I start to ponder of something great
But the song comes on from that day
The sound of the piano
Starts to sound like rain
And I can smell my emotions in the air
These days remind me of when you were there
Why'd you have to leave? (why)
Why can I not breathe? (lie)
But I can feel air filling my lungs
But it smells like you and how you're gone

That Thursday when I sat in the rain
When I needed you most you ran away
I was as lonely as my depression
As I struggled to take a breath in
Nobody else can take away my pain
If I told them they'd tell me I was insane
But sitting in the rain I knew you would know
How I felt and where it would go
I told you all when you weren't there
And when I was done I left my despair
I turned off the world and the sound of the rain
The music distracts me from all the pain
I don't want to remember or talk about
How my "friends" ditched me without a doubt
Or how I felt so lonely I wanted to go
Or how you weren't there to be my hope