away

You saved me.
My Best friend through the ages.
I guess when you said
you would always be there
You werent joking

SO thank you
Thank you Nathan
For saving my life.

Sit on your lap
with my head on your chest.
I reach down to touch you.
You instantly grow.

You ease me down,
Not wanting to be teased.
Take off my dress,
*******, licking, and *******.

Moaning and screaming.
I start to get wet and hot.
***** as can be.
Begging for you to **** me.

You sit back and let me get on top.
I shove you in far and deep.
Riding you as fast as I can.
Making you shudder.

You push me against the wall.
Grounding yourself in as hard as you can.
Biting my lip trying not to scream to loud.
Your hard **** throbbing inside me.

Pulling out,you put your **** in my opened mouth.
I move back and forth my tongue caressing your hardness.
You grow and grow and start to throb.
I want you back within me.

"**** me baby hard and Deep"
You shove back in as hard as you can.
rough and deep
We go to the extreme.

Tie me up and have your way.
Naughty things we try.
Not caring about our screams.
******* not wanting to stop.

Explode together,
Not taking notice not wanting to stop.
Going for another round.
"Baby have your way."

Explode again,
Breathless we stop.
Aching and spent.
Your **** still throbbing.

I put you back in my mouth.
Growing and throbbing,
I make you shudder,
Knowing what will happen next.

Sitting there staring at me
I can see the hunger in your eyes.
Your mind wandering to pleasure.
You wanted me I could tell.

I look down and see you grow.
I smile wide and start to tease you.
I put my hand on your thick hardness.
Then get an bright idea.

I call a friend so we could all play.
She comes in and your eyes grow wide.
Me and her slowly walk over to you.
You beg for attention.

We unzipped you pants.
I take your **** and put it in my mouth,
She take it and gives it a nice message.
You moan not believing it was happening.

You no longer can stand the teasing.
You push me down and ground your self in.
You take it out and slowly put it back in,
Making me enjoy every inch.

You go so deep making me scream.
You unload, and shudder.
its her turn now.
She sits there waiting.

You walk over to her and push her down.
You put your throbbing **** in her mouth
She licks it making you groan
Time for the fun.

You ground yourself within
And **** so hard.
She whimpers.
And you unload.

You bring me over.
And put your face in my hot wet *****.
You lick you **** making me beg for more.
You fingers **** so hard.

I wrap my legs around your waist.
You shove in hard making me scream in pleasure.
You **** so hard my nails leave trails on your back,
Egging you on to do more.

You *** inside me and roll off.
She gets on top and lays down.
I snuggle closer and you put your arms around me.
Your wildest dream come true.

A lonely assasin
unforgiving and without mercy
He stalks the night
Wanting revenge

Cold blooded killer
A monster
a beast

A banished Princess
She struggles to survive
Broken hearted she turns it to stone
Coping with her horrid past

A coldhearted killer
a monster
a beast

Wonder around
wind up together
Sparks fly
as weapons clash

Stone wall crumble
Love starts to bloom
beasts and monsters
being tame

Epic love story
A lonely assasin
and a Banished Princess
finding love
finding themselves

Once distance
Once so far apart
two different lives
two different worlds

Now inseparable
Two peas in a pod
Partners in crime
Us agaisnt the world

Yes we fight
But hey what sisters don't
Yes we scream
and make each other cry
But in the end we are there for eachother

I get on your nerves
you get on mine

But I know
at the end of the day
we will be ok

In your room
you on my ipod
me playing sims
we fall asleep
but not before the words are said
the words we came up with all those months ago

our good night ritual

"Good afternoon"
*"Good evening"

Just because you've been burned
Just because you've been spurned
doesn't mean he'll do it to her

So keep my sister out of this
you stupid little *****

Take your jealous hate filled eyes
and take them off of him
Stop watching every move he makes
before I claw them out myself

Go tell your ******* lies
to someone who cares
Cuz I know
that we sure don't

My heart woke up
the day I met you
your name is whispered
through it beating through it
My heart
it beats
only for you

My soul came alive
the day I met you
It met its other half
connecting so perfectly
no longer
broken
completly repaired

My being started living
the day I met you
It hums in anticepation
when ever your around
it craves your touch
dancing across
my skin

All these things add up
to one  little thing
do you want to know what?
its simple really

I love you
With my whole
Heart
Soul
and
Being

Your brown eyes stare back at me
dancing in the moonlite
Carefree and laughing

I pull you too me
your body trembling against mine
Trusting me completely

you showed me a side of you
that you had never shown before
I accepted in a heartbeat

Holding hands
our fingers intertwined
our hearts becoming tangled

When your life made you cry
I would wrap you in my arms
and protect you from the pain

When you needed refuge
I opened my doors wide
and shielded you from the heartache

You left me
you left us
you tore it all away

I know you needed to
I know you needed to save yourself
from your abusive parents

Paige
Babygirl
I miss you

I miss my bestfriend
I miss my girly
I miss us

Earphone Blasting
Trying to chase away the tears
trying not to pass out

Close my eyes
let my feet travel
this familiar road home

Breathe in

Suddenly get a whiff
of pine needle trees
reminds me of christmas

Breathe in

another Whiff
stronger the scent
smile spreads

I imagine this is what
the North Pole smells like
clean and fresh, full of life

I feel my muscles
unwinds, letting go
unfurling from their tense stance

Breathe in
one more time
open my eyes

Ok I can do this
and I carry on

****** Fax Machines
Trilling in my ear
Hurting me
with their peircing screams

Cheer up Girly
your too happy to be sad

You could brighten
even the darkest day

Don't you cry
Keep your chin up

I know this place *****
and its draining at times

Hell I've been there
I know that look

You want to give up
But hey dont you dare

Just think
Its pay day!!!

its friday
weekends almost here

jsut relax at home
and forget this place

And when monday comes around
I'll be here to make you laugh

:-D :-D :-D

Magnum honey
put down the gun
Please don't do this
It wont be any fun

I know you're hurting
I know you're in pain
But suicide is a permenant thing
for a temperary Pain

I'm here for you
your Little Kotehok
I will never stray

You're stronger then this
I know its scary
I know you just want to lay down
and
D
I
E

But Mags Dont do this
I need you in my life
You're my Onekyh

I know you're slipping
I know you're empty

But put down the Russian *****
And put down that pistel

I'm here
I'm here for you
Lean on me
I've got you.

Bite my lip
                                giggle
                                                     slice
                                                                                                         A little piece of heaven dies

Done
Done
Done
Done

So
*******
Done

Tired of this *******
Tired of always failing
DONE

Zerod out
fourth day
in a week

DONE
DONE
DONE
DONE

I GOT A SALE


                                I GOT A SALE


I GOT A SALE
  

                                                        ­      I GOT A SALE



What am I doing wrong?
all around me
my team is getting sales
Left and right
Back to back

And here I am
Zeroing out

Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
and I know friday too

Its hard to keep my chin up
When I'm about to lose

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?

Episode Three
of......
We still havent come with a name for our show

OHMIBOD
OHMYGOD

the things we do
in the dead of night

SAIL

Tiny hampsters
tiny Burritos

NINJA STALKER KITTY

Youtube
is a great friend

Switching rooms

Together again

Episode four is just begging to be made.

Pull me up
Drag me to the Bathroom

"Eat these or I will forse you"
Lunchables in my hand

"Don't you know someone cares?"
tears fall down my face

"Baby don't do this Don't waste away"
More Lunchables, more tears

Hallie baby I love you
you saved me from myself

Anerxia was taking over
its teeth firmly locked onto my body

But you took it and you shook it
and made it let go

Hallie baby I love you
you are my angel in this dark and crazy world

So I dont know exactly how this website works except for posting poems reading others like and commenting and sometimes reposting. SOOO when I saw in my notifications that one of my poems started Trending I was like HUH? I still dont know what it means other then I guess now its so EVERYONE can read. I dont really know. But I went back through all my notificatiosn and realized its my ONLY poem to ever start TRENDING.

I believe it must have something to do with all my followers liking it or something? maybe?
But if that is the case then I want to say this

THANK YOU FOLLOWERS!!!!
you took a poem that meant alot to me and made it even more special.
I am forever grateful to each and every one of you :-D :-D

She dances with darkness
Without fear
Weaving in and out
of its shadowy embrace
Falling
falling
more
in love

She dances a deadly game
Without fear
edging closer and closer
into the dark abyss

Breathing life into the darkness
resisting
beggging
pleading for her to stop

she takes his hands
"It will be ok"
Darkness follows her
trusting like it's never trusted before

Darkness blinks
in the sudden brightness
the brightness of her heart

Shedding the darkness
He leaves it behind
taking her hand
and living in the light

I've got my very own Puck and Ash
I am their Meghan chase

Jose
Puck
A trickster
that takes
nothing too
seriously
a smirk
every present
a joke
always being told


But behind that smile
behind that joke
there is just a boy
wanting to love his princess
but never able to

Matt
Ash
Silent and brooding
as cold as ice
hide behind your walls
a dark knight
in a world so bright
Bound by Honor
and ever
the gentleman

But behind the walls
behind the darkness
there is just boy
Loving a princess
Who loves him back

Nicole
Meghan
Stuck in her mortal world
best friend
who will always be in her heart
who loves him
But not the way he wants
who danced with darkness
with no fear
and fell head over heels


Whose best friend
and love of her life
hate each other
with feirce passion
her dark Knight vowing
to end the others  life

Uneasy Truce
Draw up between them
The dark prince
and the Trickster
Just to keep their
princess happy.

Dramatic
Childish
Too Talkitive

I Hear it every day of my life

Annoying*
Weird
A freak

I've heard it to many times to count

*****
*****
A disgrace

Please is that all you've got?

All theses names
and all these meanings
goes in one ear
and out the other

Tell me something I don't know
Please I beg of you
Call me something New

If you want to hurt me
if you want to break my armor
call me something I havent heard before

That's right you cant

I've been called every name in the book
the nice ones
the means ones
the ones meant to make me cry

You want to know the one word
the one word that will break me
the one word
that will shake me to my core?

Its
Quite
simple
really

Just
call
    me.....


..... *Your friend

Her Will is my own
I stand by her side
I will protect her from the world
from the evil that tries to harm her

Her life comes before my own
Let my sword defend her
Let my body be her shield

If I shall Fail
Let my own sword
run me through
Let me be
no more

this is my solemn vow
this is my sacred oath
let my words seal my fate

Let the gods
and goddess
hear me clear

from this day forward
I am forever hers

My Life
is just
one big ball
of Messy

Episode one
of the.. (Que name) Show
Journey into the dark magical abyss

Walking down the darkened streets
SiHell is up ahead
Stupid government *******

Water tower
Looming in front of us
Mike Myers theme rings

Guest stars
not Cooperating
"I dont aprove of this ****"

Episode two

Walking and walking
Milos
is our goal

Lay down
middle of the road
CAR! Run

Knee & anckle
giving out
tumble roll

I THINK I CRUSHED MY PHONE
Takes out of pocket turn it on
It works We're good.

Zoned out
not paying attention
needs saving

Grab the back of your shirt
Yanks you to the side
scarying you three feet in the air

Dead ahead
maybe a foot away
Pepi LaPHEW

Episode three

What ever will it be?

lean on me
don't be afraid

I'll protect you
As best I can

Don't you know
I'd lay down my life for you?

You've been strong all these years
But even the mighty can fall

Rest now
You're safe

I'll be your strength

Hush don't speak
There is nothing you need say

Just rest now
You're safe

Giggling
Laughing
Double face palming

"Summer Take a Picture!
Its A freaking UNICORN!"

Dramatic Twitching
Spazming
more laughter

'Will you just Die Already woman?"
Fake running away
Laughing so hard you fall off the bed

"I love you
Take a Picture!"
Final Twitch

Oh the things we come up with
when we are left with nothing to
all alone in the darkness of your room

Sister I love you
You are my partner in crime
I fear to think
What we will come up with in time

We've already got
Jet streams
and finger doctors
Unicorns
And
TREE

But rest your head and go to sleep
Tomorrow I'll be here
I'm not leaving
your stuck with me

"Good afternoon"
"Good Evening"

All this anger
is clawing at my stomach
it wants to be heard
it wants to scream and make a scene
the tears want to come
but my eyes wont let them
I want to throw punches
but my hands are frozen to my side
the thoughts in my head
are begging to be voiced
but my mouth wont open
wont let them out
eyes turn darker
my visions going black
rampage barbie
on the lose
blood starts boiling
can't hold me back
I break through my paralyzes
my words start spewing
tears come flooding
thoughts being heard
body does what it please
has a mind of it's own
struggling for control
fighting the urge trying
to calm my heart
what's happening to me
is a new sensation it
scares me right to my senses
snap out like I've been in a daze
feels like a dream but in reality
       ... It's destruction.

No matter how small
Or un important
you think you are

You mean something to someone
even if you don't know who

It may be a stranger you pass every day
It may be the girl at the coffee shop
or the boy with the hoodie you see on the bus

You are IMPORTANT
Even if you don't believe

Her voice is thick
with unshed tears
she tries to survive
barely clinging to
life's grasp

A soft white light
bathes her in it's healing glow
breathing life into
her shattered soul

Piece by piece
she starts to rebuild
but no matter how fixed
there will always be cracks

Loose threads
waiting to unravel
her fragile sanity
once more

Through the darkness I see you
In all your shining glory
I see your Heart I see your soul

I see you reach out to me
A silent scream upon your lips
I hear the agony in the words not spoken

I run to you
tripping and falling
Trying to get to your side

The darkness closes
your shining light diming
your heart and soul fading

I reach the spot where you once were
Searching I scream your name
I reach out to hold you

Only Grabbing Air

9:30
Crab rangoons
Under the playset
Jokes being made

School days
Bus rides
Soft pillows
Nightmare free

Weekends
Karate kid
Over and
over again

Panic attacks
Seeking refuge
Free therapist
Venting listener

Scattered memories
Tainted black
Best friends through the ages

No more

Act upon
the Devilish thoughts
in your mind

this is how and Angel dies

Slit your wrists
and bathe
in the crimson river

this is how an Angel dies

Turn your back
against your faith
an everything you know

*this is how an Angel dies

I vow to protect you

agains the firery depths

of the devils Hell



I'll defend against the

demons in your head



I brandish not a sword

But Love and Hope



Lean on me

I'll lend you my stength



You may not be able to see me

You may not be able to hear me

But Always know that I am here



I'll protect you with my life and soul

Traitrous tears leak out
streaming down my face
Chest tighting up
threatinging to choke me
Body shaking violently
its hard to type

They sit across from me
Talking to me
In btween their soft and "postitive" words
is where the ugly harsh truth lies

Failure is upon me
digging its icy claws
into everything I do

Its quite simple  
I'm nothing
but
a
Failure

The Pulsing
Yellow Ribbon
Flashes by
my window
only broken
by the
Barren streches
of Darkness

Eyes of blue
a Broken smile
A shattered soul
put back together

A fire in her heart
that will never burn out
A fighter till the end
A Spirit untamed

She doesnt see
the effect she has on this world
She lights and ignites everything in her path
Bathing it in her wisdom

Movies are my esacpe
My perfect escape from
a harsh reality

I let the fictitious lives
encase me like a cacoon
whispering beautiful promises

when reality becomes unbearable
I grasp their hand
and let them spirit me away

to lands of demi gods and magic
vampires and unbreakable love
Adventures and untold dangers

Movies are my music
People listen to music to hold on to life
Where I turn to movies

Damaged beyond repair
a body without a soul
Scar riddled body
A heart turned to stone

A past to Horrid
for sanity to hold
A future so bleak
no hope can grow

No matter the terror
no matter the pain
He goes on
Pushing through the darkness

Loyalty is his Motto
No matter the cost
He is there
like a silent shadow

blessed be
the goddess and the god
I invoc you within
this sacred circle

I call upon the fire
that lends her warm
her healing glow
and her majestic flames

I call upon the water
that lends his soothing strength
his Survival instincts
And his forgivness

I call upon the air
That lends his life breath
His Strong determination
and his Harsh Love

I call upon the Earth
That lends the fruits of her labor
Her Beautiful Nature
And her trusted Soul

Symbols of the goddess
Symbols of the God
without them we'd be no more
Watch over me and all your children

I'm broken
shattered
shaken
to the core

An empty shell
no spark of life
in these dull
colorless eyes

Happiness
Hyper Fun
Laughing Smiling Talking
Joy Gladness Heartache Madness
Frowning Crying Pouting
Grumpy Depressed
Sadness