Shattering soul
Crumbling trust
Bleeding heart

This is what I've become.
This is what you've created.

A shell too Broken
Too survive

Star light, star bright,
The first star I see tonight;
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight*

Star light, Star bright,
Why have you failed me tonight
I wished with all my might
Begging for this wish tonight.

My innocence has washed away
The childish wonder
has lost its luster
fading into the dark night sky

Reality has kicked in
Time to grow up
Can't be the next peter pan
Can't live among the stars any longer.

Children are believing no more
Faries, mermaids, and all the glamour.
Pirates, Treaure, Damsels in destress,
children are forgetting, turning their backs

Those wishing stars have shattered
Falling to Earth like meteors.
Their twinkle has fizzeled out
Their magic blowing away in space.

Paige
The only girl I truely loved
I held you close
Kissed your lips
Gave you my heart.

I was there when your step father
Pushed you down the stairs
I held you as you cried.
I was your refuge
when you were terrified to go home.

I was the only one to see behind oyur walls
the only person you let see the real you.
I held you close and never judged
all your "imperfection" making me love you more.

I gave you my heart
I treasured you so dearly.
I missed you feircly when we parted ways.

Then my little brother let me in on a secrect
Shattering my heart.

You SLEPT with my little brother
While I was fast asleep in the next room.

You had my heart in your hands
and you crushed it so blatantly.
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?

Didnt you realize you meant everything to me?
didnt you realize that I was falling head over heels in love with you?

Was it all just a joke to you?

My rage sees no end,
your betrayal is seared into my heart
Forever.

I've tried to fix the cracks
That snaked throughout our relationship
But the fights
and the digs
made them grow
Now they are as big
as the great caynon.

I give up
I'm done trying
I'm done with the fights
and the tears that do nothing.
I'm tired of the stress and the anxiety.

The only reason I stick around
Is because I made a promise
to someone that means the world to me.
I promised my sister I would never abandon her.
So I will stay here, Its so worth it.

But I'm done trying to fix us
I'm done trying to get close to you.
Mother I will always love you .
But Our relationship is just
To broken to ever be repaired.

To me family is:
All the people that mean something to you.
They dont have to be blood.
They dont have to  be the same race, gender, age, religion.
As long as they mean something to you
As long as you love them with everything you have.
That
is what I call
Family.
~~~~~~~~~

So you mean Like you are to me Fenix?
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Yes Hawk. That is what I mean.
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Fenix you know you are my sister.
I love you through and through
You've pulled me out of the gutter more times then I would like to admit.
You've been there for me
And I have tried my hardest to be there for you.
To my children you will Always be Aunty.
To my wife you are consider sister in law.
I will always be your big brother
There to protect you.
~~~~~

Yes Hawk you are my big brother.
Forever
~~~~~

Infinity and beyond
~~~~~

What are we?
Toy story?
~~~~~~

I am Buzzlightyear
Hear me Roar
~~~~~~~~~

Dear Gundi
if your are buzz lightyear
we are all doomed
~~~~~

hums you got a friend in me
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*And this is why we are family

I vow to always be there
To help you in anyway you need.

I vow to Protect you
With Everything I am

I'm here to help you learn,
I'm here to make you love yourself more
The way I already do.

If you disobey
I'm sorry but I must punish.

But dont worry.
The sting wont sting for long

I'll bandage you back up.
With a Kiss and a good Boy

I'll hold you when you need me
I'll scold you when you need to be.

I'll Be loving
I'll be Strict.

This is my Vow to you.