I have found my Khal
The Moon of my life
My Sun and Stars

I will love him until the end of time
until the sun rises in the west
and sets in the east

He chases away the darkness
that is my feral mind
He brings in the light

He is the warrior who won my heart
he dared to love a frightened girl
and Helped bring out the strength in me

He reminds me of my strength
and holds me when I fall apart
Hand in Hand together we can make it through anything

He means the world to me
Without him near I feel incomplete
like part of me is missing

I cant wait to see what our future has in store
but for now lets take it one step at a time
And cherish our time together

*I love you
My Khal
The Moon of my life

Have ever hated your body so much
You look in the mirror and feel violently ill?


Have you ever hated yourself so much
You want to cause yourself harm?


People give you comments and you just stare
Thinking to yourself how can u say that its not true?

Wanting nothing more then to hide your body
Under baggy big clothes

Wearing clothes that look nice
Yet inside you feel like a pregnant whale.

Have you ever hated living in your own skin
That you begged and cried to be some one else

*I do

I feel that way all the time

Before you i was shut down
Closed off from all emotions

I figured if i shyed away
No one could hurt me

But then you strolled in
With your ego and sarcasim

I took one look
And I was caught

My flood gates opened
And I re awakened to the world

You made me feel again
And for that i am so grateful

You light up the darkness
That threatens to over take me

You keep me from falling back
Into the hell that is my mind
 
You give me a reason to smile
A reason to get up in the morning

Your silly and random
Your child like nature matches mine

You make me feel safe
You make me feel special

The passion I feel for you
Is something Ive never felt before

I love you
With every fiber of my being

I love you Kaleb,
Please always know that

Every time I see your smiling face
my stomach gets butterflies
my breath falters.
My heart swells with love.

Every time you kiss me
My knees go weak
My head goes light
I love the feeling.

So special you are to me.
I don't know what I would do
if I ever lost you.
So I hope I never have to find out.

My heart had turned to stone
I had become the bitter broken girl
Wasnt looking for anything new
Still trying to pick up pieces of a shattered heart


I thought I would never be loved again
I thought that was the end for me
my life started going down hill
I was just done with everything


I wanted to give it all up.
I was losing people left and right
I was so done
I was so tired.


I was going to end it all
Give it up
who would miss me?
No one.


Then he comes crashing in
and cracks fracture like spider webs
Feelings I thought I lost
start waking up and peakign around


He saved me
my blue haired knight
Without even realizing it
I was stuck.


He now has my heart
recently healed from deep cutting wounds.
Please dont break it
It cant handle anymore


I'm trusting you
like I rarely trust anyone
my heart is in your hands
*Please dont break me

You're crazy matches mine
You're clingy blends percfectly

You are the Joker to my harley
Our love chaotic and fast pace


You're stuck with me
like Perma glue

Wild crazy passionate
We're silly and nerdy


You make me feel safe
and scared all at the same time.


I've told you once
But I will tell you again


I'm yours for
as long as you want me.


My Amazing Joker man

Wondering mind
Lustfilled thoughts
Sinful touch
Of an unworthy soul