Yes I am engaged
to a beautiful women
the love of my life
She's help me through ****
Hell half of them shes
been right there with me

But even though I love her
and even though I trust her
like I turst so few
there is one person out there
who knows me inside and out

it
scares
me
like
nothing
else
does

Panda

she goes by a different name now

Fenix

somehow she broke through the walls
that no one else could penetrate
she didnt put up with my *******

I am a heartless *******
I dont give a ****
I have no mercy

I dont cry
i dont show emotion
I'm a living
breathing  (Barely)
talking
statue

but her.......

she is a burning candle
in this hellhole
she's strong
she is caring

she is my burning candle

Emotions fading
like colorful fabric
left out in the sun to long

Why cant you just see.
that I am not the person
you claim me to be?

I've been living in a fantisy world
and it's crumbling around me.
I need to know you will be there
for me when it finally shatters

Your arms,
Your smile,
your voice,
everything just puts me in a place
i cant even explain.
When I see your smile
my knees get weak.
I close my eyes
and can not speak.

Hold me close
and never let me go.
Kiss my lips
with gentle passion.
Love me with everything you have.
And I will always be yours.