have a nice day sir/ma'am

Translates tooo.......

******* you douchbag!
How dare you treat me like
I'm a total idiot
How dare you call me
all those names
I'm Not as stupid as you think
*******
*******
*******
Yeah buddy well
I dont want to be talking to you
Anymore then you want to be talking to me


I hope you have a great day!

Translates too.........

I sincerely really truly mean it when I say have a nice day!
Thank you so much
FOr not being a ******* *****!!

I log onto the website and instantly check
did I get a message from her yet?

She is so adorable
she has such a sweet soul
How do I know this?

Through her poems
I start to get to know her
Through our breif talks
I get to understand her

She has so much potential
Her work just blows me away

So what if shes only 15?
age is just a number
Age doesnt mean a thing

She is a breath of fresh air
Brightening my day
with her excited messages
I cant help my little smile

So on here I intoduced her
knowing it will help
her already shining work
become a becon of hope

So Hey
LittleMsPink

WELCOME
TO HELLOPOETRY

:-D

From your friend
Fenix Flight

I sit beside
the old oak tree.
Blade in hand
about to make the slice
that will release my pain
if only for a few.

But then a hand rests upon mine
Freezing me to the spot.

"why do you cut?"
The owner of the hand says.
I look up to see a beautiful young girl
Probably no older then me.

"If you have to ask
Then you clearly wouldn't understand."
I say shaking her hand away.

The girl gives me a sad smile,
Lifts up her arm,
pulls back her sleeve,
revealing the skin underneath.

I just gasp
and stare.

Criss crossing scars
some old
some new
no inch of skin spared.

"I understand perfectly"
She says

"You want to stop the pain,
that's killing you inside
you want the sadness to go away."

I just stare at her
unblinking
not knowing what to say.

She sits down beside me,
leans against the tree,
lifts her face to the sky and smiles
that hauntingly sad smile.

"I'm not as bad as you
No Offense
I only do it every now and again
When the pain becomes to much
I finally say,
Wanting nothing more
then to get away.

"I use to do that too
Just here and there."
She turns to me
eyes shimmering with
unshed tears.

"But then the pain gets worse and worse
And few cuts here becomes to much
To the point where it becomes your crutch

"Please don't do it
Please Stop"

I stand up
I'd had enough
"Why should I listen to you?
You clearly haven't stopped!"

she sighs
and in that sigh I heard her pain
I heard her struggle.

"Just remember you have people who love you
They would do anything for you
Anything to help you
Lean on them
They will be your strength
When you feel like you have none left"

And with those parting words
I awoke from my sleep.
It had all been a dream.

Throughout that day
I couldn't stop seeing
Her eyes
Her smile
Hear her sigh
The heartbreaking pain
was clear in every one.

Later that night as I sat back to watch TV
My mom and dad doing their own thing
My father got out his newspaper

"Such a sad story
A young girl committed suicide last night
slit her wrists
Her little brother found her in the bathtub
She was already dead when the ambulance came"

My Blood went cold
My breath stuttering
in my chest
I rushed over to him
snatching the paper out of his hands.

And there she was
The girl from my dreams
Smiling up at me

I guess she
was trying to
save me from
her untimely fate.

[Graverobber:]
Drug market, sub-market,
Sometimes I wonder why I ever got in.
Blood market, love market,
Sometimes I wonder why they need me at all.
Zydrate comes in a little glass vial.

[Shilo:]
A little glass vial?

[Support group:]
A little glass vial.

[Graverobber:]
And the little glass vial goes into the gun like a battery.

[Support group:]
Hhh-hhh...

[Graverobber:]
And the zydrate gun goes somewhere against your anatomy.

[Support group:]
Hhh-hhh...

[Graverobber:]
And when the gun goes off, it sparks
And you're ready for surgery!

[Support group:]
Surgery!

[Amber:]
Graverobber, graverobber,
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
Graverobber, graverobber,
Sometimes I wonder why I need you at all!

[Graverobber:]
And amber sweet is addicted to the knife.

[Shilo:]
Addicted to the knife?

[Support group:]
Addicted to the knife.

[Graverobber:]
And addicted to the knife,
She needs a little help with the agony.
And a little help comes in a little glass vial
In a gun pressed against her anatomy.
And when the gun goes off,
Ms. sweet is ready for surgery.

[Graverobber and support group:]
Surgery!

You're like a drug,
A powerful, addictive pain med,
that I just can't get enough of.

You are my Zydrate,
consuming my life.
I just can't get enough of your love.

It's like a shot of Zydrate
right to my viens.

I'm hooked just like a ******,
waiting for my next fix.
I got to have you
I need to have you.

You're like my personal brand
of Zydrate.
And I wouldnt have it any other way.

Kneel before me
your mistress, your goddess.
I am your mistress
you are my ***** little slave
You exist only to please me.
And please me you will
Please me you shall.

let the pain
drip down like rain
splash into puddles
of raw misery

You
Are
Important
Someone
Cares
About
You

Just thought I'd let you know

In the dictionary
the definition of amazing is:
To fill with wonder.
To astound.

My definition is:
How your eyes
are brighter then
all the stars in the sky.

When you lite up
a room with
your dazzling smile.
And take my breath away.

How your laugh
sounds like
a thousand angels
singing from heaven.

How you make me
feel special without
even meaning to
just by being you.

My definition of amazing is:
Everything that makes up,
you

My body is drained
my body is screaming pain
Head
side
knee
ankle
throat
tungue
wrist
ear

this dizzy feeling
it wont lift.
My vision blackening
as the dizzy spell hits

fatigue is closing in.
My eyelids fighting
to stay open.
Losing with each passing minute.

My stomach churning
turning against itself.
threatening to spill its contents.

tears leak out
streaming down my face.
my anxeity shot through
My poor body is worn out.
its needs a break.
it needs a rest.
******
why
can
I
just
get
a
break?

I shake my head at you
Your eagerness is charming
Your willingness overpowering

You're much to eager
to jump in this world
Like a child cannon balling
into the Pool
creating ripples
whereever he goes

Your much to willinging
to participate
but you must walk
before you can run
so you don't trip and fall  

Don't stumble on these words
that float easily to your head
Take a breath
Stand back for a few
and reevaluate

simplicity is a good thing
to much can ruin

don't think me scolding
don't think me cruel
I'm just tryng to help you
one writer
too another.

Emotions fading
like colorful fabric
left out in the sun to long

Why cant you just see.
that I am not the person
you claim me to be?

I've been living in a fantisy world
and it's crumbling around me.
I need to know you will be there
for me when it finally shatters

Your arms,
Your smile,
your voice,
everything just puts me in a place
i cant even explain.
When I see your smile
my knees get weak.
I close my eyes
and can not speak.

Hold me close
and never let me go.
Kiss my lips
with gentle passion.
Love me with everything you have.
And I will always be yours.

I wish I could see myself
the way you see me.
Because when I look in the mirror
all I see is the imperfections

Please.
Please whisper in my ear
that you care.
Hold my hand
and tell me you'll always be there.
Walk with me
and never look back.

In your darkest hour
I'll be your blinding light.

When you feel like your life is
Turning capsized
I'll be your life raft.

Bottom line.

I'll always be there
when you really need me.

Let the unspoken
truth be heard.
Let the words
pass by my lips.
I love you.

I stare into the blazing flames
Dancing their ****** dance
Crackling*
snapping
burning
*It puts me in a trance

Beat down the walls that bind me
Beat down the people who control me
Lash out unrestrained
Pure anger pouring out
The vibrations staggering

A frenzy look
glint in my eyes
Bloodlust pooling

fists clenching
preparing
getting ready to strike

I am normally
so sweet
so peaceful

But **** me off
And Things get deadly

My anger
WILL
be
unleashed

Shouting out
her mournful wails
crying out into
the bitter darkness
seeking help
that will never come

She raises her
tear stained face
to the sky
and screams her pain
into the night

More animilistic
the human
curl up on herself
no tears left to cry
no voice left to scream

doesnt anyone see her?
this poor **** creature?

She's crying for help
but everyone just turns their head
And acts like she isnt there

decending into madness
Its radaiting through my body
Capturing my heart and soul
what was once pure light
is now pure darkness.

My eyes
a once vivd blue
now tinted
a cold black

I feel it spreading
coating me in a heavy web
I feel it calling to me
Wanting me for itself

it calls to me
Like a man to his lover
Begging me
whispering tantalizing promises
making my body crave and want it

The darkness within me
It calls to me
It wants me

And I want it .

Please Don't
Give Up
On Me

Don't count
me out
just yet

I'm Still
Hanging in
I'm still
Hanging on

Dont Think
me as
wasting space

Don't believe
me as
hopeless case

I'm Still fighting
I'm still here

I'm not going anywhere

I'm just a little Marvel Girl
hiding behind her super heros

Black widow
yes Please
Hawkeye
Even better
Xmen
Avengers
LOKI
drools Yes yes yes PLEEEEEEEASE

I'm just A little Marvel Girl
Devouring everything in sight

You could say I'm obbsessed
But I would say

I have it just Right

My heels click
on the floor
Click click click  

I walk up to you
all *******
and At my mercy

Naked
Helpless
All Mine

I grab you gently
caressing
stroking

"This is mine
all mine
not yours"

"This is mine to play with
mine to do with
what I please"

"And maybe...Just maybe
if you're good
I'll let you have some fun"

I kiss you lightly
on the lips
and walk away

Click
Click
*Click

I'm
just
action
packed
with
Issues

Play me the good stuff
Van Halen
girl you really got me now

my bad mood instantly lifting
A smile replacing my frown

Not caring that I look like a fool
As I dance in my chair at work

Even in this day and age
where tolerance and accaptance
is more abundant then it once was
I still find it so sad
when I see judgment

SO WHAT
If HE likes men?
SO WHAT
If SHE like women?

WHO THE ******* CARES?

Its not your choices or decisions
its theirs
Its not your life
ITS THEIRS

And if thats what makes them happy
if thats what makes them them
And makes them Who they are

Then who the hell are we
To judge?

Take me
to that old road
Evergreen Avenue

Take me
to that little beige house
sitting three houses
from the bottom

take me
To that old room
Where the water bed once stood
and the door is busted
and wont unlock unless you use a knife

Take me to that old basement
Where a futon and a big screen Tv still reside
Where chalk covered walls
hold all the memories
of a girl once so happy

Take me
Take me home

This is to all those poeple
leaving sweet comments
on the work I've written on here

I've always been insecure
about my written
afraid that my truth
and my emotions
would be laughed at
and ridiculed

BUT all you people
You've been so sweet
you've been so kind
You helped this timid girl
SHINE

Now I'm no longer in fear
Now I'm not afraid to stand tall

I will let my words flow
I will let myself be heard

And it wouldn't be possible
If it werent for all of you

so I tip my hat off to you and say

**Thank you

You know those oh so annoying calls?
telemarketers
They **** you off so much right?

Wells heres tips on how to deal with them
THE RIGHT WAY

1. Don't be rude to them
its not their fault your number popped up on their call list

2. Don't be mad when their information is wrong
again ITS NOT THIER FAULT that the lists they were given were never updated

3. DO NOT MOCK THEM!!!
They are Smart people annd know when you are, They have feelings to you know!

4. DO NOT UNDER ANY CUIRCUMSTANCES CALL THEM NAMES OF ENDERMENT
baby, sweetheart, hunny, sweety. Its creepy, uncomfortable, and makes you look like a disrespectful creep

5. DO NOT CALL THEM DEGRADING NAMES
*****, The C word, *****, ect ect, all it does is make you look like a complete and utter disrespectful Douchbag

6. the most improtant one of all!!!
If you are fed up completely then just NICELY ask them to put you on thier do not call list
It takes 30 days for that request to go through after that you wont be bugged by them again

THERE YOU GO PEOPLE.
NOW COME ON
LETS ALL PLAY NICE
SHALL WE???

I'll give you the moon at night
I'll give you star that lights your eyes I'll give you the sun that made just one more dawn
So another day may come
I'll give you my heart and soul
I'll be there to catch you when you fall When you ask me what I give to you Girl I'll give it all

How do I know when it's love
I can't tell you but it lasts forever
How does it feel when it's love
It's just something you feel together
When it's love

Do you rememebr?
That last night we shared?
Under the stars
As we slow danced.

Our song softly playing
from my cell phone speakers
how do you know when its love

You held me close
your forehead touching mine
Arms around my waist
arms around your neck

Did you know?
That that is the memory
I keep with me
everywhere I go

Did you know?
that that is the memory
that helps me get through

I miss your eyes
and your laugh
and your voice

I miss your humor
and your wildness
and your tenderness

I miss that focused look you get
when you concentrate
on your video games

I miss going to A building
at bcc and curling up on the couch
watching movies together

I miss our spot in the woods
And how we would spend countless hours there
Just enjoying eachothers company

But what I miss most

Being held close
being in your arms
listening to your heart beat

Cry
Scream
shout
freak
the
****
out!

cry my heart out
for everything I've left behind
My old life
my past

SCREAM
Then maybe He will see
My fear
That all our hopes and dreams
will never see the day of light

SHOUT
For someone to notice me
To hold me
I'm desprate for human contact

Freak
the
****
out
FOR
SOMEONE
ANYONE
TO
JUST
*******
TELL
ME
THAT
THEY
UNDERSTAND

tell me
I'm not
going crazy

I normally keep it hidden
With a joke and a Smile
But if you look closely
you might be able to see

My eyes all shiny
with unshed tears
my body tense
to keep it from falling apart

I just want to cry
break the dam
and let the tears flow

Every day
all day
I just want to cry

What we need
is a good old fashion
Best freind day!

So this is what I'll do

I'll ride that bus
to the station
and then stomp my fat ***
to your house
break down your door
and drag you out
and make you get on that stupid bus

but first I'll steal that shirt of yours I love

Then once we get off that bus
did I ever mention how much I actual like that bus?
I will drag you
To the China Gormet
sit you down in the chair
and order us some food
Our weight in Crab Rangoons

you like that wonton soup too right?

THEN
THEN
I will make you carry all that food
and lead the way to our old hang out
Under the playset
of the elementary school

ONCE we are settled
and snakcing happily
We will talk about stupid ****
lets add more inside jokes
to the list we already have

LIGHT BULB,
devils opera,
repo the genetic Carnival
It's only hard enough to stay Stiff

Please
Let us do this
Please
I beg of you

Becuase I can see it in your words
I can hear it in your voice
You're slipping away again
Just out of my grasp

And I don't want to almost lose you
Like I did last time

:'(

Hey baby Where were you today? I needed you so much but you werent there {Deleted, to afraid to send}

So we havent talked all day. Why? {Deleted, to afraid to send}

Again we havent talked all day, And whats scary is, I'm starting to be ok with that {Deleted, afraid to send}

Why don't we skype anymore? I have my Ipod now. We could skype everynight! {Deleted, afraid to send}

Baby please tell me this feeling is all in my head, But I fear we are growing apart {Deleted, terrified to send}

Baby, whats happening to us? *{Deleted, afraid to send}

His arms,
are my,
protectors.

His smile,
is my,
sun.

His voice,
is my,
lullaby.

His laugh,
is my,
music.

his kindness,
is my,
comfort

His humor,
is my,
Entertainment.

His love,
is all,
I need.

All my dreams
Are just out of Reach
No matter how far I run
or how far I streach out to get them
They are just out of my reach
my fingre tips barely brushing them.

Stand up
Be Proud
of who you are

You are beautiful
in your own crazy way

Let your Inner freak out
Wave him/her around
Dont hide
**SHINE!

Judging someone's
****** orentation
is like judging what the person in front of you
gets at mcdonalds

Will we make it?
while everything is crumbling down around us,

How will we live our lives?
Together?
Or apart?

Will we be a family?
Even though everything is try
to keep us from acheiving it?

All these doubts swirl in my mind
sloshing around
like waves against the rocks

but the number one question
the one that I can't squish down

Will Our love Last?

My inner self
Is a small black kitty
with eyes so blue they sparkle
She is energetic and playful
a cute little thing you see

She will pounce on anything she sees
and playfully bite your hands
Mewing loudly
Pretending she is big
and scarry

But don't mess with her
Or she sharp little claws will come out
and MAN oh MAN
are those things sharp
Her little teeth will feel like needles
if you mess with her

So just remember
small adorable things
they can pact a punch
they can be deadly

>:-)

Mew