I love pain
I crave it
it sends desire
coursing through my viens

Drag your nails
down my back
make it bleed
leave marks on my flesh

take your hands
wrap them round my neck
and squeeze
Oh the glory of the pain

take the whip
the dragons tongue.
give me 50 lashes
and then some.

Take that shiny blade
and drag it down my back
its unforgiving pain
courses through me.

take me
rough and swift
Pound your love into me
make me moan
and beg for more

Claim me
as your
own

I love pain,
Yes I do.
The man that I love,
Enjoys it too.

He ties me down,
As we make love,
He holds my neck,
in silent sound.

He tells me I’m bad,
I bite at his lips,
He pushes me down,
His hands on my hips.

Please pin me down,
Choke me some more,
Please make me beg,
Make me your *****.

The swollen moon
hangs in the air
illuminating everything in its path

Let the madness wash over you
with its pale silvery light
descend into the all consuming crazy

Rational thoughts fly out of your head
Replaced by wild desire.
The fever burning
churning
making you go insane

Dance under the moon
carefree dont care
dont think
just feel.

this is what it feels like
this Full Moon Madness

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

She use to be oh so bold.
Never had a care in the world.
She stood tall with her head held high.
Confident walk with an atittude to match.

She never let her self fall
Never let herself be blinded
By.. All.. The... silly.... things in life.

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

A child of the darkness
A child with no mercy
Her heart frozen solid

Not caring who she hurt
leave bodies in her wake
She.. didnt... care.. about.. anyone

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

No matter what I do
She will always be lurking
in the deepest shadows
of my heart

She will
try to
claw her
way through

~

who I use to be
will forever be apart of me

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

With her eyes cast down
she pulls away
from his warm embrace.

The lust the desire
its all clearly there.
But with a strength she didnt know she had
she keeps him at a distance.

Nothing more
never again,
can she let her gaurd down.

She sets her goals
she will not break

Never more will she know
the feeling of his comforting embrace.

I talk to much
Yes  I know it true.
I talk
and talk
and talk
and talk
and talk

but just becasue I always talk
doesnt mean I know what to say.
doesnt mean I say the right things.

I am a talker
who stumbles and trips over
what I am going to say next
always afraid I will mess up.

Giving advise scares me shitless
What if I give bad advise?
What if I make things worse?

Telling people how I feel
Terrified to speak my mind
What if I hurt them?
what if I make things worse?

What if I make things worse?

my biggest fear
my worst nightmare.

I am a talker
who stumbles and trips
but I keep talking
because maybe one day
I'll say the right thing.