“A nimbus on a fine day,
That’s what you’ve been to me.
The thought of you haunts me every night,
Pain engulfs me on a higher stance.
It has always been this hard for me,
Suffering from too much pain and agony,
The way you act like I’m not around
Have you had a thought where these feelings are bound?
I had to look at you on a lesser shade,
With hopes that all of my feelings will fade
Affections, Delusions and False hopes
Lost and confused, I am tightly gripped on a rope.
For you who lived with parting every day,
I know that you have grown to not be contained.
You cannot linger around people for nothing,
Behind your back, that’s where I’ll be standing.
Without delays I am at your support,
When you get weary from the journey you set forth.
I’ve tried to distance myself and put up a fight,
But I can’t withhold you, it doesn’t feel right.
Tell me; is there a way to “un-love”,
Once you’ve given up everything that you had.
When your longings have turned to hauntings now
Is it time for us to give our final vows?”