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The slurs flow like water
Whenever I try to get you help
They feel like fire
But you don't care
We're still friends
Again & Again
More words
More pain
But if I walk away will you still be ok?
will I be happy? be loved?
when I'm skinny, thin?
weighed down, a freak, monster
while everyone else is flying.

baby, how do you love something
like me? this rotten bag of flesh.
I wish I was better for you.
musical symbols rumble me
my teeth grind to the beat
the words are made of astral magic
the sentences gently carry me off my feet
i'm light, and blight, the blight,
i'm an angel now, with a little crown
you squinted your eyes on me from afar
bang
. . .bloodlust and stars
lyrical dna being, playing like an instrument
that's just me and my being and my soul
i am a faint yellow and blue, i am a shadow
and these songs inside my head will take me somewhere
someday

two roads, a glistening ***** tan
in my dreams, my skin is white, a different avatar
a fair little angel of light and pixie dust
innocent, not full of lust
not like my dark real self
i'm not black, i'm all the colors
always an entity among others
feeling so scary, so lonely
cause they don't understand me
i wasn't met for this grassy outer space disc

lyrical dna being, playing like an instrument
that's just me and my being and my soul
i am a faint yellow and blue, i am a shadow
and these songs inside my head will take me somewhere
someday
i'll evaporate light speckled pure pixie in
a glass bottle to heaven
flowing my way to the top
through the golden milkly heaven oceans
turned to river and feel filled with love and distilled
into nothingness pure god form air
onto the rocky hill
and i'll heal
The new year arrives not with thunder, but with a whisper—soft, persistent, and unyielding.
It carries the weight of time gone by, the fragments of moments we let slip like sand between careless fingers.

Regret lingers like an unspoken truth, a shadow cast by the light of what could have been. We try to grasp it, to undo it, to reweave the threads of yesterday, but the loom has turned, and the past is a river that only flows forward.

Time was never ours to hold. It was a fleeting metaphor, a borrowed grace we misused with the arrogance of eternity. Hours became currency we spent too freely, years became chapters we didn’t bother to read.

But the clock does not pause.
It does not mourn. It ticks with indifference, a steady cadence reminding us of the gift we still possess: the present.

If the past is a lesson and the future a promise, then this moment is the altar on which we lay our resolve. To forgive ourselves. To treasure the seconds. To write poetry where there was silence.

For though time does not turn back, it offers something greater
a chance to begin again.
And in this beginning, perhaps,
we can finally learn to live.





                                            @Erennwrites
I guess I'm back
Im so sorry
I said I'd stop
I lied.
I said never again
I lied
I didn't mean to
I wasn't thinking
It was to much
Im sorry
A broken artist doesn't **** you in their mind,
Doesn't rip the pictures apart, wishing it was you, no.
A broken artist will let you live forever,
As the worst of the worst punishments.

They might make you an entire new person,
Let you into their world,
In their notebook
Or canvas.

You'll be cared about
As equally as despised.
For them to tell you one day,
"This character was based off of you".
I often base my characterss off real people, mostly the bad ones. For example, a character based off my stepfather plays a giant role in the story, it's pretty well written but it's also one of my most hated characters.
is it curious that we spare our souls
through poetry,
but remain a closed book to our "family"?
Poetry has been a healing tool, helping me make sense of what was hidden in me for many years and remains hidden, even though I am still, unaware.

Family can mean any community that we are a part of.
i have to be smaller
i am too big
these people
their words keep repeating in my head
hahaha, she's so light!
ugh, why are you eating so much?
do you know how lucky you are to be light?

i
have
to
be
smaller
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