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154 · Apr 2015
Untitled
S Apr 2015
ever write something that made you feel breathless by the end of it?
154 · Oct 2016
Untitled
S Oct 2016
Tell me who you are
S Feb 2022
I always wanted to know everyone's stories
I wanted to know if their stars were the same as mine

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If you have a story, will you share it with me please?
151 · Apr 2017
i held back
S Apr 2017
unrequited love keeps us alive
it gives us hope
it gives us a reason to live
so i understand why you're still alive
but why am i?
151 · Apr 2017
Air
S Apr 2017
Air
in my mind
the pain was alive
but on paper the blood dries
vibrancy doesn't have the will to live in words
it
doesn't
have
the
will
151 · Apr 2017
punishment
S Apr 2017
this year i learnt that the more you avoid something, the faster it hits you
it comes into your life wrecks everything and moves on to the next person
it lives the life that it wants to
and watches yours fizzle away
we exist so that it can live
maybe i should turn the tables?
make a sacrifice?
if i don't exist, it can't exist

nothing can exist by itself
things come in pairs
one thing cannot survive without the other
so beware
i'm coming after you with fiery vengeance
151 · Aug 2017
Right here
S Aug 2017
This feels like home
151 · Feb 2022
save this for tonight
S Feb 2022
close your hands around my throat and god don't let me go
writhe against me in the grey light
it's fast but I know you feel it slow
151 · Sep 2019
hope? never heard of her
S Sep 2019
I can't shift this feeling
that things are never going to be okay again
that things will never be the same again

and this thought spins around my mind
on repeat
until i fall asleep
150 · Apr 2017
Untitled
S Apr 2017
i have a thing for games,
wanna play?
S Nov 2018
Falling....
it always felt so good to let go
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it always felt so good to slip
and fall
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it always felt so good to laugh
and pick myself back up
like it never hurt




if you don't hear from me, tell them i was falling
150 · Apr 2017
poetry
S Apr 2017
it's called emotional cleansing, look it up
150 · Jun 2017
She knew her place
S Jun 2017
She loved living in her alternate universe
But the thought of being God shook her to the core
She hates this place
But she fears God more
So she sneaks away at night instead
149 · Jan 2018
/
S Jan 2018
/
she is the life we all deserve
149 · Apr 2015
Untitled
S Apr 2015
Always, it'll always be you
Always, for now
148 · Aug 2018
c'mon texas, hold em
S Aug 2018
i'll play by the rules if you want me to
but that means i get to keep that chip on my shoulder
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don't look into my eyes
you won't find what you're looking for
i buried that deep inside of me
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do my hands shake?
my poker face gives nothing away
but my body always betrays me
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open your heart for me
i'm your queen and i'll play you so well
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want me to open my legs for you? just let me win
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victory never tasted so sweet
148 · Jan 2022
-
S Jan 2022
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My compassion for you is inconvenient
148 · Aug 2018
-
S Aug 2018
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opening this **** laptop up is like opening pandoras box
148 · Mar 2021
*
S Mar 2021
*
pure energy coursing through my veins
i'm alive

i'm breathing fast and it feels so good
148 · Apr 2017
save me and i'll save you
S Apr 2017
i can't help but wonder what we could become
this feels so right
but it's going so wrong
give me a chance  
and i'll give you one
to make something beautiful
out of something so ****** up
it's like the odds are all against us
but we can't deny
each other
we're not that cruel
not that sadistic
we like pain
but we don't love it
so maybe we'll try
or maybe we'll die
but i won't give up
146 · Jun 23
until then
S Jun 23
Maybe tomorrow you'll know...
S Sep 2018
long lost lover and soulmate
we never got close enough to touch
but you marked me forever
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i still think of you
it fills me with guilt
and just when i think of reaching out
to taste you once more
i feel apprehensive
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i sigh with longing
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i wish we could live how we always said we would
but all i can do
is wait for someone purer
146 · Apr 2017
Fuck
S Apr 2017
It's so cold out here
146 · Aug 2020
.
S Aug 2020
.
i have nothing else to say but i don't want to leave
145 · Nov 2017
I’ll be good to you
S Nov 2017
The lights look so warm in the distance...
I’m trying to grab them but can’t you see they don’t want to be held?
S Nov 2022
I keep trying to remember being a child
I feel like I need to look for something in those memories
S Jun 2019
by your side at 1am
i was reluctant but i still did it

2am now i'm feeling comfortable

3am the cold air hits me and i'm excited
i move closer to you and you crush me
your bodyweight hurts in all the right ways

4am i've got you right where i want you
and ******* definitely have me

5am you refuse to admit it
you refuse to say the words aloud

5.15 we're in comfortable silence

5.17
you say it's getting late

5.19 everything went back to normal....like nothing ever happened
145 · Feb 16
Blood of a pomegranate
S Feb 16
The weight of my desire, heavy, like obsidian
145 · Apr 2019
1
S Apr 2019
1
There's a fire within me,
and I don't need someone to put it out
I need someone that will burn with me
144 · Jun 2017
Baby
S Jun 2017
It's the honest truth
144 · Feb 2022
I feel like I am fading
S Feb 2022
Truthfully I feel like putting a bullet through my expired mind
Like cutting a maxed out credit card in half
Or throwing out a chipped glass, because how could you keep one? It’s going to hurt you, make you bleed and just be useless

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I don’t even bleed deliciously anymore
Even the pain isn’t enough
It just isn’t enough for me anymore
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If I felt empty before then my present state is not even describable

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Why live if you can no longer tap into your soul?
Why suffer through the days in the empty vessel of our bodies if your substance is no where to be found?
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Maybe I’m just incapable of it now
Definitely
Maybe
S Aug 2020
is anyone else scared that the kind of love they want does not exist and is unattainable? i think about it all the time
143 · Apr 2014
the world is yours
S Apr 2014
To Autumn by John Keats
143 · May 2017
When I'm dancing for him
S May 2017
I look good in the red light
S Jul 2023
You know things are bad when Dostoyevsky says something and you can relate
S Aug 2017
watching her fall down the metal stairs
step by step
from across the street
was odd

her blood stained hair looked kind of purple under the flickering street light
hm
i think she'd look better with blonde hair
it'd really bring out her eyes
S Feb 2024
i feel distant from myself
i feel distant from God
i don't feel like a friend
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this has to be self torture right?
it is my hand that is crushing my windpipe RIGHT?
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i know everything is by the hand of God
but it feels like i'm hurting myself badly these days
but the pain hurts so good
sometimes it doesn't even feel like pain
that's the problem
the lines are so blurred between the two that i can't see where anything begins or ends anymore
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how these lines get crossed
how everything blurs into one
how i am slowly making a descent into nothingness
how fast i am fading..
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it feels like i'm free falling
and the hand of God, invisible and mighty, cushions me and slowly, very slowly is lowering me down
so i'm not falling..
i'm not crazy
142 · Jun 2021
*
S Jun 2021
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is it so wrong for me to want something good and pure?

All my life I’ve been entangled in destruction
Seeking it, causing it, craving it, deserving it
The list could go on forever

But is it so wrong to want something good?
To want something intimate and whole?
To want trust

sometimes it feels like I’m asking for too much
But what I want has to be out there somewhere
I’m not insane
This is far from irrational right?
I am deserving right?

Or can a wretched creature like me be trusted with something pure and good? Am I too tainted for what I want?

I feel tainted
I feel destined for destruction
But a part of me still hopes I can be saved
141 · Sep 2014
Untitled
S Sep 2014
i've never quite met a mind like mine or yours but i've met many of hers
141 · Aug 2017
He said
S Aug 2017
Why don't you love me anymore
S Feb 16
I have a voice .. but it keeps getting lost in the ether
140 · Apr 2017
help...
S Apr 2017
you held me there,
watched me,
but you didn't do anything
140 · Jun 2022
*
S Jun 2022
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Is it possible for a human to feel so sorry?
140 · Feb 2022
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S Feb 2022
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Can anyone hear me? Does anyone see me?
S Jul 2019
i'll just have to be his little girl instead
i have been for a long time
and secretly i always will be
140 · Apr 2017
heaven is mine
S Apr 2017
one day we'll see the stars
139 · May 2017
All fucked up
S May 2017
What can I say...
you know
just how
to entice me
back into my dark ways
138 · Jun 2017
Welcome to the club, M
S Jun 2017
Night after night she waits by his side wondering how she could be his perfect woman
138 · May 2017
Wanderlust
S May 2017
There's a story in every time zone
138 · Jul 2019
who said pain isn't sweet?
S Jul 2019
These tears fall like little candy drops
iridescent and soft
so tempting
you can't help but taste one

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now you're addicted
you always need 'just one more hit'
and i'm the streets best dealer
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