You don't see just how badly
You hurt me.

Replaced and abandoned
Forgotten.

Ive cried my tears
And screamed my rage.
But it didn't bring you back.

So I give up.

Im done.

I wont let it hurt me.

I wont let you hurt me.

Ive made my peace.

Please Magnum
Don't
leave us.
Don't
Go

my Onekyh
My Russian gaurdain
So big so strong
An amazing Guy

Lays unconsious in a hospital bed
An induced Coma.

Please goddess
dont take him from us!
We still need him.
His son and wife
Me and Hawk

One of the strongest men I know
It kills me to think
Of him battered and broken
Helpless.

Please Goddess
Dont take him
I will do anything

PLease
my Onekyh
Dont leave us!!!

I know you are hurting
I know you must be scared
BUT PLEASE
Be strong just one more time
Please pull through this

Come back to Us!!!!

Like air
you're every where
I go.

I cant seem
to get you
out of my mind.

When we're not
hanging out
I think about you nonstop.

When I close my eyes
I see your smiling face
staring back at me.

I'm sitting in my room all alone.
I find myself wishing
that you were with me.

I guess the little Pickachu
Is all that I have left of you
I'll hold it tight
Close to my heart
and Remember all the times we had.

Drinking grape Smirnoff
In the woods
out behind BCC.

All the times at your house
falling asleep together
curled up in your room.

On the way home
from college
Using you as a pillow
knowing I was safe.

My fallen angel
has been set free
The way it was meant to be.

But This little Pickachu
that is sitting here in my room.
Did you know I slept with him
Every single night?

I guess I'll just have to hold him
Just a little bit closer from now on.

A love I always held
Locked away in my heart
My fallen angel.

As I fell asleep
I would always feel
Broken tattered wings
Wrap around me
Protecting me.

But now I realize
How selfish I had become.
Keeping him to me
Never truly able to give him
What he desperately wanted
My whole heart.

My fallen angel hurt
Yet I kept him to me
Chained by words
Of I love you.

I realize now
I see my wrong doing.
It kills me
A piece of me has died.

My fallen angel
I set you free

My fallen angel
No more.