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Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Today we played a game
Except it wasn't fun at all
We climbed up some dark stairs
Where no one even cared

About where we were
Or knew where we were even at
There we played truth or dare
We laughed and we sat

But then the game turned
Down a serious trail
Where there are more dares than truths
Where one of us decided to bail

One fully naked
Me fully clothed
Two still half dressed
As we went deeper down this road

Half dressed boy
Started tugging at my shirt
A dare I had passed
Cause I knew it would hurt

Hurt my pride
My already scared mind
But you kept tugging and tugging
My stomach in a binde

You forced it over me
And started to force off my bra
Grabbed my *****, that's when fully naked girl
Looked into my eyes and saw

"I think were done
So you can now stop"
He tugged at my arms and bra some more
You could have heard the tears drop

So we stood up in silence
Gathered our clothes
Headed back down the dark stairs
And didn't speak another word
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Monster
Slowly takes over
Crippling her mind
Bends her backwards

It takes her
Winds her up like
A toy soldier
It whispers "I'll make her mine"

And she loves the
Feeling and craves the
Beast to drive her
And thrive within

She takes her dark
Creature and injects
Him into her blood stream
And that's how it begins

"I'll only try it once"
But Monster cackles and says
"Once I'm in you there
Is no going back"

Now she plays games
With Monster
Gambling with death
Her life out of wack

And Monster keeps her
In his jar
Feeds her ***
Starves her of love

She realizes Monster is
In control now
She is in too deep
To break free
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
I
I don't
I don't need
To cut

Is what I whisper
Over and over again
To myself
Rocking in my bed

It's a comforting motion
With a comforting notion
But it doesn't seem to
Comfort me at all

I
I don't
I don't need
To slice down my thigh

Only you keep
Me going
Keep me from going
From leaving the planet

Thanks love
I don't know why you
Like my scary scattered brain
But I guess I shouldn't complain

I
I don't
I don't need
The razors right now

But I still succumb
No matter what I tell myself
I still fall down
To my knees

I
I still
I still need
To cut
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Why dont we put an
End to my sad story
Only a few cuts
Here and there

Watch as I write the words
With red ink
Now bind it up tightly
Not like anyone would care

But oh, no
I still am missing the ******
And oh, woah
Still some loose ends I need to attach

And Oh, I promise you now
As I head back into the dark
This is not a fairy tale
But a bang after my spark
It is more a King novel
Than a Snow White fantasy
So cut me up
Write me down
And take me out
To print and publish

Im bound up by leather
Oh what a tragedy
No one wants to hear
My sad sob story

And I find its easier
To pretend the people looking
Back at me are only
Judging me by my cover

And oh, no
Im still not at the finish line
And oh, woah
Still some loose ends I need to attach

As I head back into the dark, I promise
This is not a fairy tale
But a bang after the spark
It is more a King novel
Than a Snow White fantasy
So cut me up
Write me down
And take me out
To print and publish

Lets put me on the shelves!
Yet another song.
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Tomorrow I promise
I will walk right over to you
I won't get nervous
And avoid what I need to do

I will tap your shoulder
And when you twist around
I will smile large
And I won't make a.sound

I'll let your mouth and eyes
Tell me what I need to know
I'm I'm clinging
On an imaginary string of hope

If I see what I need to see
I will work my way back
Into your heart
And life will be right and on track

Tomorrow I will walk up to you
And this walk will decide
If you're here to stay
Or if you're going to hide
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
While talking to you
You said I made you smile
Made you happy
Made your day

After these months I
Am elated I can
Still make your lips
Shift from their usual form
Ellyn k Thaiden Oct 2013
Every body has
Their awkward quirks

I love yours
Because to me
They aren't awkward
At all

In fact I feel
At home
Cuddled up with you
In your bed
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