i want you to ask me, to bother me,
to show that you care for me
but you never do.

i want to feel like i mean something to you
not just someone to be with and talk to
when she´s not there.

but everything i want, is too much to ask for
when will i realize, you will never be able to give me
what i want, what i need
when can i let go, and leave you be.

she smiles, she jokes
she´s got a lot of love to give
but look closer, look deeper
feel her misery.

my mood changes suddenly
i am mad, abruptly
i am sad, clearly
and then i smile, happily.

i just want to feel loved
cared for
but why does it seem so much
to ask for
it physically hurts inside my chest
a longing so deep, it can never be
quelled.

love is a form of art expressed
through little words with no regrets

the greatest love that ever lived
thats graced the world, thats seized my lips.

will it ever stop
this person in my head

to control my actions
to make me dead.

stomach filled with rocks
that i shouldnt be feeling
but i cant help my feelings
i'll still keep eating