Ellyn k Thaiden

Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012

Your lies
Wrap around
You
And it becomes
Harder to tell
The truth

You tell her
One thing
Tell me
Another
Tell the whole
World your lies

Fine lines
Are drawn
And feelings
Are hurt
I cant
Say why

But you I
Am finished
With
I cant handle you
And you selfish
Lies

No more
Than I can
Handle
A hot iron
Burning into
My thin paper skin

And I am
Sorry for you
Pity I feel
Because you life
Is wasted away
On lies

The truth can come
Easy
If you know how
To say it right
But you
My dear friend

You have soiled
My trust In
You
To gain it back
Would be
Absurd

So my
Dear friend
Please know this
I am leaving you
There are better things
In life than
*This

For you, Ryan Ethrington. For you...

Ellyn k Thaiden Dec 2012

The Mark of Boys

Boys will be boys
Or that is what they say
Boys will be boys
And it will stay that way

Well I am bored of boys
Their emotions are poisen
It seeps into your pores
It makes you broken

Go ahead an laugh
Say that wont be you
We all know who you truely are
You do not have a clue

Boys are trouble
Hiding in the dark
When you least expect it
They leave their ***** mark

They mark with pride
With shallow boasting smiles
It taste bitter sweet
A revoulting bile

Boys will be boys
Or that is what they say
Boys will be boys
And it will stay that way

Boys are repulsive.

Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012

Cirlces

He doesnt talk
But oh,
What does he think

Does he walk
In cirlces
Around his
head

Circles and circles
Confusion
Plays with the
Mind

Inside is he
Screaming,
Thinking,
Dreaming

And wishing
To be nothing
To not be
Alive

Circles and circles
Spinning all around
Dizziness hurts the heart

Cloudy thoughts
Restless days
No one wants to
Play

I will play
With you
You poor
Boy

Together in
The rain
Dancing and being
Free

Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012

Angel Puppy

You were my brother
You were my friend
I was with you
To the ****** end

You were my comfort
You were my shelter
So sweet
My family's helper

You left so soon
Violently and fast
Those hugs and those kisses
Those were your last

Good bye angel puppy
Good bye best friend
I hope you were happy
In the end

This poem is for my first ever dog. Its hard to describe a loss. I have never lost someone close to me, and it might sound silly to some to be so broken after loosing an animal, bu he was not just an animal. He was my best friend. He was a part of my life every day. He is my Angel Puppy. He will be missed.

Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012

Angel Puppy

You were my brother
You were my friend
I was with you
To the ****** end

You were my comfort
You were my shelter
So sweet
My family's helper

You left so soon
Violently and fast
Those hugs and those kisses
Those were your last

Good bye angel puppy
Good bye best friend
I hope you were happy
In the end

This poem is for my first ever dog. Its hard to describe a loss. I have never lost someone close to me, and it might sound silly to some to be so broken after loosing an animal, bu he was not just an animal. He was my best friend. He was a part of my life every day. He is my Angel Puppy. He will be missed.

Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012

Good Bye

I gave you all
That I could
It wasnt enough
Never would

So I keep
My head held high
As I whisper
Good bye

The path I walk
Is winding down
Farther it goes
Into the ground

And I hope that
Someday you will see
That you belong
Right here with me

Its a tug of war
With the mistakes you make
And the promises
That you break

I gave up
On childish things
Silly hopes
Messed up dreams

Long ago, I let go
Of these thoughts
Now its not cold
It is hot

I finally feel
Warmer without you
So good bye
My words ring true

Ellyn k Thaiden Sep 2012

Forever

I meet you
In the middle
Of September
How could I not remember
That smile of yours

You said that
It wouldnt last forever
But now
Im wishing somehow

It would...