surprisingly I'm back for more
i have nothing to write today though
im in a good mood

dancing feeds the soul
and good music

it corrupts your heart too
so be careful
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i'll keep smiling though

BROKEN

in the night
a dish is broken.
In my sleep
I find a token.

Within my dreams
We are a ghost
Lost in time
A forgotten piece
Of life's moments
That always
means the most

Only the most…..
......Only The most.

i'll play by the rules if you want me to
but that means i get to keep that chip on my shoulder
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don't look into my eyes
you won't find what you're looking for
i buried that deep inside of me
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do my hands shake?
my poker face gives nothing away
but my body always betrays me
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open your heart for me
i'm your queen and i'll play you so well
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want me to open my legs for you? just let me win
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victory never tasted so sweet

she lives in shades of pink
cute as a button
but hot on your lips

he gives me life when he breathes so heavy right into my neck

did i do all of this for you..or did i bleed for myself?
was it pointless?
did bloodlust really leave me that blinded

feral, driven and desperate?

I should feel ashamed
but it just feels so good to bleed