Erase him from your thoughts
He’s poison to your heart
Like a drug I just want more
The energy I get, like a rush
I can’t get enough

I’d rather he stay away
I can’t control myself
Oh, I wish it wasn't so
I’m glad it’s not often I see him around
Because I know how I am, I've seen it before

I don’t want a relapse of the last time I got hooked
By the look of a guy that I like
Then his eyes were brown; this time their blue
But the effect is all the same

His smile makes me go crazy
And I wish I could hate it
Hate his laugh, hate his hair
Hate his hat and hate his stare

But its never been that simple...

It’s just as enjoyable being in the same room,
Looking at you, watching your movements and smiles
As it is when you’re holding me tight,
Kissing my lips while your hands caress my body

Would I want him to say sorry I haven’t hit you up; I know it’s been a while?
Because I would only smile and say it was fine, no big deal
Whether or not it was, didn’t matter

I wouldn’t tell him what was actually on my mind
That if I saw him more often my feelings would take over,
How the second time we talked I already had a crush...

  We were at Capone’s on a Tuesday night
  Outside, surrounded by people, talking laughing drinking
  I was drawn in to him once again just like the first time,
  I couldn’t look away from his eyes when we talked
  I leaned in to my friend’s ear, tipsy on more than the beer I was drinking
  And whispered, I think I have a crush
  She smiled and said I know

So it really was no big deal
Because the more I saw him the more I’d like him
And I don’t know if he would feel the same for me

I don’t need you in reality
It was never as it seemed
I let go knowing
I would see you in my dreams

When I dream I can’t control
What you say or how I feel
All I know is when I’m dreaming
Nothing can be real

You aren’t the same but I know it’s you
My imagination makes it true
It reminds me when we first began
Laughing, smiling, holding hands

Even though it's over and
I'm tearing at the seams,
I let go knowing
I would see you in my dreams

She's beautiful and elegant, with composure so well
She keeps parts of her hidden
I’m curious, can’t you tell?
I want to learn about her wounds, her history and fears
But when I come around she starts to disappear

He’s bright and prevailing; I can’t help but want to look
His energy goes on for days
As I continue to a new phase
I see him high, I see him low
But when he rises, it’s my time to go

I got too attached
And ran away with the idea of you

I shouldn’t have given you a thought

When I lie in my bed
I think of what you’ve said

I shouldn’t have given you a thought

When my daydreams take over
And I think of being with you

I shouldn’t have given you a thought

But I still do

How strange to become
A stranger again,
After years of laughter
And tears

Your name has become a
Meaningless word
Just like how it began

Your face is now a part of the crowd
And laughs are distant memories

We’re just a story on the shelf,
How strange to have no knowing

Sunrises over the sleepy ocean
The light reflecting off the shimmering water
And the clouds scattered across the sky,
Contrasting with the morning color
That kisses the beach once again

Late night’s that lead to early mornings
Watching the sky turn a lighter shade of dark
Until you can see the light beginning to kiss the horizon
And the mist settles in the valley hovering where it’s safe
The world is quiet and peaceful
The day is so innocent and young
You watch the stars and the moon fade out of the sky,
But you know they are always there
Watching over you as you continue through the day

Raindrops outside your window
Burrowing yourself deeper in the covers
And relaxing to the rhythm of Mother Nature’s song

Even if we make it,
Do you think we’ll be alright?
Will we make each other laugh still?
Will you want to hold me tight?
Every day that passes,
Do you think our love will grow?
Or will we wake up one morning
Not knowing where to go?