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What should hurt me more?
You loving her?
Or
Me wanting you?
Or
Me waiting for something that can never exist?
4 A.M.- it’s much too early
It’s no surprise I’m feeling surly.
It’s cold outside and lacking light.
It feels like the middle of the night!
(When you’ve been out late and had a few
Mondays are no friend to you.)
Villainous clock that chirps and chimes
I’ll hit your snooze button one more time.
Its cold, and someone stole the covers
I reach for them as for a lover.
Alas, my larcenous spouse has taken them
I guess I’m in for a brewed awakening.
 Dec 2012 Edward Searson
Tilly
Heralding new, in skeletal chariot;
she chases fodder across Solstice night.
Bright ribbons, on garlands made of *******.
Beiwe feasts.
For Karl Johan, with a pat :)
My neighbour, mad Swedish friend, and awesome story teller.
I found him, putting butter around my front door, so Beiwe can eat it on her way onwards...hence the title!

The Saami, indigenous people of Finland, Sweden, and Norway worship Beiwe, the sun-goddess of fertility...
& sanity.
I look at you and see everything I've ever wanted.
I see everything I've ever dreamt of.
Love,
Passion,
And absolute madness.
I see agony on your features.
Agony, that I want to take away.
I see pain in your eyes.
Pain, I wish I could make it go.
I see you with all of your twisted games.
And want you more than anything I'll ever need.
Get on your knees and pray, he said to me.
I leave.
I leave before I fall.
I leave before I care.
I leave before it hurts.
I leave before I'm broken.
I leave before I'm in too deep.
I leave,
before I'm left with nothing
but dashed and scattered dreams
like infinite stars sparkling in the night sky.
I leave
before
they
leave.
I love you.
Those three litte words,
either make you or break you.
They broke me.
Scattered me,
from the core of my heart.
Turned me into dispersed bits
of nothingness.

Lost myself.
Lost my will.
Lost my feelings.
Lost within those three little words,
that turned my world upside down.

I fell
into
this
infinite
hollow
of
nothingness.
While
you
lied
and
I
believed
&
you
schemed
and
I
was
deceived.
What we had
we can't bring back
What we had
we won't forget
What we had
we shouldn't regret
What we had
is now unseen
What we had
is forever lost

What
we
had
is
left
for
tormented
souls
to
cry
for
and
mourn
She
Green eyes
Olive skin
She was your beauty queen
Five feet tall
Black hair so long
She was your dazzling dream
You loved her
She loved him
You wanted her
I wanted you
She broke you
and broke me too
You left
and took my heart with you
She went
and had her fairy tale with him
I am here
and all I have is vivid dreams of you
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