I've struggled with this for so long
Since I was around hmm 14 or so.
I like girls, Oh trust me I like them.
But I also like......
Boys?
No wait that cant be right!

No it **** well is right
so what does that make me?

B
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X
U
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L
!!!

Sure I hide it for a while
while I was coming to terms
But now I am so here it goes


I AM ******* BISEXUAL
AND **** ******* PROUD OF IT

I havent spoken of you
Since the day you died
My baby sister
Ripped way
I couldnt save you
I should have saved you
You counted on me
I was your big brother.

The Crash
The car flipping
Once
Twice
Three times
Four

Mom and dad
dead before
we hit the cliff's
floor

I was only Six
you a mere three

You cried out for me
sitting in your carseat
BUT I COULDNT GET TO YOU
my little arms could not ******* reach

I failed you
I failed you
I'm so sorry Olivia

I will never forgive myself

I can speak 9 different Languages

Japanese
chinese
polish
russian
german
spanish
portugues
French
and English

But I STILL dont know how
to ******* voice my feelings

wow How ****** up is that?

I guess you could say I have two children
One by blood
and one by soul

Arianna Olivia Chan
you were born
1 1/2 years ago
My blood
my family
You've got my eyes
Its kind of scary


Sophia Bridget Broderick
******* you're already 6 years old
I've watched you grow up
Your Daddy would be very proud if he were here today
I know I am
You have become just like a daughter to me

And soon you will be
I promise though
I wont ever try to take his place.

But I am afraid
that I will fail you two
You two beautiful girls

You know I love your mommy
and that I love you too

But with who
and
what
I am
I might end up ******* up

But I wont ever stop trying
to do right by you