Fenix Flight

Jul 2014

Tiffanie Noel Doro

I admire the company of people who enjoy the rain-
A wonderful down pour
Because it tells me that
What most people see as gloom
They however
Can still find the beauty in it

(C) Tiffanie Noel Doro

Fenix Flight Jul 2014

And Then......

She sinks to the floor,
Her tears she cant hold back anymore.
Her Grief pours out
Uncensured,Unrestrained
Feel to roam
and rake her brain.

In her hand she held a razor
The familair itch begins
the slow burn
the desire

She lifts her hand
Presses the cold metal
against her fragile skin
Right above her vien

She slices
From wrist
to elbow.
The Pain brings a smile
to her blue white lips.

The sleep hits her
dragging her under,
she lets the razor fall from her hand.

Laying back against the bed.
She closes her eyes
to rest a bit.

And then...........

Jul 2014

Hawk Flight

The Love Of A Parent

The love of a parent is to hard to explain

It's when your life isnt just about you anymore
It's about that tiny human life
that you have created
its when their life becomes
more important then yours

When your universe becomes off kiltered
and slowly revolved away from you
and centered itself around them
They've got you wrapped around thier finger
and thats the way its meant to be.

You would do ANYTHING for them.
Whipe away every tear
Grab your baseball bat and beat the crap
out of the person who created them.

Check under the bed
for those fictitious monsters
just so you can see that fear
dispear from their eyes.

Hold them close
and in your heart.
Selfish thoughts
forever gone
Its not just about you anymore

Its all about them.

Anyone who is a parent knows what I meant.

this is too my Two Daughters.

Fenix Flight Jul 2014

Inside Me

There's something inside me
It's sick
and
It's twisted

Its clawing its way free
and the sick thing is
I'll let it out

The peircing wails
of a tortured soul.
Hungry for a life
it can never have

Hear its howls
Feel its desctruction
deep down in your bones

Watch it pour from my mouth
a filthy ***** black plume of smoke
Its oily tendrils lashing out
seeking their next victim

There's something inside me
its sick
and
its twisted.

Fenix Flight Jul 2014

Dear Nathan

Where is my best friend through the ages?
Where did he go?
You promised me
YOU PROMISED
I wouldnt lose my friend

But here I am
almost two months later
Left standing alone
Searching for you

Don't tell me
"It goes both ways"
Because I've tried talking to you
On here ON facebook
but guess what
YOU'RE NEVER THERE!!!

I'm terrified to text you
afriad you will push me away
or worse Ignore me.

Naten?
Where did you go?
Where are you?
Naten
Come back
Please
I
Beg
You

*From,
your BFTTA
Nikkie

Fenix Flight Jul 2014

We Own It

I never fear death or dying
I only fear never trying
I am whatever I am
Only god can judge me now
~
ONE shot
everything rides on TONIGHT
even if I've got THREE strikes
Ima go For It
THIS MOMENT
WE OWN IT

We Own it By 2 Chainz feat Wiz Khalifa
also the Fast & Furious 6 theme song
its been stuck in my head since I woke up this morning

Fenix Flight Jul 2014

Curiosity Killed The Cat

Little kitty poked and proded
Wanting to know everything
that the world had to offer her
Not caring about the consequences
her actions might have.

She wiggles her way into things
sometimes in way over her head.
Seeking the truth
Ferreting out the lies.
No matter the price.

Then one day her curiosity got to her
You know what they say
Curiosity killed the cat.

Her heart smashed
into a million shattered hopes
A million shattered promises.

Revenge formed in her deadened brain
Making the gears work again.
She pulled together her scattered heart
She plotted to right the wrong.
And laughed as it took place

Because
Curiosity killed the Cat
But what everyone doesnt know is,
*Satisfaction Brought It Back.

Every one knows the saying
"Curiousity killed the Cat"
but what a lot of people dont know is that there is a second part to that saying.
"Satisfaction brought it back"