my thoughts
are things no one has thought to think of
my thoughts are unthought  and unheard of
my thoughts are different
very different from yours
but my thoughts are my thoughts
and no one has to hear them
but me
i think of an angel and a devil standing on my shoulders
just like in the movies
except even the angel and the devil on my shoulder
do not have the same thoughts as everyone else
i have been told it is great to be different
but for once
i would like to do the things everyone else gets to do
i have also been told that it could always be worse
and that simple thought
is what helps me during the
seconds
minutes
hours
days
months
and years
of my thoughts

nothing is better
but more of it
yes it is sweet
sweet as what it is
it can get stuck it your teeth so be careful
it can get stuck on your clothes so be aware
make sure you eat it bare
because it does not taste right with the wrapper still there
do not drop it
it could get nasty
and if you choke on it your voice could become raspy
but do not worry
it is sweet
sweet sweet candy
is a very nice treat

I know you said you were sorry
but i do not collect sorrys any more
I know that you want me to forgive and forget
but it isn't that easy
what happens when all forgiveness is gone
and no one can remember to forget?
what happen there is no more love to give
and no more to take?
that is what i call
no more love