We were too alike
You were too much like the me i didnt want to be
And now i’m the you that didnt get to be
I play guitar
Wear baggy jeans and beat up vans
Bleach my hair and fail my classes
I never thought anything
And I never thought it’d end like this
I always wanted
But I never wanted it to end like this
We failed each other i guess
I said i’d never leave
You said the same
I said we need space
You said the same
I guess that makes it ok
To a 7th grader, his first kiss is a big deal
Especially when it carries the life of the receiver
But my phone calls go unanswered
Now look where we are
I cant look
Cover my eyes with the torn out pages from your little black book of our love
My naivete
Your lust
But can i blame you?
When everyone enabled you,
and i was and am too kind
Or too cruel to be different?
I will learn from this
with even more time than we spent i suppose
But for now, i’m doomed to be the sun
That too many poor, injured, wax-winged, crow-***** people fly too close to.