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Fel Feb 2014
Nothing could compare
To this feeling that we all have
Let us bask in this.
Fel Feb 2014
Thought you found the holy one
They take a little, she takes none
It's just a frontage after all
Oh how easy do they fall
One by one, and over again
They shed a little of their skin
First you mingle,
Then you dance
Pull it to a safe distance

It pours outside
You need a ride
Wish you hadn't gone inside
Fumble for the side hand door
You don't want to stay no more
The handles broke,
The light is low
Break too late and off it goes
Falling forward from the edge
Try to remember the words you read

Don't want to know
You tried too hard, they said
But you never wanna go
Way oh way oh oh oh
Way oh oh oh
Way oh

And are your feet cold?
They spread your ashes all
And all across the snow
Way oh way oh oh oh
Way oh oh oh
Way oh


All the lights are shining through
Hit you when you try to move
Know the ending
Know the start
Know the place where it falls apart
The red herrings not fooling you
Tricked you last time before you knew
Barreling towards the bitter end
The ****** comes
You lose a friend

Growing up and dressing down
Learn the truth to shut your mouth
It's not what all you'd thought it be
Cuts your heart so gradually
Sew it up and snip the thread
Dry the tears they made you shed
Hold the chair,
Slip the noose
Never forget who cut you loose

Don't want to know
You tried too hard, they said
But you never wanna go
Way oh way oh oh oh
Way oh oh oh
Way oh

And are your feet cold?
They spread your ashes all
And all across the snow
Way oh way oh oh oh
Way oh oh oh
Way oh

Confidence dies
A little every day
You lose your way, I lose it too
I wish I was back
Safe inside instead
But I'm at a funeral for a friend.

Don't want to know
You tried too hard, they said,
But you never wanna go
Way oh way oh oh oh
Way oh oh oh
Way oh

And are your feet cold?
They sorta your ashes all
And all across the snow
Way oh way oh oh oh
Way oh oh oh
Way oh
THIS IS NOT MY WORK. It is simply one of my favorite songs that holds a lot of meaning for me. THE CREDIT FOR THIS GOES TO THE AMAZING BAND TRAPDOOR SOCIAL. If you like this, you should go check them out. They're pretty freakin cool.
Fel Feb 2014
I think of it as

Organized

Unorganized thoughts

Put on paper

Or kept inside

For all to see

Or for all to wonder

I think of it as

The most secret diaries

Put most beautifully

They may speak about

The most delightful love

Or the most dreadful hate

The most beautiful dream

Or the most hated nightmare

They may speak about

All of your problems

Or the people you have problems with

It may confess love

Or even ******

But whatever it speaks of

It's always the art

That speaks from the soul
Fel Feb 2014
The faith that others have in me
Makes me have faith in myself

Sometimes, I just want to give up

I just want to quit school
Throw my instrument away
Quit going to church
And just give myself away to the elements

But I know how much that would hurt others

I mean, if it weren't for those others,
This alternative reality
Would've kicked in
A long long time ago

I could've, would've
Given up
But no.
That's just not for me.

I'm destined for more.
..At least people say I am.

My mother always tells me,
"You're my ticket to heaven."
My leaders always tell me,
"My, you have a lot of faith."
My teachers always tell me,
"You're gonna do great in life."
My friends always tell me,
"Man, you saved my life."

But is it true?
Do their words seep
That truth
I so long for?

Or do their words
Tell lies
Viscious ones
That can cut deep?

It's all on perspective I guess.
It depends on a lot of things.
The way I feel one day to the next
Whether or not I'm getting along with someone
How good or bad I'm doing in class

But whether or not
Their words speak truth
I can always count on them
And feel comfort within their walls

Their word blanket me
Like snow I so rarely see
Into an oblivion
But I never lose sight of reality

...And just what was my main point?

Alas, it was to...
Fel Feb 2014
I asked myself a question.
The One or the Other?
And I have decided
I'm choosing the One

Yes, the younger
Blonder one.
I'm choosing him.
But will he accept?

That is the question
I must now mull over
A question I must ask myself
Until it is my time

Today.
Today I will find out
And I'm terrified
His answer can break me

Or it can make me.
It can make me fly
Higher than I could
On any drug

He'll probably accept.
What's he got to lose?
Maybe his dignity
If anything

I don't know
I just hope this all goes well
Thanks for reading
I needed support.
I'm asking the boy to Sadie's today, so hopefully he'll say yes :)
Fel Feb 2014
Don't
You
Dare
****
This
Up
For
Me
Cause
I'm
About
To
Shine.
Fel Feb 2014
August,
We meet again
In up to 120° weather,
You blister and redden my skin
You cause me to ache
True,
You're only there for about two weeks in August
And those two weeks
They're the worst part
They cause some to lose interest
Those who feel
They have something better to do
But I know better...

September,
We're getting closer.
Everyone flipping out
On how much time you take up
We told you it was a big commitment!
We always tell them
Yet they still whine and whine
And say how they can't wait for it to end
As for me,
I bask in you
Temps are still high,
Days are still long,
The grass still a little green
Muscles still ache
But temps are going down
Days getting shorter
The grass is dying
Muscles are getting stronger
Everyone is getting closer to eachother
Making friends,
Finding meaning in the music and dots
If only barely

October,
Probably the busiest month of the four
All day competitions
Every Saturday
Now you're taking up
A LOT of time
And we got it all locked in now
Everything memorized
Ready to compete and win
For us,
These competitions are no big deal.
We are the best at what we do,
So we're never surprised we always get first
Now I'm not trying to sound cocky,
But It's only the truth
I'd be lying if I said
There was someone better than us
In our Silver State
But that's beside the point,
People are now freaking out on a larger scale
One month left
They all realize with horror
Especially the upper class men
Who're getting close to the end
The end of the thing they love

November,
The coldest month of the four
The most important one
This is the month we worry about
This is the month we work for
This is where we show our true colors
Where we try to see truly how good we are
BOAs
The most important
One in the Beehive State,
One in the Golden State.
We are usually the only reps for our state
And we face actual competition
People better than us
Freshmen,
To them it's just another competition
But to the older, experienced ones,
These are competitions to worry about
The ones where everything actually matters
Where people cry,
Either for defeat or victory.
These ones we're not the best.
But we're apparently good enough
To make it into finals each time
But here in this month
We arrive at the end
And those who wished for the end
Are now feeling like idiots for wanting the end to this magnificent journey
And those who bask in it
Like yours truly
We cry, oh we cry
We grieve over the ending
That always looms
In August, November felt so far away
But the whole thing was gone
In the blink of an eye
And the blinks of our eyes
They blink back the tears

And then we wait
December, January, February,
March, April, May,
June and July,**
Until we meet again
And for some,
That was the end
And for others,
This is the last, second to last
Second or first time
It's all the same
Every year

Bittersweet.
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