It's hard to just
Admire from a distance
When you care so much
That your words can't even
Explain what you feel;
When you're sad,
I sympathize,
When you sing,
I harmonize,
When you stop,
I apologize;
I am in love with you
But you can't say the same
About how you see me,
And it's not unfair,
You have yours
As I lack mine
Yet wish you could fill
This gap of which
I will forever miss
And try to learn each day
That I can adapt,
That I can change,
When I cannot;
My brain can't
Remove my memories,
My desire,
For you;
I wish
You felt
The same.
Part of me hopes you never hear these words.