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Wet Face Buried In the Pillow
At The lowest of the lowest

Couldn't prove them wrong
Couldn't make you proud
Couldn't make myself proud

Beginning to pick at my apperance
mentally loud
"Whats wrong with me"

Did what was expected of me and Failed
Weight of the world is on my shoulders

Feels like my heart is getting hammered through with nails
Hurt by EVERYTHING, Even the sky is turning gray

I prayed but the right knowledge
just never stayed

But on this note
things have to change

There's just some " Priorities" in life
that need to be re-arranged

It was another episode
Really coming from the bottom

Could I fall any deeper than this ?
*** those hardships ? I have em

To go from here
Things are coming that I cant even wrap my head around

But it's coming
i'll just sit here and listen to these surrounding sounds
Another night with these thoughts, forgetting where my head is,
At times I lay and wonder "Where on Earth am I headin'?",
Lettin' myself think "What if I woke to be 8 again, back on the playground with a few mates again?",
If I could go back do you think I'ma change a thing?,
Changes ring in my pockets as I run around doing what you consider "the strangest things",
Yet I don't care what you strangers think,
Another night thinking about alien spaceships and how I might be something of a different kind,
I'm not an artificial intelligent but I know I've got a gifted mind,
"With great power comes great responsibility" and these powers I insist to find,
I also think "Wouldn't it be nice to have someone to hold right now?,
Get in bed and we both lie down",
Talking, cuddles and kisses 'til we fall asleep,
Oh wait, that's not a thought that's all a dream,
All I mean to say is there's more where that came from,
It's another night with these thoughts, lost in space so I guess my brain ain't home.
What if I never met you and we didn't share our love with each other? Would you rather throw it away or keep the pain that I embedded in your heart. How would things be if we were still together. Would our love have already dissolved or would it be as strong as the day you said "I love you." Would you say you hate me or you want to have my children. Would you cry yourself to sleep at the very thought me, or would you fall asleep in my arms. Would my face inspire a smile and bring you to your life, or dig deeper into the dark abyss that you your heart use to be.
Whenever, Wherever, Whatever she wants.
She can have her way like that fast food chain.
She's chained to her lover, and wouldn't pick to be chained to another,
Because they have one another.
Prisoners of love hoping for a life sentence.
Sentence me to a life time with her and I want try for an appeal.
Her lips are appealing to my mind,
They're telling me yes so why not bump and grind.
Poem from 2010
Your body is shaped like the earth itself.
Unique at every curve,
and you move at my slightest touch.
My fingers slowly caress your back as your breath grows stronger.
My hand slides between your legs and your body begins to move.
When my fingers plunge inside you release an angelic tone.
My fingers moved inside of you while your body twist and turns.
I descend deeper inside of you as my tongue moves up your neck.
Slowly move my tongue down between your breast.
Your body twitches when I hit the tip of your *****.
You moan lightly when my tongue spreads the lips of your ******,
Screaming as my mouth engulfs it, and your juices flow within it.*
**When my lips pinch your **** you lose every thought
In your mind except for pleasure.
I plunge my **** inside of you until you can...
Feel the pressure against your walls,  
I feel your warm wet ***** around it.
Why do I try to do good when bad always made my way
And why do I get more hate when its love that makes me stay
And why do I go threw emotions when she just say **** me on her days
And why is it when your doing good is when people always have something to say

Why the **** would I ask for your help if I'm use to getting it on my own
And why would I go party with ***** when I could just ******* right at home
Tell me why you wanna stay but never answer your phone
I called you 34 time now you tell me to leave you alone

Why do I let these ******* in my life so later on they can bounce
It's been so many here I'm afraid to even count
I use to think it was all bout the *** and even threw in the wealth
But I realize it was all the two and even threw in my health

I've been feeling so drain man this pain has gotta go
I entertain y'all with my words but these emotions is what makes the show
Do y'all hear what I'm saying can y'all understand what I have felt
This **** called love has broke me down man I wasn't ready for what the hand have delt

Your suppose to help me steady my life...
And show me what's right ..
I guess it's not the time ...
But I feared I might try ...
To go threw the emotions ...........
I wrote this to Drake's song _  The Motions
It's a remix I did
You just wanna **** me outta spite...
Problem is I wanna go all night....
And how many times of the night
You call me when you and that ***** have a fight
And I'll still come threw even tho I no it isn't right
Only cuz I have a weakness for you that ain't no if or a might

And while she's fiending for his attention.....
I'm fiending for her positions....
And the same week day ***** he be deep in
Is the same shallow ***** I damage on the weekends
Could be my private dancer..
One phone call and i'll always answer

**** them other ****** cuz I'm down for you
But you ****** them others ****** and made that same sound to
****!!!
As much as I hate to admit it I was wrapped up
We was only suppose to be ******* but that change once I didn't wrap up

But now I gotta back up
Cuz she don't wanna leave him but still  wanna use me as a back up
And I no this but still I can't control this
I hate that he gets the first appointments an I only get the first  notice .... Dam !!!!!


         But baby ....it's yours, it's yours, it's yours , it's yours that's for sure .. Just tell me what you like !!!
 Mar 2014 emotionslustlove
Kelly
If anybody ever asks me if I’m taken, I’d reply straight away;

‘No I’m not taken, but I have been received.’
Because I am a ******* gift from the heavens.
I sat here, in my glass case on my velvet cushion
and I waited for someone to break it open.
Well, you must have been one hell of a cat burglar

because you didn't even lift a finger and still, I fell.
 Mar 2014 emotionslustlove
Kelly
i had a dream about us and it was exactly how our relationship was. as much as i try i just cannot remember the ending. what happened to us.
 Mar 2014 emotionslustlove
Kelly
keep it one hundred babe
we both know, I'm not the only one..
but when I'm there, you treat a *****
real good
and that's probably why I always come
so lie to me, lie to me, lie to me
so sweet
cause I don't ever want to imagine
all the other ****** like me
ever had a chance, to get in your pants
so tell me that the ***** is mine, yeah
tell me, tell me baby, that its all mine
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