-to a very special guy out there, love ya J-

The way you greet me every morning
the way you think about me...
it blows my mind how someone
so intangible
thinks about ME of all people...
it makes me flush red,
and one comment
puts me in ecstasy for the whole day,
and nothing can bring me down.

You.
One simple word that makes my brain explode in ways unthinkable,
with memories of
sweet peppermint breezes,
shivers that run down my spine,
sounds of a high, all the yelling around the house now muted,
or just really cheery, chipper unheard of before this.
I hope we can make more memories.

Maybe I'm not the best.
Maybe I'm not good enough for you.

But when you talk to me,
all those worries scatter away.
You make it so that I'll think of you in my every thought,
I can't stop.
I can't eat, just thinking about you makes me full.
I'll wake up refreshed and ready to go to school with just a simple thought of whats awaiting me today  -  you.
I might be aimlessly reading, but my mind will drift to you.

Hopefully it's not just me
but
I love you.

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Some times I wake up missin' you
Some times I wake up glad your gone
Either way its still gonna hurt

Like a knife to the back
Like glass to my gut
Its all gonna hurt

Either way it still hurts

Like a hole in my chest
Like blood on my arms
You still feel the pain

Either way it still hurts

For a moment
I wished that I was
Sailing over the ocean,

Far away from land,
Far away from the earth.

But I thought again
And I remembered that
I don't like water,

Hardly even to drink,
Maybe to mix with scotch,
But then, only in its frozen state.

Show me how to love,
what it's like to have Family.
You meet us in the middle
so there is no extra mile.
The Love bombs you drop,
expanding out, with a Love explosion.
You touch us and we know it,
I can feel your strength, you make me wiser, stronger.
When you lay there, dying, not being able to talk,
I could feel you and you knew your time had come.
The day you slipped, two times an Eagle flew circles, just outside your window.

When still a child
He told stories
That people called lies.
His imagination
Was something to behold.

With a twist like a knife
He would create a world,
Nothing was off limits.

He played with the parable,
He played with surprise.
His mind told tales,
That would reflect in his eyes.

His spirit would soar,
The love that he showed.
He knew he had everything,
That it would never grow old.

He spoke the truth
Hidden behind lies.
Nothing was off limits,
Nothing too big of a size.

He'd leave it to imagination
To fill any holes, around every corner
Something new would appear,
He would often blow a kiss
Saying wish you were here.

Sometimes he'd leave you
On the edge of a cliff,
Then call them back
To see what they missed

185

“Faith” is a fine invention
When Gentlemen can see—
But Microscopes are prudent
In an Emergency.