He told her to let him go
That he cant love her anymore
that it hurt to much
The chains around his wrists.

So the Angels ward let him go,
Took off the binding chains
Told him he could fly
To spread his tattered wings.

But to her he came back,
Telling her
I dont know what I want anymore

She knelt down at looked at him,
Her once fallen angel
Once the person who made her feel safe.

Do you want to be my Fallen angel again?
Because you know I will choose you
I will choose you every time

He looks at her,
His eyes lost and full of pain
I dont know what I want anymore

She puts her arms around him
The Fallen angels ward held him close
tighly in her arms.

I will always be here for you
No Matter what you choose
I'm not going anywhere
*its in your hands now

Stupid Little child
Stop acting like your opinions
are better then everyone elses
It jsut makes you look pathetic

All those years ago.
You left my life
without even a good bye.
From fifteen to eighteen
there was a empty hole in my heart
where you are meant to be.
My big brother.
Why did you have to leave me?

You thought it was for the best
You thought I didnt need you.
But guess again.
I still need my big brother.

You came back when I was ninteen
Promised me you would never leave again.
I took your word for it.
You never go back on your word.

YOU PROMISED ME HAWK!!!!!!!!

But here you are leaving my life again
Just when I need my big brother the most.

How dare you do this to me
You ******* *******!
I HATE YOU
But I love you with all my heart

You're my big brother Hawky
I need my brother.

Don't leave my life
You promised.

My world has been rocked
Shattered to the core.

But I'm still here!

All the failures of my life
**** past me
Howling like the wind.

BUT I'm still here!

The razor looks friendly
Offering me its bitter comfort
To let my sorrow pour out.

BUT I'M still here!

Depression sings
his posioned song
Wanting me for himself

BUT I'M STILL here!

Come close to the edge
My feet stepping over.
Staring down into the Abyss

**BUT I'M STILL HERE!!!!!!!!!

I understand why you did it
I understand the struggle you went through
But it doesnt make it hurt any less.

I was only little
A little girl
crying out for her Mommy.

But she was never there.

Yes I had daddy
and I had my step mom.
But they weren't you!

Daddy Always telling me
To grow up
Even when I was only 7!

Step mom always doting
On my brother, her son.
Always telling me
How I was nothing but A stress in her life.

I understand now
Why you werent there.
I wont go into it.

But tell that to 5 year old Nikkie,
10 year old me!
The little girl who missed her mama
Screaming out for her attention.

I know why you werent there

But it doesnt make the Pain
from all those years without you
Just go away.

And whats worse...
You dont even feel bad.

You're never gunna be alone
from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go
I wont let you fall.
You're never gunna be alone
I'll hold you till the hurt is gone*

The lyrics of Nickelback
they ring true
for me and you.

Sister I love you
Till the end of time.
I will never abandon you
No matter what you do.

We are sisters
You are my only one
I will always be here
Please always know!

I Love you Summer

<3