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Jul 2013 Elise

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Emotion filled my eyes.
Not tears.
I had none left,
when you disappeared.

I lost the one,
who I shared a room,
who I thought gave a ****,
yep, she's gone.

All I see now, is a stranger.
All I see now, is an estranged sister.
I miss her. I always miss her.

Jul 2013 Elise

My Throat

Jul 2013 Elise

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My Throat

I feel like I have a lump in my throat
Oh wait, those are my unsaid words
I can't seem to fully understand any of it
Is this what a slow, painful death feels like?
Feels like I'm being punished
My throat is choking
On what?
Oh yeah, on all these unsaid sentences
That I can't swallow down
My throat

Jul 2013 Elise

Still Hoping

Jul 2013 Elise

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Still Hoping

You* might not love me *anymore
But I'm still hoping
You'll love me once more
Maybe we'll have the future
We were both wanting before
Maybe we'll be as one again
Like we once were
I always want
What I can't have
But your heart
Is worth the fight

**Please, be mine...

Jul 2013 Elise

Our Song

Jul 2013 Elise

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Our Song

The song from our first date
It will always be stuck in my brain
And whenever that song plays
I will think of you
As my mind
Goes into love overload

Oh, babe
You take my breath away
With every word you say
Can't get rid
Of this love sickness
Our song
It soothes my brain
But leaves me in pain
Because I'm still in love
But you're not
I feel so pathetic
As well as emotionally weak

Jul 2013 Elise

Deadly Lust

Jul 2013 Elise

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Deadly Lust

Lust* is deadly
It consumes me
And what's left of my *soul
Makes me want to
Lose Control.

Jul 2013 Elise

Like A Sugar Rush

Jul 2013 Elise

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Like A Sugar Rush

I must let go and move on
But people say
True love lives on in
Lovesick hearts
I must say
I do agree
Because
My heart
Is forever yours

I will never call you mine
So I might as well write
About how I fell so hard
For your charm
And sweet lips
Like candy
On a high
When you
Talk to me

You have the medicine
The cure I need
Your love is a drug
That I can't get enough of
It's a need
It's a must
This isn't lust
It's love

Jul 2013 Elise

Similar But Not The Same

Jul 2013 Elise

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Similar But Not The Same

Hurt* and disappointment
Are two *different things
But they are similar
With *each other

Jul 2013 Elise

Got It Bad

Jul 2013 Elise

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Got It Bad

You don't love me
Yet, you call me hot
Is it bad
That I liked hearing
You say it?

Got it bad
For the greatest person
That I'll never have
As my own precious love

Jul 2013 Elise

Ur So Basic, It Hurts

Jul 2013 Elise

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Ur So Basic, It Hurts

Some people **** me off
On a daily basis
I'm like, **** girl
You're so ******* basic
With your name calling
And your dumb games
******* friendships up
With those mean tricks

I mean, who are you kidding?
That ain't nice, darling
Picking up rocks
And ditching diamonds
I'm like, what are you doing?

You're trying to be cooler
But the truth is
You could never
You're too basic
For your own health
I suggest
You take those ego pills
Guess what?
I think you're full of it
Trying to be smart
But you ain't ****
You might think you have won
But honey, I'm gonna be the one winnin'

Jul 2013 Elise

Going Insane

Jul 2013 Elise

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Going Insane

You're exactly like a bullet
Right through me
With such impact
It's hard to believe
That I'm still alive
For months
I thought that I was dead
I guess it was all
Just thoughts in my head

You're driving me insane
I can't stand hearing your name
Makes me want to put a bullet in my brain
That's how much you affect me
It's such a negative influence, honey

I hate how you lie
To cover up your ****
I am so done
So sick of it
I tried for so long to make it all up
But I couldn't understand
Such a twisted mind