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Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
I don't think that
I ever want to marry

Why love when you know
You can never love like that again
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
Let these words remind you
Of the girl with the golden eyes
How she would stare off into the distance
Not showing she was traumatized

Her days are filled with pain
Her nights of memory passed
Of a sailor who loved her
A love that did not last

For months they kissed
Under the cherry trees
Their smell so sweet
While there was a breeze

But one day he left
With his pole in his grasp
They shared one more moment
They did not know it'd be their last

She waited with the sun
And she stayed awake with the moon
But her lovely sailor boy
Was in his water tomb

She cried for many days
Asking how could it be
God whispered in her ear
"Don't worry miss, your sailor boy is now with me."
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
I hate it when you work
Cause when you are gone
He screams and yells
He threats us like little pawns

He controls us
When you disappear
Gone until one
I shed the tears

I am quaking
Shaking
Heart breaking
And aching

Because I fear my dear
That one night
You will never
Come back
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
They say that
Money makes the world go round

It's nights like these
That make me wish it simply
Didn't.
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
Deep thoughts
Fill her head
She wishes to share
But no one listens

The boy wants to say
To his love
I love you
But he doesn't listen

The dog howles
He is in pain
In the middle of the night
But the neighbors don't listen

The old house groans
Protests the people
The furniture too
But the people don't listen

The girl slits her wrists
Gives up on her life
Falls into an abyss
Because nobody listened

The boy told his love
His love laughed
Called him ***
Because his love did no listen

The dog lies dying
Still whinnying
Wanting to be loved
Because the neighbors did not listen

The house is tired
With holes and broken wood
Abandoned and forgotten
The people did not listen

So listen
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
Where do I
Lay my heavy head
Those silly words
Cannot be unsaid

You have left me
Standing still
Heart broken torn open
It feels unreal

Aching burning
Scorching pain
Throbs with every heart beat
But there is only me to blame

I chased you off
I drove you away
Not knowing it was I
Who had to pay

I'm sorry love
That we fought
My whole body
Feels distraught

So maybe this should
Be our last goodbye
Hellos are where
Our promblems underlied
Ellyn k Thaiden Jan 2013
She doesn't realize
That I hurt too
That I'm in pain
That I also rue

I rue the day
I was ever born
I hate the fourth
My soul is torn

I wish that I
Could soar into an abyss 
Fly right into nothing
Deaths permanent kiss

She doesn't realize
That in hurt too 
She doesn't see
She never knew

I don't know how to say
"I need help from you"
So I say it in this poem
Because my problems you subdue

Maybe you will listen now
I doubt you will be attentive to me
I guess that life and I
Were not meant to be
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