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e Jan 2015
i was the optimist
ever hopeful

but when you
came and left

i gained a new
e Jul 11
i want you to ask me, to bother me,
to show that you care for me
but you never do.

i want to feel like i mean something to you
not just someone to be with and talk to
when she´s not there.

but everything i want, is too much to ask for
when will i realize, you will never be able to give me
what i want, what i need
when can i let go, and leave you be.
e Jan 2015
she's so fair
in the eyes

nobody compares
no lies.
e Jul 11
my mood changes suddenly
i am mad, abruptly
i am sad, clearly
and then i smile, happily.
e Dec 2014
"there's this girl
who didn't care
so she became-
an easy target.

so everywhere
that she went
there is always-
a gun in her pocket."
e Jan 2018
flowing like the rivers course
losing all of lifes poise
and all of this i have no choice
to the darkness i've been endorsed
e Jul 11
why does caring feel like a burden
i´m curious, i care, i want to know
but why take it in such a way that makes
me feel low
makes me feel bad i ever asked
is it my fault i long for that?
e Jul 11
she smiles, she jokes
she´s got a lot of love to give
but look closer, look deeper
feel her misery.
e Dec 2014
"the mood that once
was yellow
became a muddy

the fellow that
once waited
was now nowhere
e Jul 11
thinking you´re special, thinking you´re different
thinking that maybe, this could be different
but as long as there´s doubts clouding your mind
you´ll never be free from the thought of goodbye.
e Jan 2018
stomach filled with rocks
that i shouldnt be feeling
but i cant help my feelings
i'll still keep eating
e Jul 11
i just want to feel loved
cared for
but why does it seem so much
to ask for
it physically hurts inside my chest
a longing so deep, it can never be
e Jan 2018
i wish they'd let me keep my silence
in times all i ever want is void
to be at peace and build a fence
but some things i just cant avoid
e Jan 2018
never been approachable
never been the friend
always drifting far away
to nothingness and dread
e Jan 2018
the soft sound of water and ground
the sudden flash of lightning all around.
the heat that escapes my every breath
its almost rain, but not quite yet.
e Jan 2018
i stopped writing about love
when i stopped receiving
when all i saw and felt
were lies and deceiving
e Jan 2018
please forgive my silence
it wont ever leave
i enjoy your company
friends, can we be
e Jan 2018
love is a form of art expressed
through little words with no regrets

the greatest love that ever lived
thats graced the world, thats seized my lips.
e Jan 2018
countless rules
for me to abide

is keeping silent
a kind of crime
e Apr 2015
but how does one
fall in love
with someone they havent

with only pictures and
rumors to feed on
im quite surprised im not yet
e Jan 2018
will it ever stop
this person in my head

to control my actions
to make me dead.
e Jan 2015
black and blue

what will tomorrow
e Jan 2015
you were the black among the reds
you were the string among the threads

you were a love i never knew
would end.
e Jul 11
reaching out to others is a hard, hard thing
i really never do, not much for a casual fling
i want to be friends for a long, long time
but why does it feel like the effort is all mine?

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