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 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
annmarie
Today
 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
annmarie
Today I feel lonely.
And it isn't the kind of lonely
like when all your friends leave for class
and you have a fee period.
It's that kind of lonely
that you never notice
until all your friends aren't around
and only your thoughts
are there for you to listen to.

Today I feel lonely.
I hadn't felt it until now,
but it's been there all day.
The kind of lonely
you get when you feel like
none of them care, not really,
and without you nothing would change
and there's no possible way
that anyone will ever love you.

Today I feel lonely.
And I wish I didn't,
but I can't help it much.
It's the kind of lonely
where the tears pool up
behind your eyes all day,
but nobody stops to notice
the glistening you're holding back.

Today I feel lonely.
And I don't know why,
but I hope tomorrow is better.
For the wind blows,
And it tears her skin away.
And she shouts out all the words
That eat her alive,
From the windows.

And when the sun sets,
She paints her eyes
And frees her wings,
And flies.

And in between all that ceremony,
She sings in a broken voice.
 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
Mike Hauser
I keep a picture of myself
In a drawer beside my bed at night
So when I wake up in the morning
I can remember what it is I look like

Because when I look into the eyes of the mirror
And it looks back into mine
It takes who it is I feel that I am
And replaces it with old man lies

It doesn't see the youthful heart in me
That I wish it would, so instead
I keep a picture of myself
In a drawer beside my bed
 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
Trevor Coon
Is it really so narcissistic of me
To have the desire to be the person
To make someone's life better?
 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
Kagami
Mirror
 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
Kagami
I am stuck in a maze.

Full of mirrors
And I can see people who look just like me.

They are me.
Aren't me.
Are me aren't me;
I don't know anymore.

I am Kaydee.
I am Kestrel.
I am Kagami.
I have many names.

And all of them are stuck in this maze with me.
 Sep 2013 Emily Tyler
sinderella
i dream of death
almost every night
the main reason
i can't sleep
or even
close
my
eyes

i always wake up
with one hell of a fright
this is worse than a nightmare
more like being in one of those
hostage camps of some sort
makes me afraid to be here
or anywhere else in
this scary world
where sleeping
can torment
a person's
well being
© sinderella.
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